#renbeau

So in my dream last night, I guess I was at this mall with an old friend and she was driving around and then she just dropped me off at this school (I think?) and I was like 'wtf' and she was like 'SORRY GOTTA GO' and just left. so I'm at this place (that looks like another old friend's house/yard) and I see Bin and Beau and I'm like OMFG HI GUYS and we hugged and all and I was like 'erm I don't have a ride anywhere and I don't know where I am' and then they were like IT'S OKAY YOU CAN SLEEPOVER WITH US so I was like OKAY. And we went to this house that was literally one room. And it was nothing but a bed and a TV. Like, there was no floor, it was only bed. And we were watching something and then someone was yelling outside so we jumped out the window and ran away and I lost Bin and Beau and then I ran into Brian from Family Guy and I think we played with army action figures?

You guys are going to come live with me so I can cuddle you all the time.

I was a perpetual outcast in school AND the girlscouts (no big surprise, they were all girls from my class) but I still managed to have fun, especially at camps where none of us new each other and we were constantly put in mortal danger.

Like that time the counselor was like "Ok girls! Here's some garbage! Make a boat out of it and try to make it to the island! If you make it, you get to eat today! If you don't... well, bye"

My group's boat floated to pieces immediately, but fortunately I was a strong swimmer so I ditched them and swam all the way there. Then I hijacked some other girl's spot on the only boat that stayed together.

...SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, YO

30.) Two of my insecurities.

Answered here!

31.) Have you ever had a bad break up.

Oh, you. YES actually, my last two were rough. The first one, I was cheated on and that shabang lasted a week or so of very slow break up. The one after that was also very slow and very painful, but that was my fault.

32.) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

EITHER I would give myself the voice of Lucas Grabeel or NPH. OR I would make it so I could only grow facial hair on command so I could cosplay without pain. WOW my concerns are really superficial.

33.) Favorite lyrics?

"But how could I miscalculate? Perfect eyes will have perfect aim." Or anything else written by Brand New

34.) Meaning behind my URL.

Well, a while back a good friend of mind gave me the nickname "Chord", because she draws all of her friends as anime furries and gives them cute names. Mine was because I play guitar (the other option was Cleft), and I really liked it so I kept it! The Hikaru part was because Hikaru Hitachiin from Host Club was meant to be my first cosplay. XD

35.) 3 things that make me happy.

Cuddling with people whom I feel comfortable and safe with and also who smell nice.

Singing and dancing on stage. 

AUGH YOU SUCK CAL

i choose beau because jesus christ i cannot live without

but 

lee

lee i love you

lee i would....um give you a parachute or smthn

i would

figure out a way for you to live