#risl

The #Atlantic #Council warns that a war with #Iran poses greater risks to #Turkey than previous conflicts

he doesn’t know how to allocate his love accordingly. you're not allowed to say "I love you" and then take it back.

I don’t want to be half loved.

I am constantly paying the price for something that his past inflicted.

I am tired of it. It's become borderline emotional abuse.

I do all I can to make it. But I still don't think I'll make it, hard as I try.

I love my parents, but I hate them when I'm around them. I feel guilty about it. But they don't help. I feel guilty for never being around. But all they do is stress me out. They're my first, longest, and worst bullies.

I am scared that I'm falling down the same endless, dark spiral and I don't know why. He asks why and I don't know. They ask why, I still don't know.

I don't know???????

I should leave before I make him, everyone, feel as useless as I do.

want to win the lottery so I can end life earlier than intended. so tired.

don't care about deadlines, but has anxiety so do care & panic attacks every other day. In a room full of people cannot show that I am freaking the fuck out and can't breathe heart feels like it's gonna beat out chest but at same time cave tf in and yo man I don't wish this on my enemies I need to chill