#redheadedprincess

That's why I sort of took a hiatus. Tumblr changed me a bit, and I didn't like the way it was making me act and think. I don't deny that I had fun here, and that my time in roleplaying grew me as an author and storyteller. But Tumblr, and roleplaying specifically, made me think too much about popularity and pleasing people, and I almost forgot about what defined me. I need and want to be my own woman, and more importantly, God's own woman. I have a college path I want to give 100% on, because I have so much I want to say when I learn 3D animation. It's been my life dream to write a novel, and I have one right now, which in my roleplaying days, I've lagged on. I shouldn't gyp myself on my life dream, especially when there are huge moral themes in it that I have regretfully forgot about in my days of fun and distraction.

To my RP partners, especially those I tagged, I love you all very much, and I had a blast with you. My Meridas and Jamie and my special twin Jack, and Terra and Hallie and Emma and Aradia my derp gal, I love you all. The more I see your blogs the more I wish I could come back. But I can't dedicate myself to this anymore. I just can't. I'm sorry if I'm cutting into the middle of threads and what not, feel free to strike up another relationship with someone else. But I thought about it, coming back to finish things with you all, and I realized I couldn't. I can't make promises I can't keep, and I can't give false hope or think I can get inspired for this account again. I am truly sorry, but it's just not going to work. I'm at a crossroads, and I must choose. T.T

So let me leave everyone with these inspirational thoughts.

Go find a purpose for your life. Find a joy that you can give to others, find a legacy of goodness and beauty that will better the world that you and the future generations. It doesn't have to be big, you don't have to the world's next Mother Teresa. One act of kindness can move mountains. Just spread goodness and mercy wherever you go. Don't be the bad guy in the world, be something different.

Or as I would aspire for myself,

"Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven" (Matthew 5:16).

I'm just as riddled with errors as the next guy ("for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" [Romans 3:23]) but that doesn't mean I can't aspire for doing some good in this world, because God has saved me from myself. With the hope of Christ in me, and His death and resurrection which saves me (John 3:16, I Corinthians 15:1-4), I can work for His goodness and glory in whatever I do. He is everything to me, and I do thank Him for the fun I had with you guys. But I have to move on to other plans in my life now.

"And He is the radiance of His glory and the exact representation of His nature, and upholds all things by the word of His power" (Hebrews 1:3).