#rem blabs

honestly though that whole ep was literally one big ????? in terms of character development because it’s like

while a majority of the cast has most of their respective problems sorted out, there’s still the issue of haruka’s identity issues needing to be addressed (his existential crisis, what exactly defines being free for him, his future plans/outlook, etc). given the context, i was expecting a meltdown, but it’s like?? haru remains generally and politely tolerant w/ the one guy passive-aggressively belittling him the entire show and then turns around

and angrily lashes out at the one friend who’s been positively supporting his decisions and the autonomy to make his own choices throughout the entirety of the show which ….. doesn’t even make sense in context, much less through a narrative lens  …………..

sorry for not getting to this earlier!! i’ve been a little busy as of late, but i do write elsewhere (even if i’m in kind of a writing funk atm haha).

while all of my kh accounts (including sora) will probably be on hiatus until kh3 and i’m waaaaaay too embarrassed about my ffn account to ever let it see the light of day again, i do have an a03 account filled with really bad ac fic that i haven’t updated since march.

besides that, i do have my musebox, and i do go on the blogs of the ones labeled sporadic like, every two weeks at least?? or sometimes every two months, lmao. i also rp on dw from time to time.

there are no nice things about me i’m really gross hah …………. BUT I’LL TRY, O-K. I’LL DO MY BEST!! @__@ !!!

i can finish books pretty fast! back when i had regular lit. classes in hs, it never took me that long to finish the source material, but it honestly only applies if i’m interested (or else i fall asleep).

on that same tangent, english is my easiest subject. i never really had problems writing several essays in a row during, say, ap exams — it was more about dredging up the info i needed versus the actual task of writing itself.

i’m kind of terrible at giving advice (imho), but i think i’m a pretty good listener? when i’m having deep convos i like to give the person i’m talking with my undivided attention, unless it’s a situation like during a movie or something lmao.

when i decide to tackle something wholeheartedly, i like to give it my entire effort. all or nothing, there’s no in-between with me in that regard (which can be a good or bad thing depending on the circumstances, but i aspire to be as diligent as you, hoisum)!

(ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ EMBRACES YOUR FACE PASSIONATELY …………

i see myself as a very cluttered person, in a sense! it’s only when i can’t stand the mess that i clean my act, whether it’s organizing or something else entirely — and by then, i usually go overboard (still working on it, haha).

i like to listen to music while doing things, but sometimes i find i can get things done faster without it, although it’s a heck of a lot more boring.

i love you and the khcc very much. ♥ i haven’t been very good about keeping in touch with you guys, but hopefully it’ll change when summer comes around.

i’m really only ever focused on 2 or 3 fandoms at a time, although there’s ones that have stuck it out the entire way through, ye. it’s not difficult to guess which ones i’m currently into at the moment.