falling in love is so fucked because now i care so much.
lover tells me about their family. i'd like to meet the family holding my lover's hand. lover tells me about their family. i want to cry with anger, how little family accommodates them. lover tells me about work. i wish i could come massage their tired legs, and get a whole car just to bring them home in. lover tells me about their lovers. i want to ask why they did that to my lover. lover tells me about their hobbies. i'd like to work hard all my life, just to give my lover gifts for games and photography and painting. lover smiles at me, and i wish i could hand them my heart through the screen.












