#reiven

ma ho buchi nella psiche che non riempi con il sesso

lasciarti scappare è un vincolo morale tattico

distanza siderale il circolo polare artico

Fic authors self rec! when you get this, reply with your favourite five fics that you’ve written, then pass on to at least five other writers.

Tagged by Reiven @reivenesque & Amelia @maleccrazedauthor - Ladies, I’ve actually had to wait until I’d posted 5 to do this!!!! HAHAHA!  Here goes! XX

1.  Driving Him Insane - 1,504 - M - Human AU 

Magnus Bane is a celebrity whose press tour has brought him to New York for a week long stay, but the only pressing he's interested in is what can be applied to his ever-polite, handsome-as-hell chauffeur, Alexander. With only one more night in the city, will he get the chance to steer their professional relationship in a new direction and take this need to taste him up a gear?

2.  Love, Spoken And Unspoken - 1,654 - M - Domestic Malec

Looking forward to spending a cosy night with Magnus in front of the TV, Alec's bubble is burst when his beloved 'big spoon' declares he has *insert eye roll* work to do! Despite valiant efforts at distracting himself from the loss of a warm body tucked into his back, he finds the phrase 'out of sight, out of mind' to be complete bs when it comes to his boyfriend - so with a book of poems in hand, he seeks out the company of the 'Rhyme' to his 'Reason.'

3.  More Precious Than Gold (The Lightwood-Banes) - 3,683 - M - Domestic Malec

When Alec returns home exhausted from a busy day at work, he's ready to sleep for a week. Unfortunately for him, the place formerly known as Penthouse 1 has been transformed into a 'treasure island' that is under attack from the sexiest captain Alec has ever laid eyes on! When the pint-sized pirates beg for his help in defending their home, he surrenders all hope of rest in favour of a magical evening of fun, fantasy - and something more precious than gold - family!

4.  Selling ‘The Dream!’ - 2,217 - M - Human AU

As a Senior Sales Representative in the high-speed world of food and beverage equipment, Magnus Bane had always revelled in the competitive nature of his demanding job, enjoying regular trips to all the major cities across Europe while earning a comfortable paycheck and living a nomadic existence that would be the envy of any bachelor. Now that he got to spend some of that time in the fun company of his friend, and rival, Alec Lightwood, it just made everything better. Didn't it?

5.  Your Full Attention  - 1,803 - M - Domestic Malec

Waking up in the arms of his boyfriend, Magnus Bane, was always something to savour for Alec Lightwood.....when he had the time. Unfortunately for them both, on this occasion a Clave meeting prevented a proper 'Good Morning!' With an appointment arranged for the 'Head' of the Institute to shake hands with The High Warlock Of Brooklyn later that day, he should have known Magnus would still make him pay for choosing the Clave over his cock!

anche se i nostri pianeti sono in collisione

dammi nuova luce o una costellazione

proteggi il mio cammino dall'odio delle persone

dai soldi, dalla droga, dal vuoto e la depressione

mi sento così solo

so bene che da questi peccati non mi salverà nessuna religione

non basterà il perdono

cedi i miei fratelli morire lungo la strada che porta alla redenzione

stanco di annegare in questo via vai

sento l'ansia che mi assale, non va via mai

sento che nulla è perfetto come vorrei

ho l'impressione che perfetto io non lo sia mai

odio quando non so darmi la tranquillità

quando mi chiudo in me stesso e ti lascio di là

guardo il nostro amore cieco dall'occhio di Ra

guardo in faccia la realtà, ma poi non so che farne

quello che tu chiami corpo è una prigione di carne

lei si nutre del mio vuoto quando mi vede spento

continua ad odiarmi a morte per la vita che ho scelto

forse è stato tempo perso, ripercorro ogni errore

ridisegno il mio universo nel mio giorno peggiore

.

non so più sentirmi vivo

nei discorsi della gente

che è piena di sé

non voglio più sentirli dire:

"non ti ho mai capito"

conosco un modo per lasciarli

andare via da me stesso

spezza le ali del vento

uccidi l'eternità

fuggi dal tempo che hai perso

fallo quando Dio non guarda

e non ti giudicherà