#rin.rants

on this blog i'll probably post/reblog triggering stuff like ed, sh, addiction or suicidal things (no pics of sh, any -spo or so). so if you are sensitive to one of those topics or are in recovery pls leave and stay safe or be at least very careful. i don't want you to struggle because of my blog :(.

i'm not pro anything except recovery. pls try to recover. i know it's damn hard but pls try. though i totally understand it if you're not ready yet - like me.

you're an amazing person. you're problems or struggles are valid and you deserve to be happy! i love you and wish you only the best. pls keep on going and don't give up. i know it's hard. whatever happens pls stay safe <3.

about myself: i'd like to remain as anonymous as possible so there wont be any personal information about me. but what i can tell you: you can call me rin. i like animals, drawing, reading, writing, anime, gaming and the nature. otherwise i'm just another little mentally ill human being who often struggles with life.

btw english isn't my first language, so i'm really sorry if something i wrote sounds like linguistic bullshit xD pls don't jugde me for that. and if there are any mistakes in my posts feel free to point it out to me friendly :3.

you can find my own posts with #rins.txt or the ones in the #'s of this posts

it's okay to reblog

if you don't like my blog pls block me. don't report. it wouldn't help me to recover if i'd be t-worded cause then i'd lose my coping mechanism.

why do i have to catch feelings as soon as somebody is just a bit kind to me and gives me a little bit of attention?!

he brought so much calm and positive stuff into my life.

he literally took me to a festival and i didn't know any of his friends which were coming with us. and i spent 5 day with people i didn't know, only him. and that was so much out of my comfort zone. i never thought i would do something like that but he took me with him and i was feeling so comfortable though it was so overwhelming and so much new stuff.

i cannot imagine being happy without him. and that is so wrong, so metally ill xd it shouln't be like this. i should be able to be happy and comfortable on my own.