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"i wish i could say i am a light that never goes out, but i flicker from time to time."

oh, little one, you have burned for so quietly for so long, haven't you? burnt yourself out trying to give others light? wishing, desperately, that they would notice the way your hands shake or the wildflower bruises under your tired eyes. but they never have, have they? and so, it obviously wasn't bad? right? you had more to give, didn't you? how much could you pour yourself out before they noticed? it is all you've ever known, after all. help, help, help, help. (are you providing it, or begging for it?) but you've given too much, spread yourself too thin, didn't you? you are so heavy, so tired. you have spent your life carrying for others the way you wished someone would care for you. but you're worried, aren't you? that if you can't be what they need, if you can't be the pillar for others to lean on, they'll leave you. what you seek is home, a safe place to rest and be taken care of. and little light, you deserve it. you have earned it. you are worth more than what you can provide for others: you deserve the same care you so freely give out. they will love you all the same, honey. set down the world, and rest that weary heart of yours

Tagged by: @touchofdawn

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🖤Name: Dark Repliku Nickname: Kuro-Kouki, Kuro, Shun. Age: 16 Gender: Male Sexuality: Asexual 🖤Alternate FC: Shun Shimotsuki from Tsukipro the Animation or Keigo Kazama from Dream Festival! Height: 5’3” and a half. Weight: N/A Keyblade(s): Soul Eater Replica, he can wield a spear as well as dual sided axe that look like Soul Eater. Spells: He uses the dark variation of the spells that Kouki knows, which means the same variants as Riku; however there are some that he knows that Riku doesn’t. 🖤Personality: Now that they’re split from Kouki, their personality is a complete 180. Where the other replica is quiet and demure, they’re loud, brash and abrasive. They’re extremely stubborn and they know it. They absolutely hate being compared to Riku or Kouki in anywhere because they’re them! When he lashes out, he snaps and doesn’t talk to anyone; overall aggressive and rude. Although… there is one person they have a soft spot for.

🖤Info: When Ansem and Even finally found out about Kouki’s ‘split’ personality, they managed to separate him from Kouki and decided to give him his own body. However, he is under the careful watch of them along with those of Radiant Garden as they are unsure if he is truly evil or if he can be redeemed.

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💚Name: Ventus Nickname: Ven, Venty-Wenty, Palinouros. Age: 18 Gender: Male Sexuality: Demiromantic Asexual 💚Hometown: Daybreak Town, Land of Departure. Height: 5’6” Weight: N/A Keyblade(s): Starlight, Missing Ache, Lost Memory, Wayward Wind. Spells: Is able to use all types of magic, however he is exceptionally proficient in Air, Thunder and Healing magic.

💚Personality: when Ventus was young, he was rather shy and soft spoken; often keeping to himself and struggling to make friends due to his timid nature. He was against other keyblade wielders fighting one another, but could never work up the courage to stop them. After an... accident, Ventus began to open up a bit; actually making friends, people who cared about him. However something happened in which he lost his memory as he was sent to the future, reverting back to his timid nature who wasn’t confident in his abilities as a wielder under Xehanort’s tutelage.

💚When he is passed off to Eraqus and spends time with Terra and Aqua, he slowly starts to come out of his shell. Ventus is a sweet, cheerful and curious young man. Due to his ‘fragile’ state that he had, he was often coddled which frustrates him as he isn’t as naive or innocent as he appears; which causes him to rebel from time to time. He’s quite smart when the situation calls for it and does his best to help out his friends, by cheering them up with his playful nature.

💚Info: Chirithy took their memories of their life in Daybreak down and stored them away, which is why Chirithy ended up in the Final World while Ventus went on to end up in Xehanort’s care. The Keyblade Master ended up finding them floating between worlds within a pod. He was taken under Master Xehanort’s wing, what fascinated him more was his ability to already summon and use a key blade despite not knowing how or where he obtained the power.