#reoccurring

I wake up in my bed. One eye is closed, and the other eye is very narrow. I try to look at my phone, but I can’t see it when I wave it in front of my face. I try to get up, but after standing, I realize I haven’t actually left my bed... I’m back where I started.

I try again and again to see something, but my eyes won’t focus on what is in front of me. Finally, I stand up, but my face is swollen. I try calling mom, but I still can’t see my phone. I blindly press buttons, but it doesn’t work. I call out to her, but my throat is closing too.

I finally stumble upstairs to get help. 

I'm basically just writing this down because I want to remember the dream and because this is my blog and I can do what I want 🤭

I've been having this reoccurring inde movie sci-fi ish nightmare recently were were fighting in an old car scrapyard against some hillbilly zombie ish guys (who are somehow connected to a fashcist government plot) and they're basically swinging elaborate Saw (saw the movie) traps and us trying to brutally maim and kill us. I always manage to kill one and slow down the other, and as he yells about how he's gonna molest and murder me, i escape through a door with two passwords (one for a guard dog and one numerical). I then run through wide and well lit forrest path and then end up getting killed soon after anyways. I had been told at some point in one of these dreams, that the last of the resistance was working (and would comple) time travel soon after oure deaths here and that's why I remember fighting here multiple times, but every time we survived here we died later anyways?

The dreams never START there as such, as there's another dream before this which sometimes is connected and sometimes is not. In this one everyone is at a camp hiding out and talking about stuff in a much more relaxed environment, BEFORE we all get murderlized, by the hillbillies. This is were I was told about the time travel thing at some point.

But tonight the dream was different, I managed to hit the last guy better, and running to the escape route with another person alive (who is apparently my boyfriend?) I actually have trouble with both passwords getting bitten by the dog but end up getting through, only to realize that my my friends whos been fighting elsewhere also survived! (Some lost boy theme to the group with animal pelts on their heads) and meet up with them about were I'd normally die anyway. They inform me that the guy I was fighting (who's the guy who kills me in both timelines) has died from my last hit I landed, and now I should be safe. We escape to america to a safer life and live all together in a big beautiful well lit house, were I am greeted with a lovely welcome gift box by our house mother. (Refered to as the mother of the revolution)

For example, my most reoccurring dream is that, on a slight incline, I lift both my legs slightly, and I’m floating.

Floating, not FLYING.

And then I just... zoom