did u know. that you can easily find the motivation to make funny casualty as text posts. simply by procrastinating on finishing the casualty fic u are trying to write? come back tomorrow for more fun facts wirh toby.

it’s what she does, it’s what she did with marcus/emma. it’s like when she told matthew she was damaged and uses sex and alcohol to make herself feel better. she dislikes herself, and i think she’s determined to give other people as much reason as she can to dislike her, too.

(because at least she’s in control of it? perhaps? no point in delaying the alleged inevitable? could be a number of reasons really, but s36 really hammered home that despite her bravado and wit, she is very vulnerable and insecure. and the things she’s been through since then are not going to have made that any better).

i’m actually really intrigued by how this is going to play out. i wonder if, when it undoubtedly goes tits up, her upset over whatever happens links back to her feelings about what she did to emma?

gosh i can’t wait for the rest of this storyline!

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1. New Dark Age / The Sleeping Tyrant 2. Cimmerian Codex 3. Alchemiculte 4. Hammer of Damnation 5. The Anguine Rose 6. Blackthorne 7. The Keep 8. Cromlech 9. New Dark Age II / Legion XIII