I rejoice
2020 brought me into age 40.
2020 allowed me to escape my toxic environment and start a new life hundreds of miles from home. I fucking did it! I fucking did it!
2020 took me into my sexual healing. Healing from suppression brought on by religion. Now, I rejoice in my sexual desires. I burn the abusive mentality that my sexuality as a woman is shameful or wrong. I burn the holy book that created all of these stupid disgusting abusive outlooks on my gender. I burned it all down and recovered myself. I learned that what I am doing to heal myself, has healed others. I am encouraged to continue to share my story, my lust, my natural desires to remind the world that we are all okay...well, some of us anyway. Sex is not something that should be shamed under the false and imaginary fear tactic of God and the holy bible. That is religious trauma and I continue to heal from it and denounce all the mental slavery it put me under. I am human. Just like everyone else. I enjoy touching and exploring my body and learning, establishing and reinforcing my boundaries based on what I like. I am learning what callers and customers to decline as soon as my red flag goes up. Some things I wish I didn’t know but had to come across to learn what makes me tick and to stand by that at all times.
To masturbate is good and to shame it is fucked up! No child should ever grow up with religion forced down their throat. I am deconstructing the religious programming and setting myself free. FUCK YOU PURITAN AMERICA!
