#rinthoughts

music is an important thing in my mood. i don't mean that music totally dictates my mood, tho, not at all. Shuffling around my pandora stations or itunes, however, really helps me figure out how i'm feeling whenever i'm in one of these vaguely blah funks. Dunno what causes it, but finding the right song helps. 

thinking more, i think i'm just lonely. i spent so long, until recently, talking to a significant person pretty close to every waking hour. even months later, i still find myself looking almost hopefully at facebook's little message bar. And then i remember how much i ended up dreading that little orange one. I still hesitate everytime I check a facebook message. suppose that'll pass.