5 times Dean Winchester hates himself for loving an Angel and 1 time he doesnt
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/noxXT8a by Riptide21155 Dean Winchester hasn’t loved many things. His car, his gun, pie. He hasn’t loved many people, either. Sammy, of course — he’ll always love Sammy — and his dad, in a convoluted way, and Bobby, and Lisa and Ben, but loving them hurt too much. He loved his mom, but he’d been alive without her for so long that he couldn’t quite tell if it was still truly her that he remembered and loved, or if it was the idea of her that John had always fought so hard to avenge. He’s loved, and more often than not, he’s lost. He doesn’t realize he loves Cas until he’s lost him, too. OR Dean learns that love can be kind and healthy after years of self loathing and yearning. Words: 999, Chapters: 1/6, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Self-Hatred, Character Study, Angst, Dean Winchester Needs to Remove Head From Ass, There's a Tag for That, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Like in hell from Alastair, Happy Ending, First Kiss, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Author hasn't finished the show, im on season nine so like all references of the ending are from vague spoilers, but this fic doesn't heavily rely on the real plot of SPN!!, I know the tags look rough but happy ending i promise read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/noxXT8a
