#rip2016

RIP 2016. But still you are the year that I won’t ever forget. You left me a lot of scarred experiences and great lessons that really marked and changed my life. 

My heart was broken for the first time in the name love. I was angry, disappointed and empty.I had sleepless nights and dramas but I learn to accept, love myself even more and truly trust God in everything because all things work together for good.

After a heartbreaking incident, I had to go through again with difficulties along with my REAL friends. bothered with the caps? I’ll tell you later but lets first focus here. A friend of mine had a really big dilemma to face ( I won’t reveal it because its confidential). She was lost and going to risk her life with those bad decisions that will just ruin her life. I was also depressed that time but I have to be strong for my friend and do what is right. I wanted her also to be strong and help herself to come again to her senses. And thank God we surpassed all those obstacles!

I never thought that my heart would be broken the second time of that year again but this is different it is in the name of friendship. It was like I never expected it to happen to me. I felt betrayed and ashamed. But it was a way of God’s showing me who are my true friends and who are not. Actually I realized it was a blessing in disguise after all. I commend the saying that “The truth will set you free” as for my experience the truth will really slap you with all lies, pretensions and separate you from people who likes to bring you down. Despite of all I have to forgive because that’s what God designed me to be a forgiving person. I’m sure I won’t forget it but I have learn to move on and accept things as they are. 

What a blast 2016! You gave me hard time to cope with all those times. But THANK YOU 2016 you taught me to everything I needed to learn. It was dramatically a roller coaster ride with you.