#request 1

An half hour ago, while walking through the corridor of the hotel were you were all staying during the summer tour with the band, you overheard something. You know it's impolite to listen to others conversation but when you heard something that could be concerning yourself, you decided it was a good reason to not respect this common rule.

You immediately recognized James voice as the one talking and what he was confessing to Kirk - you recognized him too really easily when he said, a bit too loud, your name - surprised you.

"I have feelings for a girl…she's really special. She's made for me, I know it. We have the same tastes, we get along so well...But I can't tell my feelings, I'd be afraid to do it. I'm sure she'll laugh at me or won't believe me cause..we're not supposed to have feelings for what we're doing together since months…".

"Are you talking about (X/Y)? I'm glad you finally admit it dude cause I think everyone in the crew had realized this since months..."

And this is how you realized he was talking about you.

You started to work for Metallica two years ago and you got along very well with the band since the beginning. They welcomed you in their family and as their new PA, you spend a lot of time with them. It wasn't easy everyday for sure but they were so kind and funny that it made you forget all the difficult times you could had. After a year, you started to get close to James. You both had a difficult childhood and similar issues and maybe this helped. But he was so kind with you and sometimes protective that it pleased you a lot. You were some kind of two broken souls that needed comfort and this is how all it began. But you were both aware of the fact that he was a rockstar, you were working for them. It was better then to be friends with benefits than to have a real relationship.

For a couple of months, it was fun. You just enjoyed each other presence to have fun and distract yourself from the stress of touring and everything. But after one wild night, when you were watching him sleeping, you discovered the truth. You had caught feelings for him...and let's say, strong feelings. You could felt it in your soul. And the more you were having sex together, the more you realized you were truly in love with him. But you knew it wasn't reciprocal and so you decided to kept this for yourself. You decided anyway to kept this agreement you had cause after all, it was better than nothing.

And now you just discovered that those feelings were shared by James. What to do? That's the question you had in mind since ten minutes now. Until you arrived at this conclusion : it was better to tell the truth, even if could mean the end of your friendship. But you wanted the truth, you wanted to hear him telling you what you just heard and confessed to him your feelings. You couldn't keep that for yourself any longer...

Standing in front of his suite's door, you took one last breath before knocking. Your hands were shaking and you mentally coached yourself to be brave and to acted normally and cool. The door opened on James, only wearing his bathrobe, his hair still a bit wet from the shower he just took. Gosh, this won't help, you thought for yourself.

"Hey darling. Were we supposed to meet tonight?", he asked gently but still with a frown. You had some sort of a secret code together when you wanted to have sex and he was wondering if maybe he forgot it.

You shook your head. "No. Can we talk for a minute?"

"Sure, come in", he stepped back to let you in. You smelled his masculine shower gel as walking by and it drove you crazy. This reminded you the taste of his skin. James closed the door behind you and stood up in front of you. You faced him even if your legs felt heavy and no longer a support. Your mind tried to remember the speech you prepared but it's like your brain washed away any idea you got.

"Are you okay? You seem... confused" he asked, frowning again, as he drank some water from a glass. His bathrobe opened a little, exposing some parts of his chest. It was difficult to resist. C'mon, you can do it!

"James, can I ask you something?", he nodded, encouraging you to go on. "Do you enjoy our meetings ?".

"You mean, what we have together? Yes I do enjoy it. Why? Do you want to stop?". He asked with a frown and you wondered if you didn't see some hint of deception inside his pupils. Time to proceed of the plan you settled...

"So for you, it's not a problem if you're having sex with someone without... Having feelings for that person", you added, walking over him with slow steps. He didn't seem to understand your thoughts and maybe he needed a little help. James looked confused now, frowning as looking down on you. You could feel his hot breath against your lips.

"W-What are you talking about?", he mumbled as seeing you so close. Now his desire for you were awaken and he wanted desperately to kiss you deep and strong. But you didn't seem to be there for that apparently...

"How come you can have sex with a girl without feeling something for her? I mean, sex is so intimate..." you placed your hands on the sides of his bathrobe, not leaving his gaze. "you must feel something else than just desire and pleasure". His pupils darkened again but you could also see his cheek flushing a little. You were right. But still he didn't seem to want to admit it. He needed you to push him further to confess.

"Sweetheart, are you drunk or something cause I-I don't understand...?" , he said as you guided him over the couch behind him, gently pushing him to sit down. His bathrobe opened a little with he movement and you bite your lips when you noticed he was naked under it. Slowly, you climbed on his lap, circling his neck with your arms, sitting on him. You were wearing a summer dress and your clothed womanhood felt his bulge through the fabric. This was enough to aroused you more.

James hands glided along your legs, thighs, removing your dress to slowly exposed your ass, gripping it sharply. You let out a moan of surprise and from the look he was giving to you right now, you could tell he got all your attention.

"Answered my question..." you whispered against his lips but you kept a distance willingly. You didn't want to give him a kiss now, you wanted answers first. But you allowed yourself to kiss his neck sensually, as moving your hips on his crotch, feeling his bulge growing under you. It was ecstatic and it was just the beginning of this game.

James groaned when you refused to kiss him and pushed on your ass to make you roll closer on him. "Which question baby...?" he said low as admiring your moves on him. He couldn't wait to get what he wanted but he also loved a bit of foreplays before.

You trailed kisses along his neck and jaw until you locked your eyes again with him. "About sex and feelings...", you clarified and moved on the other side of his face to spread kisses. James head leaned against the couch as he moaned low again.

"What-What do you want to know?" he started to pant when he felt your right hand opening his bathrobe to expose his naked body. As you untied the knock, his dick showed up, proudly erected against his stomach. He was fully hard and this was exactly what you wanted. You grinned at the view and softly took his erection in your hand, stroking him in a slow pace, your forehead resting against his to put your gaze into his beautiful blue eyes.

"What do you feel?" you whispered against his lips, stroking him, your thumb caressing slowly his tip at the same time.

"I feel good..this feels good", he groaned harder this time, gripping the edge of the leather couch on each side of him. You shook your head with a mischievous smile.

"Wrong answer baby...What do you feel...about me?", you finally let out what you wanted to know. You stopped moving your hand but you still gripped his dick. You wanted to keep this kind of power on him. James opened his eyes and looked at you with some kind of panic in his eyes. He didn't say anything for a moment and you knew that the blush on his cheeks were provoked by his thoughts and not by what you were doing to him. It was now or never, you thought

"I'm tired to play James....I love those moments we share together and it's not just about sex, it's more than that. I love being with you, sharing this with you. I love the way you look at me, the way you touch me and make me feel. I love you...", you finished your sentence with a desperate sigh. It was the moment of truth.

James looked at you, surprised. He definitely didn't expect such confession. But you hoped that he'd finally confessed his...Tired of his silence, you were about to say something else when suddenly, James hand grabbed your neck and in a few seconds, his lips crashed on yours for the most sensual and hungry kiss you've ever shared. Your tongue danced together quickly, connecting with one another, as your hand left his dick to rush into his short soft hair. James held you tighter, closer to his chest, to have you as close as possible whilst his hands cupped your head to intensify the kiss. This embrace was needy and meaningful at the same time.

James lips left yours after this short moment of passion and he opened his eyes to look at you. You were both slightly panting, catching your breath. But you noticed something was different in the way he was looking at you, it wasn't the same gaze, the same emotions he was given you through his blue eyes.

"What do I feel ?", he said again, still holding your head. "I feel something I've never felt since a long time for someone (X/Y), it's strong, indescribable, amazing but bringing so much confusion at the same time..."

"Then don't speak...and prove it to me those feelings are real", you whispered and gasped at the same time, almost desperate for it as you bite gently his lower lip. You noticed a slight flame burning inside his already dark pupils and you knew it was the time.

No need to say it twice to James. His hands quickly undressed you, removing your panties that he threw far away in the room not caring of where it landed. You gasped of surprise when he did it but you giggled of pleasure. He spat in his palm and covered his dick with it.

"Think you're ready for me sweetheart?", you nodded with a cocky smile and slowly moved on him to lined up yourself with his dick and when you feel you're at the right place, you slowly glided on it, your hands on his shoulders for some support. You knew you were wet enough for him.

"Oh god...", you moan when you felt him going completely inside of you, stretching your walls. James groaned and looked at every details of your face as you sat down on him.

"You're so tight and hot baby", he said with needy tone as kissing the place between your neck and chest.

"feel so good..." you moaned as closing your eyes, feeling the pleasure invading you as you started to move slowly on his long member, one hand putting off your dress at your hips. James hands found a good place on your ass, helping you in your movements. He looked at you with a loving gaze, feeling a pure sensation of pleasure going through his veins but also of love. He was happy you felt the same feelings, he was happy to see that maybe this love could be real.

Without warning you, he lifted you up and gently laid you down on the couch, his dick still inside you. You moaned of surprise and giggled, holding his neck for support and once on your back, you opened your legs so he could leaned on you, his hands now gripping your hips. You pulled him close, wanting his face close to yours, you wanted to kiss him, to feel his body against yours.

James moved slowly his pelvis, his cock trusting in you with a slow pace, hitting your spot sweetly.

"Oh James!", you whined of pleasure, hugging him tight. Each thrust was a pure exatsy, even stronger compares to what you had before. Maybe because now the feelings were real? Your body shivered of pleasure every time James was pulling off to enter back in you, his eyes always locked with yours. Your pussy was getting wetter, helping every pushes he was giving and as he was getting deeper in you, your moans were louder as well as his groans.

"Oh baby you feel so fucking good...taking my cock so well", he whispered like a mantra, looking sometimes under you to see how well you were taking his cock. You close your eyes and bite your lip. You can't take it any longer. "I love so much making love to you like this". You reopened your eyes and looked at him, surprised. It was the first time he ever said something like this to you. You smiled and let out an ecstatic laugh of pleasure. He said it, he confirmed what you just knew. He loved you. And this was enough to pull you over the edge.

"Oh yes, love me James...please...", you begged him with moans and whimpers as your nails nearly rigged inside his forearms. James bite his lower lips, a sweat drop coming from his forehead as he thrusted a bit faster in you, changing a bit his angle so he could hit your spot. Hearing you whining louder, he knew you were about to cum.

"Come for me sweetheart...", he commanded, moving faster again. You nodded and closed your eyes, as you felt an heat of pleasure blooming inside your lower belly, announcing your climax. You smiled and embraced it, as you feel it exploded inside you like a bomb of thousands feelings.

"James...oh yes, yes, yes!", you shouted as your lower back arched strongly, pushing him deeper. He gripped your chest, holding you close, smiling proudly at the effect he had on you. "Oh my god...", you panted hard as you felt the last effects running through your veins. You cupped James face and looked at him with a loving gaze, moving your hips with him to make him cum now.

"Cum inside me baby...please...love me like you said", you begged again and feeling your pussy so hot, so tight against his dick was already enough to bring him to his climax too.

"Sa-Say it a-gain baby..." he panted hard, looking desperately at you. His grip was harder on your hips skin.

"Love me James...", he thrusted once more and soon groaned loud as he kept saying "I'm gonna cum..."and came hard inside you, gripping you tighter, leaving thumbs marks but you didn't care. He unloaded himself groaning low, closing his eyes. He was so sexy, you thought as looking at him with a smile. He was panting hard, going out slowly of you.

"What do you feel?", you asked after a moment, caressing his handsome sweaty face with your fingertips. James caught his breath and bend over you to kiss you deep before giving you the answer you dreamed of since a long time...

"I feel love... I love you (x/y)...and I want to love you again and again".