#reocurring

Life’s been a spiral if down wood turns repeating same troubles and complications .. Sixth form tried giving me someone else’s test results for a completely different subject that I didn’t study had to correct that before attending uni, Uni lost a whole modules worth of work couldn’t correct that got kicked out after doing a while year there they didn’t realise got a job and another working 7 days a week sometimes 5/6 and got more tax taken from me than i was receiving wages so lost my flat… Living with ‘parents’ not living with parents because I got kicked out living with parents again because everywhere else I lived in between getting kicked out and living with them again didn’t work out … Couldn’t find a job for 9 months and the job centre find a job for me.. Did a job got messed around in different ways and applying for Uni (current situation) can’t apply for funding because all previous jobs and the job centre haven’t given me my own p60 … Trying to find my p60 from everyone but they’re all giving me the run around tales. the only thing I can say has worked out in life is my girl, Charlie, the one person who hasn’t messed me around spun me in circles and left me to dry and I could never express how grateful I am for that. I know I sound winey and pathetic but there was a time where everything that happens to you feel too much, un believably too much. Except Charlie and it scared me to death. It really does. I love you Charlie and I always will and I know you will always love me and I know that’s why we are made for each other and why you are the most important person and thing in my life beautiful and you always will be