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9 years came and went,
It was like any other day I would of spent,
It feels like so long ago you were here,
I hold every memory of you near,
I know I don’t need a specific day just to miss you,
And it’s ok to smile too,
I wonder often who you’d be today,
Where you would be if life had worked out a different way.
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“I should’ve died in my 20s. I became successful in my 40s. I became a dad in my 50s. I feel like I’ve stolen a car — a really nice car — and I keep looking in the rearview mirror for flashing lights. But there’s been nothing yet.” Depression has no color, it can smile, it can joke, it can be rich, it can be poor. Take time to know your neighbors, be friends with that kid who is always sitting alone. You never know, you could save a life. If a celebrity committing suicide puts a spotlight on this real problem, I'm all for it. Tashi lost 2 friends to suicide when she was 13 & 14. Her first friend was depressed but I guess only her family knew. Her second friend, Taylor, had an argument with her "new" step-mom, ran upstairs, took a loaded gun and killed herself. Taylor wasn't a depressed person... she was a 14 year old girl trying to hurt her step-mom. Within the month, her dad filed for divorce. Her dad is still unmarried but dating and her step-mom remarried and has a baby. Heartbreakingly sad.
#ripkate
A year later. The iMessage convo still sits there. The little date under the last message you read. 11/25/13. Our last conversation was the following:
Me: are you ok overall now? You: Yes. Am I completely recovered? No, but I'm on my way. Me: I'm proud of you, you're farther than I am. But I know it's not a competition.
This convo happened right after I stopped self-harming. The fact that the last conversation I had with you was about our recovery is something that I continue to remember and I go back and read the convo when I feel so alone and have no idea what to do.
The next day you passed away.
I hope you're proud of me, I hope you are watching me and have watched me as I continue to recover. There are times when I know you wouldn't be proud of me, and in those times, all I want to do is cry. I never got to say good-bye. I miss you so much. So much right now. It just hurts.
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i'm very sorry about your friend, i'm on mobile right now so I can't check to see what happened right now but I'm very sorry either way. Also, much respect for all those posts you made about how anyone can ever come to you. you seem like a great person, keep doing what you doing girl (:
tbh i’ll never forget what she told me the first time i talked to her…(at least i think you’re talking about kate and not clem?)
possible tw
oh and here (eating related tw)
thank you
Who is Kate
one of my best friends that passed away almost a year ago…if you aren’t on mobile, hover over the “remember” in the box on the upper right corner of my blog and there’s a link…don’t go if eating related topics trigger you though
I miss you so much. The last text I sent you still sits in my imessage. I can't believe it's been almost a year. I keep crying. I just miss you. I hurt so much, from this and other things. It just hurts.
