boyfriend!suna, who has a whole playlist dedicated to you—which he listens to everyday—and constantly adds songs that remind you of him.
boyfriend!suna, who posts you once in a while—infact, he posts you so rarely that it leads to suspicion about whether or not the two of you had broken up—and, when he does post you, it's 'barely anything'. probably only your shadows, the side of your face, or your hair caught in the lens of his camera.
boyfriend!suna, who will constantly gossip with you about the miya twins, "oh my god! osamu threw a chair at atsumu!" you'll gasp, and suna will dryly respond with, "got a video."
boyfriend!suna, who will stare at you during lunch creepily, and when you ask why he'd say, "you've got sum' stuff on your face." and you'd be confused, asking, "can you wipe it off?" and he'd just say, "nah, why would i wanna wipe your beauty off."
boyfriend!suna, who will say the corniest pick-up lines, and then shut down and really flustered when you flirt back.
boyfriend!suna, who makes you the profile picture in every platform you have. hell, even when he was dared to make a tinder account, he made YOU his profile picture. 😭😭😭
boyfriend!suna, who has a whole album of photos of you laughing, sleeping, eating, or even studying.
boyfriend!suna, who'll whisper nasty things in your ear—when your out at the grocery store or train station—to see you get flustered and squirmy, confusing the people close by.
boyfriend!suna, who'll poke your cheek and nuzzle his head in your chest or neck when your mad because he loves your 'angry' face.
boyfriend!suna, who only—and i mean ONLY—shares his phone password with you. and oh boy, oh boy, when the miya twins pester you for it? he'll send the weirdest videos of them to shut them up.
i might do i part two cuse i luv suna sm it hurts to look at him, like why is he not real 😭😭😭
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more often than not, you and suna find yourselves dozing off together on the couch.
it’s not that you don’t want to go to bed, but you just have so much fun together. even as you get older, the two of you cherish the time you have with each other. like you were teenagers all over again. the movie you wanted to watch is over? he’ll put on another one. uncomfortable on the couch? good thing he’s huge and you can use him as your personal pillow.
he tends to fall asleep first. you’ll ask him if he wants to go to bed. you can tell from his heavy lidded eyes and soft spoken tone that he’s exhausted. he always insists he wants to stay up. “just one more episode” of the show neither of you were really paying attention to.
you always agree, because really, who are you to say no to him? it’s not like you don’t want to be there. laying in his arms is your favourite place in the world.
you’ll ask him a question about the show you’d mindlessly started to pay a shred of attention to, noticing his grip on you had loosened just a little bit. you look up at him when he doesn’t respond, realizing he’d fallen into a deep sleep only a few minutes after he swore he “wasn’t even tired.”
you lean up, cupping the soft skin of his cheek in your palm. he leans into your hand and sighs as he rests peacefully.
you slowly get off of him, the sudden lack of warmth of your bodies causing you both a bit of discomfort. suna wakes up and his eyes search for you immediately, but his expression turns into the sweet smile you love so much once he sees you folding the blanket that was draped over the two of you.
“come on, rin” you said as you turned off the tv. “let’s go to bed.”
“i’m not even tired” he half-heartedly protested as he sat up, running his fingers through his hair. you couldn’t help but let out a small laugh as you took his hand and led him to your shared bedroom.
“sorry, i must have imagined you being fast asleep on the couch out there.” you teased.
“definitely. we both know your imagination is something else. should pay better attention, babe. i was ready for another movie.” he joked, pulling the blankets up and holding his arms out for you so you could both get comfortable.
suna hadn’t ever told you this, but the real reason he didn’t like sleeping in the bedroom much was because he just... couldn’t.
he loved the feeling of your body against his. he loved seeing your beautiful, peaceful face that showed him how much you trusted him. how safe you felt with him.
it was easy for him to fall asleep in the living room. the noise from the tv made it effortless for him to mindlessly drift away into a decent restful state.
the bedroom was different. it’s not that he didn’t like it - he did, he loved being in bed with you. it’s just that the quiet, dark room left him feeling... alone. the deafening silence and only his thoughts to keep himself occupied was way too much for him to be able to sleep.
sometimes he’d let you fall asleep, lay there for hours, even, until he knew you were in your deepest sleep. he’d get up, turn the tv on in the living room, and fall back asleep out there.
that was only when it got really bad, though.
most of the time he would put in his airpods and listen to a podcast or some music and scroll on his phone until he felt himself get tired again. he would always fall asleep eventually, but it was a struggle that he had to deal with almost every single night. the one thing you were blissfully unaware of, and he was okay with that.
you woke up to the feeling of suna’s nails softly scratching your scalp. you let out a soft sigh, nuzzling your face closer into his chest.
to your surprise, his fingers continued moving back and forth in your hair. something you loved, but it was also something he’d do when he was anxious and trying to ground himself. his hands were a dead giveaway when he wasn’t feeling quite right, he’d be rubbing his palms against his thighs, playing with his own hair, or, if you were close enough, touching you or rubbing you without even noticing it.
you looked up at him, noticing his face was dimly illuminated by the screen of his phone.
“rin? are you okay?”
“mm?” he looked down, locking his phone and running his hand down your back to rub soft, slow circles into your skin. “go back to sleep, baby. i’m sorry if i woke you up.” he said with a light kiss to your forehead.
you shook your head, putting your hand over his and bringing it to your lips. you kissed his palm and pressed it against your face.
“no, no, i woke up on my own. what’s wrong?”
he softly ran his thumb over your cheek. his eyes met yours, full of complete adoration for you. he’d noticed how attentive you were to him. how easily you could read him. he couldn’t ever hide anything from you, and he’d never want to.
“just feelin’ a bit anxious, can’t sleep...” he mumbled. suna tucked a piece of hair behind your ear, leaning down to kiss you on the lips.
you kissed him back happily, running your hand up his chest and through his hair.
suna pulled you closer to him, continuing his thoughts from before.
“not even anxious about anything in particular... just can’t shut my mind off, you know? and it’s so quiet in here i can’t distract myself.” he stopped himself there, feeling like he’d said too much already. you knew he struggled with anxiety, but he didn’t elaborate much because he never wanted you to worry about him.
you nodded, taking your time giving him a soothing back rub.
“want to put a movie on in here?” you suggested, still quite sleepy. he smiled at how sweet you sounded when you were so tired.
“i don’t wanna disturb you, baby. i’ll be okay. go back to sleep.”
you sat up, leaning over him to get the remote and turned on the tv. you handed it to him and settled back into your spot in his arms, but facing away from him this time.
“it’s fine, rin, i told you.” you mumbled, “i can sleep through anything.” you yawned, scooting back into him. “just want you to be comfy and have a good sleep...”
suna smiled, scooping you up in his arms and pulling you against him. he got comfortable behind you, completely wrapping you up in himself.
“love you so much” he whispered, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. “so sweet to me, so perfect for me...” he continued, smiling to himself when he noticed his voice had already put you back to sleep.
the tv stayed on the lowest volume, just enough to occupy his mind enough for him to finally drift into the sleep that he’d been longing for.
sleeping in the bedroom was never an issue after that night. leaving the television on was just another part of your nightly routine. suna had no problem falling asleep after that.
he became the one to start suggesting to go to bed together. knowing his sleeping problems were resolving, he realized how much more comfortable it really was in bed with you. he craved it. the closeness of your bodies, the way he could whisper sweet things to you and feel you relax in his arms just from his voice and his touch. there was nothing he loved more.
he hoped that someday he’d be able to sleep in silence, but the two of you were happy with this alternative. after all, all the two of you you really wanted was just to spend as much time as you could together.
