#real stuff

it’s getting bad again

If Pac-Man ever found out he wasn’t real he’d come to the real world and kill everyone for revenge

so yeah… i’m going to hostel. it’s just for 2 months, not forever. i just wanna try living a little more disciplined — less YouTube, less music, less zoning out. i’ve been feeling kinda stuck lately. like i’m wasting time and not really doing what i need to. so i thought maybe a change will help. maybe just 2 months away from all distractions will give me a better rhythm. honestly i’m a bit scared. not because of the hostel, but because i’ll miss home. i’ll miss my dad, i’ll miss Pinky so much 😭 but i also know i need this. and no one forced me into it — i asked, i planned, i said yes. i’ll still be coming home on Saturdays and Sundays, so i’ll try to update here during weekends. maybe even post random hostel rants and midnight thoughts lol it’s not going to be perfect, but it’s a start. wish me luck.