@reclaimeth : ❛ you ever stay in a place like this? the walls are so thin you can hear everything. love, hate, jealousy... ❜ / from fia
respite is rarely found for the maiden, the lands between hostile and foreign to their kind ; their long-standing refusal to attach themself to a tarnished only made it worse. here in the confines of this shared space with nothing but the dim glow of candlelight illuminating both of their features, they feel at ease for the first time in many years. it is nothing in comparison to the lap of luxury they'd tasted with their former beau, but there is no deception lurking beneath the surface, nothing to gain for either of them for their shared vulnerabilities.
" i lived a very different life before i came here. " viator's fingers trail along the soft expanse of fia's pale skin, tip-toeing from her lower back to her shoulder before they allowed their hand to fall from her body. they rested their chin on their forearm, a soft exhale that flared their nostrils while they angled themself into the crook of her warm body. " i used to know court intrigue ; it used to be my job to know what happened in places like this, before i became what i am. "
" -- it never quite fit for me, i always felt like i was looking in from the outside. 'suppose that's just par for the course for someone lowborn like i was. " they don't necessarily miss the lap of luxury, but they miss how it felt when they thought they were loved wholly. whatever this is, there is no name for it in the languages that viator knows, and they doubted she would be keen on speaking it into existence either. loathe they were to admit it, but they still desired to belong somewhere, with someone. that wasn't here, but they didn't mind the company. " did you know you would end up this way? from when you were little? or did it come to you as a surprise like it did for me? "










