#rishla ilesar

I. rishla is like the big sister he never got to really have. ( when he met his blood related brother and sister for the time since he child it was impossible to connect with because their lives were so far apart.). so he doesn’t mind when she roasts him or when they get in debates for the sake it because it feels so natural. losing it hurt like hell and every thought that he would have shared with her was just a one sided with himself ( her responses were not something he could mimic in his head. )

II. she was the first to find about the loth cat and she didn’t even have to say anything just kept making this face while llewyn got increasingly defensive

III. they spent a lot of time as sparring together ( I think of this scene from pacific rim ) that they’re almost extensions of each other (he can answer any call; she know the gaps of his fighting and can compensate.)

Llewyn made his point clear from the beginning: I won’t help you lead this. Those days were over from the moment he had resigned from the Jedi order and a moment of weakness didn’t change that. Instead he sat back almost completely silent except to acknowledge that he understood what she said and confirmed what he was willing to do for the mission.

If anyone had any thoughts on the choice llewyn couldn’t tell as he avoided anyone’s gaze and made a point of not looking Rishla in the eyes. He knew she had thoughts, she always did, but she was also smart enough to know it was better this way. It was possible that she didn’t care at all since she had been the one to find him in the first place and that was enough to solidify that he was no longer the person who fought by her said.