#renaexplodes

is it weird that im scared if i actually am recovered bcuz i've spent years only ever having an ed and the worst times of my life were before i actually acknowledged my ed and like this Tumblr space is what stopped me from kms?

i was talking with my family at the dinner table today and the topic of mysogny came up. I had to explain to my older brother what it was because apparently he had never heard of it before. We talked about it for so long because he couldn't understand why it was bad no matter how many different ways we explained it. Aftet both of us had gotten frustrated due to the lack of understanding, he ended the convo with "Well it doesn't matter what it is because it's not important" what a privilege it is to be so ignorant

If i od'd on like ibuprofen you think my parents would notice at first?

i want to die

My dad is such a manchild sometimes like how are you 50 and still having tantrums. You have seven fucking kids and you still dont know how to raise them

Genuinely need to find a way to kill myself that will be accidental

On the off chance thay someonr does likr me, I dont think i'll ever accept the fact that someone might like me as long as i have these scars