#reader x supernova

You could feel Supernova's purring right now because of how hard it was. You sat with your back against his chest while he slowly cleaned you. All of his touches were light, as if he was scared to accidentally hurt you! It was, honestly, sort of cute... his claws have long since been washed of the blood that used to stain them, but even so, he still acted as if they were weapons.

He was the one who suggested that you two take a bath together. He said that he wanted to be close to you.

The water was hot, with steam coming off of it. He liked hot water because of how cold he was. He nuzzles his skull into your neck, making sure to be careful of the sharp edges of the hole in his skull. "Soft..." He gave your legs soft squeezes as he spoke, which made you laugh. "I think anyone would be soft compared to you," you tell him, nuzzling back. Supernova lets out a soft growl, which you knew wasn't one of anger. It made you laugh, and the growl quickly turned into louder purring.

He loved hearing you laugh.

Sometimes when Supernova was upset or bothered or overwhelmed, he would go outside and sit in the grass and stare up at the sky. 

Yeah, he couldn’t see anymore, but he could still feel the wind and try to remember what the stars looked like. It was... getting harder and harder to remember. 

He hated it. 

He hated that he couldn’t see the stars anymore, they were beautiful and used to make him so happy. It was one of the few things that would make him feel better while hunting the humans.

Then Undyne attacked him and... he didn’t want to think about this anymore.

Today he was sitting on the ground, his fingers dug into the ground lost in thought. He was listening to everything that was going on, listening to the creatures that were moving around. A frog was croaking and there might be some birds? He knew that he could hear crickets.

"Give the stars a break, you’re making them jealous." he heard and footsteps that were coming closer. He knew that voice, it was Y/n, his datemate.

He turns his head to where he could tell they were. The warmth they gave off was exploding off of them.

“Wh...at?” he croaks. He shuts his mouth right afterwards, trying not to show his annoyance. He hated how he had a hard time talking at times. 

“You’re too pretty compared to them” they scoot closer, nuzzling up against him. Their skin was soft compared to his bones, their warmth was almost burning compared to his own coldness. 

That makes him let out a little snort of laughter, shaking his head at them and leans his head over to rest against their own, letting out a little sigh. 

“You wanna talk about what’s on your mind?” They ask, reaching up to start to scratch the top of his skull, making sure to be careful with him. It was sweet of them...

Supernova used to look at the black stain on his ribs often. He thought it was funny, what kinda person would just... press up against him? He figured that they most likely would be running and they would just bump into him on accident.

But then the accident happened, and Supernova couldn't see anymore. He tried to remember where the spots were, tried his best to remember exactly where the markings ended on his bones but... he forgot it sometimes.

The head damage caused by that stupid FISH Pisces made it so he couldn't see and sometimes he forgot things. He hated it. He hated it so much.

How the hell was he supposed to live without being able to see?

It took a while for him to get used to it, and to the hunting, but he grew different ways to figure out how to hunt and how to get food for himself and his brother... and he didn't regret a single thing that he did.

Sometimes you had to do things that you didn't want to do. That didn't mean that he was a bad guy, if anything, he thought that everyone else was.

The other monsters... they were a pain in the ass.

At least Supernova doesn't have to deal with them too often.

The ship that they lived in was huge and only Supernova and Sunspot stayed in it. Humans came into it often, whenever they crashed or wanted to explore. Humans were a little stupid with how curious they were. It often got them killed.

Supernova traveled through the vents, clicking with his teeth and he could hear their footsteps against the metal. He often caught them before too long... he would pull them up into the vents with him and their blood would drip down. Other times he would drop down and kill them down there.

The hallways were most likely covered in blood and whatever else humans had in their squishy bodies, but hey, oh well! Supernova couldn't see it.

He could hear it though.

Their screams, the way the blood fell to the floor... the gross squish sounds that his claws made whenever he cut through their bodies.

He remembered all of that.

The feeling was... strange.

They were all so warm against his ice cold body, and the splash of warmth when their blood splattered against him? It was kind of weirdly comforting. Like a blanket. But then it would start to dry and it felt gross.

He didn't want to do it, but he knew that he needed to. If they left then they wouldn't have any food but also they would most likely tell others what they saw and then more humans would come.

It sounds like a good thing, but if there are too many at once, it could be dangerous for them. He didn't want to deal with that kinda stuff.

But this time? It was different.

He could hear the person's footsteps across the metal, hear their shaky breaths in that strange outfit that they were wearing. They were talking, saying stuff into whatever they were recording with. That wasn't a good thing, was it? He climbs along the vent, listening to them talk. At least they had a nice voice...

It was calming and warm. Even if they sounded terrified. Their fear leaked into their voice like blood staining your clothing. Something that you couldn't stop once it started. Supernova wondered, what did they look like? Did they show their fear or were they trying to hide it? Nobody else was around, but some humans seemed to hate showing their fear. Sometimes they would try to attack him whenever he caught them.

They would claw at his bones, screech out threats that he knew that they couldn't do. Begging for their lives... It hurt his head sometimes if he had to be honest. He shakes his head to get his mind off that and noticed that the footsteps seemed to have stopped. He kept moving, his movements getting faster. He knew that they could hear it.

The human's footsteps started up again, but Supernova was faster and he drops down onto the floor. He felt their body clash against his own, and he reaches up grabbing their arms so they wouldn't be able to run, but he stops.

What was... what was that warm feeling spreading through his chest?

The human screamed and was struggling against his grip but he tightens it.

They didn't relax or anything, he could hear their breath going crazy and their heart was beating so fast.

"Y-You're... You're my soulmate?" they whisper out.

Oh.

Oh no.

He tilts his head one way, then the other, making those clicking sounds with his teeth again. That explained the warmth but... shit.

He taps his fingers against their arms, still holding onto them then he scoops them up off of the ground and starts to hurry through the hallways. He was able to hold them in one of his arms, scampering down the hallway quickly.

If they were his soulmate, then he needed to hide them. Nobody could see them, they needed to leave. They had to get out of here.

He felt guilty, he felt... selfish.

He should kill them, and get food for everyone. He shouldn't feel this stupid attachment already! Yet he... he couldn't stop it.

Didn't he deserve something?

He deserved to be happy for the first time in so long!

You found out today that people had been bullying Supernova.

Well… not bullying, more just messing with him, which was a lot like bullying. You were told that they were blowing whistles really close to him so it would set off something in his mind that said danger, and he would try to reach out for them but they would jump back, out of the way, and laugh.

If he did get too close they would most likely go and tell someone that 'the big scary monster tried to attack them!' and people have been… talking.

Supernova is dangerous! He shouldn't be here. Monsters were bad, just look at that one, he tried to attack my son who wasn't doing anything.

So, lately, he hadn't been leaving the house as often, or at all. He didn't even come out to spend time with you anymore. That's why you first started to ask around to see what the hell was going on.

How could those people treat Supernova like that? He was so sweet, and people are trying to push him to hurt them just so they could whine and complain.

After yelling at the parents and the children, you walked to Supernova's house to try to talk to him, see if you could figure out what was wrong with him… even if you had an idea already.

You walk over to his house, and reach up, knocking on the door. You could hear faint sounds coming from inside, then it opens. Supernova lets out a little murr of sound, sniffing at the air.

"Y/n" he mumbles. Was it a greeting, or was it him saying who he smelled? His scnse of smell was the strongest out of anyone that you've ever met. It was one of the ways that he found people while searching for them, as well as good hearing, you know?

He was a hunter who's eyes got taken from him.

"W…What are you doing here?" He asks. You knew that he was normally really nervous to talk to people, so the ones that were bullying him most likely set him back a lot. It took you forever to even get him into the idea of going out in the first place!

"I came to check on you… I heard what happened"

He lets out a sound of annoyance at that, turning his head away and mumbles under his breath, walking back farther into his house. He left the door open so you could come in, which you did.

"do you want to talk about it?" You ask. He shook his head, tracing his fingers against the couch to walk around, and sits down crossing his arms over his chest. He seemed pretty bothered by this, it was a little hard to tell but… you knew that he was.

You sigh and walk over, sitting down beside him and you reach over, taking his hand into your own. You were careful not to cut yourself cause you knew that he would totally blame himself.

"You have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there." You say, squeezing his hand softly. "You need to remember that people like that, they're just mean. They don't care about your feelings but other people do"

He listens to you talk, slowly holding your hand back, and lets out a little purr that just grew louder the longer you spoke and he leans over to give you a little nuzzle, making sure to be careful to not hurt you on accident.