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The serum wasn’t ready and you refused to test things out on Bucky like a lab rat.

With all the work you have done on him, for him, trying your best to make him feel like a person other than a test subject, you realize you are falling for him and couldn’t help but think does Bucky feel the same way, 

This fluttering sensation in your stomach every time he would speak, the moment your heart stops when your eyes lock with his is slowly making it unbearable to stand next to him or even talk to him, let alone touch him.

“Hey, Y/N”

“OH GOD!” you jump at the voice and turn to face it with a hand over your heart,

It’s Sam,

“Always jumpy” he chuckles, 

“Sam. What a pleasant heart attack” you smile sarcastically,

“Our captain requests your company” Sam puffs out his chest and fakes an English accent attempting to be posh,

“Oh how delightful, lead me darling” you stretch out your hand going along with the fake accent and You both laugh,

You enter Bucky’s room where Steve is standing next to his bed,

“Ah Y/N Sam and I have an errand to run tonight” 

“We do?” Sam stares at Steve,

“We do, remember” Steve didn’t blink, you don’t think you’ve seen Steve’s eyes widen up like that before,

Sam nods suspiciously not making any eye contact with you “Yeah, I remember”

“so it would just be you and Bucky having dinner”

You look at Bucky and he smiles, 

“Is that so?” you ask Steve, you just know they are up to something “What kind of errand?” you raise your eyebrow,

Sam looks at Steve, “It’s just an errand” 

There’s a moment of silence as you all stare at each other suspiciously until Steve breaks it 

“Well we should get going, you guys have a good dinner” he smirks at Bucky,

As Sam and Steve walk away, Bucky gets off his bed and stands behind you and whispers,

“If I didn’t know any better, I would say they are setting us up”

You giggle “Yeah I think so too” as you turn, your noses almost touch, you didn’t realize how close he actually is to you,

“I....” you try to speak or take a step back but it would seem that you both at locked in place staring into each other’s eyes, who would have thought a gulp would be so loud,

It isn’t just you this time, he’s not moving either, instead he whispers “Do you feel it too?”

“Feel what?” you whisper back

“Us.” he leans and gently places a kiss on your lips, your eyes shut as you feel light and like you’re floating in the clouds, a sense of serenity that you didn’t want to end, 

Suddenly it started like a needle prick and slowly growing, you pull away from Bucky’s lips and stagger to the ground, clutching your head, like it’s about to explode,

“AHhhh!” you cry out as the pain increases, 

“Y/N tell me what’s wrong!” Bucky is by your side, you could hear his fading voice,

You see flashes, what are these?, Memories?

~~ “No Bucky stop it” laughter rings about in your head, something shiny blinding you, a smile, 

“I love it!” your voice, a hug, his scent, “Do you feel it too?”~~

And it all goes black

“Y/N!” an echo gets louder and louder and your vision slowly brightens up, revealing three figures hovering over you,

You could hear your own breathing as your visions gets clear and you come through, Sam, Steve and Bucky are around your bed staring at you with concern plastered to their face,

“Are you okay?” Bucky comes to your side and holds your hand,

You nod wearily, 

“You had flashes again didn’t you?” Steve places a hand on your shoulder,

“Flashes? Again?” your voice cracks, you try to sit up but your head is still spinning “Flashes about what?” 

Bucky and Sam looks at him puzzled as well,

Steve took a deep breath “1945″

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