I can't feel reality Everyone mad at me Tell me that this isn't real I hate I'm not enough in my heart

Its your glass. Is it half full or half empty?

“That's one more kid That'll never go to school Never get to fall in love Never get to be cool”

It's been a few days since I saw you last, And there's a few things that I have to ask. So, the first is: do I hold you back? And, did I fuck up too many times? Found the bad I know you'd find. Just need some time and space, We've fallen out of place, But I pray to god we don't lose connection. Just need to see you smile, Or maybe stay a while, Before we lose all sense of direction. Is it too late to say, too late to say, That I'm sorry for things I do? I'm missing you like shit today. And as the world spins on its axis, Seems like it's brought me back here, To say “oh god, not this again”. I haven't seen you smile this whole time, It bums me out and makes me wonder why I can't do right. And I'm trying my best, I promise. And I want this as long as you want it. You asked me where we could meet, I found you there at Lime Street, One cig left in the packet, Stood shy in your Dad's jacket. A moment I'll always keep, Oh, take me back to Lime Street. I swear to god you saved me, I swear to god you saved me. Is it too late to say, too late to say, That I'm sorry for things I do? I'm missing you like shit today. And as the world spins on its axis, Seems like it's brought me back here, To say “oh god, not this again”. Is it too late to say? Is it too late to say? Is it too late to say? I swear to god you save me I swear to god you save me

Pick heads off forget me not’s – the faded light of memories The spirit of the summerhouse it still hasn’t left me A haze over the house we shared, a flag of permanent defeat I’m screaming at the august sun, I know you can hear me Over and over in my head (Over and over) I haven’t convinced myself yet (We’re not getting older) Won’t force you down, never will, I guess I’ll just see you around Heart beats me down, hollow now this house is a burial ground I guess I’ll just see you around So let the weight of your world on me Upset was overdue, I feel empty like your bedroom The pressure’s building, it’s caving the walls Trace the cracks and just wait for it to swallow me whole How stupid I’ve been to think it’d be easy Hostile and faceless but you see right through me I left you waiting by the train, I took shots with shaky aim And I know it’s desperate but you and I keep circling the same drain And it still feels the same when I’m standing in the rain I know it’s desperate but I see you on every stranger’s face So let the weight of your world on me I’ll keep it off your back until you get back up on your feet You’re always doing the same for me

She said she's about to run away and never come back