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âWould I have, Sam? Or would I have walked away before things  got bad. Or would I have done the wise thing and killed ya?â
âDonât. Do I need to recount for you all the times I was off the rails and any sane person wouldâve put a bullet in my head? You might not remember them, Dean, but I do.â His voice carried that particular bark of desperation buoyed by anger. âSo just donât.âÂ








