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I haven't been doing well since yesterday, and today, I can't do much. Due to the sudden change in my system, I've been having relapses and small meltdowns... so, I'll be staying in, and mostly active throughout the day, but I can't move too much. So, I'll either be stuck in bed, or in the living room, if I can get my body there to begin with. I apologize in advance to anyone, especially since an alter of ours, Jae, will be present throughout the day with Rune.

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Hi,

Posting this here because I don't have a lot cross followers I am *related* to but

Can we not talk about "caring for" our chronically ill friends & relatives like this?

Great. Thanks.

So my mother sends a text to my spouse about "taking care" of me because I looked like shit and is that MS or something else.

He then proceeds to ask me why my mother is sending him messages like this. Does he not take care of me???

Now, first off. My mother and I are not super close but we are cordial and what not and I mentioned to her over the holiday some symptoms I had been experiencing about two months and when I tried to alleviate them I was not/have not been successful so far & I didn't know if it was caused by MS or something else. I said that my spouse and I don't agree about the specifics but I wasn't complaining about him. I thought?

Anyway. Why on earth would I know why my mother is texting this? She doesn't need provocation from me, this is just how she is and he knows this. She sends messages about the kids like this & he will ask if she texted me and of course I say no because she rarely does.

But the point is that this little "spell" just made me feel like a stubborn child or wilting flower or something and the idea that my family fight about who has to care for me or how well they care for me makes me feel absolutely useless & helpless which easily moves to "I am burden".

Now I'm sure I should accept this in a more positive light but it's not my natural instinct. My natural instinct to being talked about & to like this is berate myself for complaining so much & not putting more effort into my appearance.

I know intellectually this is not true. But a life time of self hatred is very hard to undo.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Aaron Minyard & Andrew Minyard, Katelyn/Aaron Minyard, Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard Characters: Andrew Minyard, Aaron Minyard, Katelyn (All For The Game), Neil Josten Additional Tags: Drug Use, Relapsing, Drug Withdrawal, The Twinyards love each other so much but have a lot to talk about, Hallucinations, but not really, This is probably OOC, Softness, But also not, Aaron just wants his brother to love him, spoiler alert: he does Summary:

Andrew hasn’t seen Neil in 3 months. He’s in his final year at PSU, and Andrew in his rookie season playing for Las Vegas. Leaving had been hard, harder than he ever imagined it would be. Who knew what kind of trouble Neil would get into without Andrew there to protect him. Still, Neil had said “I’ll be fine,” and “It’ll be over before we know it,” and “I’ll take good care of myself.”

Now Andrew wishes he had forced Aaron to make that same promise.

Bookmarker's Notes:

i'm struggling to breathe

and I did it again

my heart is worn out

and i did it again.

same old broken promises,

same old broken dreams,

same old broken relationships,