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🕯✨ Personal Manifestation Diary Entry 01 — “Spicy Honey & Mirror Portals” ✨🕯

Music is love. Music is life. Period.

And repetition? She’s the key. I never understood people who don’t get that what you constantly feed your mind will show up in your reality. But here's the thing repetition isn't one-size-fits-all. I can't just chant “I am rich, I am rich” in front of the mirror like a Sims character. That doesn’t work for me. 🙃

What does work?

Talking to the goddesses like they’re my besties. No script. No structure. Just full-on rambling convos like I’m giving them a dramatic end-of-day recap. Some days I’m thanking them for things that haven’t happened yet, and other days I’m gossiping about my future as if it’s already real. That’s where the magic lives for me. But I also layer that with my other love: subliminals.

🧃 Little Lani Lore 🍓

Flashback to 18/19-year-old me yes, I was that girl in the subliminal YouTube scene. I had a medium-sized channel that actually got people real results because I didn’t overcomplicate it. No scientific babble, no robotic affirmations, just natural, flowing language that talked with the subconscious, not at it.

I made subliminals for everything:

✨ Meeting celebs

✨ Getting your crush

✨ Looking like the baddie of your dreams (ABG-coded because that was my era)

✨ Being invited to wild events or raves & parties

✨ Random luxury gifts & glam glow-ups

And they worked. Why? Because I affirm like I talk. “I always get free gifts,” turns into:

"You’re always receiving the cutest random gifts, babe. Like, literally, people just hand you shit for no reason.”

It’s conversational. It’s casual. And it works like a charm.

📻 Current Manifestation Vibes:

Lately, I’ve been deep into two subliminals I made. One is personal. The other’s general, might even post it one day. But let me tell you something…

🧨 In TWO DAYS, I dropped 6 pounds

That’s wild for me. Usually, 5 pounds takes two weeks of hell. But I’ve been listening to this while doing my regular life, not even pushing myself. My body responds fast to muscle but slow to weight loss until now.

💸 Money has been showing up left and right

Found $50 in my house (???)

Found $15 on the street

Then, another $50 bill on the ground while grocery shopping with my aunt

Like… this is not normal for my area. Who’s out here dropping entire wads of cash? 👀

🧿 New Subliminal Alert: “Spicy Honey” (By Esther both versions)

Fully obsessed with this track. Mixed it with rapid results affirmations & set the intention to receive exactly what I want within 12 hours. I’ve got a Pinterest board that’s 90% makeup and 10% electronics/clothes, and I'm focusing on a few:

That tiny Samsung TV that doubles as a tablet

Asian projectors that put American ones to shame

A few rare K-beauty & C-beauty products that are impossible to find in the U.S.

It’s Thursday night (June 12, 10:00 PM), so I’ll be listening tonight and fully expecting goodies to start flowing by the afternoon. I’ve already got my Mirror Mirror (Qveen Herby) booster cued up too. That one’s built so that every time I pass a mirror or reflective surface, it’s like walking through a portal where my manifestations speed up. Which is perfect because yes I love looking at myself. I’m beautiful. Let’s not pretend. 😌✨

🌌 Universe Storytime:

Once I said I wanted an Xbox 360… and two days later a full Xbox + Kinect showed up at my door. No name, just addressed to me. Two YEARS later, I found out it was from my estranged half-sister and her partner, who somehow figured out my birthday and decided to send it as a secret gift. And that’s just one of the times it happened.

So yeah. The Universe and my goddesses do not play. I’ve been gifted laptops, designer bags, concert tickets, and random luxury items just for saying,

“Wouldn’t it be so fun if this showed up for me?”

And then forgetting about it.

🔮 What’s Next?

Honestly, I’m grieving a bit right now. Life’s been heavy. But instead of letting that energy drag me down, I’m shifting focus. I’m joining in on the 48-hour manifestation challenge to ground myself in some playful abundance. ✨

Let’s see what magic the next 48 hours brings.