#revivingdeb

so tired have to wake up so very early Been exhausted for decades

trigger af rn rly want to use behaviours so so much

the struggle: do i tell my therapist everything? or do i stop seeing her so i don't have to say anything?

The day is almost over Another year gone by Treading the same water But plans have been Things will fall into place Eventually

my life is a complete shit show. i'm done.

It's almost 2am and I'm still awake. Go Team Insomnia™. I've been keeping secrets from everyone. I know I shouldn't. I kinda want to tell my secrets, but I also don't. I like my secrets. They make me feel safe. But they also put me in a not so good place.

I finally finished my thesis and just emailed it to my advisor. I never have to read about the lack of diversity in elite figure skating again! I'm free!