but I have huge dilema in my brain.

religion is the opium of masses I know but the folklore is part of me. I don't want to be fully religious but I want to appreciate the ancestors and our history

I need to focus on current events and not on religion that much. even though I hope Mokoš, Dažbog and Veles are on our side during this battle against capitalism and those who kill our mother for profit

I'm kind of numb in brain so even if I was praying and in quiet place, I wouldn't hear anyone talking to me nor see some signs i do good things.

currently I just feed birds and throw seeds in my surroundings, pick trash from grass and do anti capitalist posters and share anti capitalist media.

anyway I wish all my pagan friends to be safe and especially those who have to live in the usa or middle east. in fact I wish all who hate capitalism to be safe whatever where they are.