May 25
Am I a Bad Subject?
✦ not participating is not the same as failing ✦
✦ ᛉ ᚨ ᚷ ᛟ ✦
I start wondering if this is on me.
Maybe I’m doing it wrong.
Maybe I’m trying too hard.
Maybe I should relax harder.
That sentence alone feels suspicious.
Everyone else seems to “get it.”
Drop.
Float.
Go somewhere.
I stay.
Awake doesn’t feel wrong.
It just feels…
intact.
Maybe I’m not a bad subject.
Maybe I’m just not a subject.
✦ᛉᛋᛇ✦
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