#redratrobed

many things to think over. not a revamp but more like, spring cleaning? we'll see.

                        I LEARNED THE REASON TO BE STRONG,

           MY TREMBLING HANDS WANT TO GRASP SOMETHING.

                              ALL I CAN CHANGE IS MYSELF.

              BUT, IF YOU CAN BE STRONG FOR SOMEONE ELSE,

                                THANKS TO THE SADNESS.

[[ I FINALLY FIGURED OUT A GOOD, NEW HANDLE FOR SORA’S BLOG!! i think this fits him much better than his old URL:

“S-Sorry...!” She notices him lean away from her, and Kagome quickly stops the motion. Her own cheeks flush pink like his own, looking down towards the ground. She felt so stupid for attempting to do that. Sure, she had feelings for Sora and Usagi had encouraged her to just be upfront and honest about it, but the right time just seemed to never want to come. She couldn’t tell him after seeing him look like that. She just...couldn’t. 

“It’s...It’s very sweet you think about other people like that, a-and I wasn’t trying to downplay that. I just...wanted to make sure you knew what the day was. I know you’re still learning about this world.” She wanted to kiss him for real and inform him of the day, so she was only partially being truthful, but wasn’t she being so obvious about it? Obvious about her feelings? Does he...already know?

“It personally never bothered me, but I know it does for others.” Kagome herself was a very affectionate person, so her stance on the whole thing makes sense. Though, her heart then twinge with more guilt as she realizes she sorta broke her own promise to him, the one they made the last time they talked. Bowing her head deeply, she then begins to apologize. 

“I-I’m sorry again, Sora. For...well you know, and...for seeing you before you’re ready. It’s just when I saw you just now, I...I couldn’t help myself and just ran here without thinking.” Ever since she heard what Hana had told her and had taught her during her lessons, Kagome had been desperate to find him and talk to him. Guess she just ran on that impulse without even considering the fact she was supposed to wait and promised to. “I’ve been...worried about you and have been wanting to see you and talk to you, but that isn’t an excuse. So, I’ll leave if you want me to. However, before I go there is something I want to do first, if you’d let me.” 

She then points to his necklace, the one that Lady Kaede had placed upon him when they first met. Kagome had long stopped using that sacred word binding on him, but the fact it was still there no doubt bothered him as much as it did her. And while her powers were still sealed away like Hana said, she had finally learned how to control them enough to do something that should have been done ages ago. 

“  you have a beautiful soul.  ”

asahi had ‘rested’ like his master had advised him to. but enough was enough; it had been so long. by this point, sora was different, again-- no longer half demon & half human, fully human. something had gone on in the in-between, and asahi didn’t care what.

all he cared about? sora was weaker now.

which meant ample opportunity to fight the moron!!

the strike came out of nowhere; one moment, sora had been enjoying some time to himself & the very next breath, asahi was charging him, katana at the ready. quick movement, blade against blade, but sora’s was weaker. feeble, because unlike asahi, sora couldn’t transform his tessaiga anymore.