I strangle Beverly Katz, looking into her eyes, she knows me and I know her. I expertly squeeze the life from her, rendering her unconscious. I freeze her body preserving shape and form so I can more cleanly dismantle her. She cuts like stone. I pull her apart layer by layer like she would a crime scene. This is my design. I will leave no usable evidence, but she found something. She found me. What she found is already gone. What did I take from her.

I'd be interested to see what you'd put in a Beverly Katz mourning mix, maybe from the perspective of the Science Now-Duo.

The kidneys represent the continual rebirth within yourself, when you wash away old worries and grief, when you let everything flow off your shoulders that is no more than ballast in the present. A wonderful, light feeling of liberation, joy and happiness. Kidneys function optimally when you are open for these transforming powers within yourself, which process energies and transform them into joyous, radiant feelings, on the condition that you don’t clamp onto dark and pessimistic thoughts, nor to a burdensome past. Trusting that your Nature will help you always; a deep connection with your nature, with your physical body, with your deepest core of feelings. The kidneys reflect the relation you have with yourself: trust or fear?