OK, so I'm currently trying to sleep. But everytime I close my eyes and feel myself falling asleep, I just hear screams from random people I know, even fictional characters I love, and they're clawing at my body and i can actually feel the scratches and they're screaming and I just jolt awake panting like a madwoman. I've had sleep paralysis countless times before. And they're as terrifying, but usually I wouldn't be able to escape the horror so easily, unlike now. Maybe it's a nightmare? Idk I'm just ranting at this point trying to take my mind off it. It was so terrifying. If it's sleep paralysis again then this is by far the worst.

The number of times I passed by the shop contemplating on whether I should get this cutie was embarrassing lol. But today, he finally came home with me :D the shop lady asked me if I was getting it for my younger sibling. When I told her it was for myself, she was surprised lmao. I’m never too old for soft toys.