OKAY okay so i have a few more songs! Â
 "Build God, then we'll talk" by Panic at the disco. watch the music video with this one. I think it makes a little more sense with it. Its also more of a symbolic song so you have to find the meaning. But then again that might help. Also, in my eyes, I'm pretty sure its about cheating.
Next  "The Drug in Me is You" by Falling in Reverse. again more of a symbolic song. You dont have to watch the video to understand this one. I think it might be about drug addiction and the temptation of doing them because the singer did go through some rough times or something, But thats besides the point. The point is that I find that this song could be about temptations. you can definitely apply this to a person or a relationship.Â
Another song (if this is about strawberry) "lying is the most Fun a Girl can have without taking her clothes off" by Panic at the Disco DONT WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO ITLL JUST CONFUSE YOU. and I'm not just saying you, i mean like i can not find the connection between the music video and the song. This song would be in Levi's point of view. sort of. Its kind of a fuck you song I'm the best you ever had. but its not so much angry as sexy. just listen i think you'll understand.Â
Next song "its just me" by Escape the Fate. Not gonna lie this one is kind of stretching it. but I see it as take me away from this and satisfy me. i dont know its kind of difficult to explain. If you just listen to the lyrics and ignore the creepy sounding beginning, you might be able to find something.
Another song is "Hurry up and Save me" from another cinderella story. it would be in Mikasa's  point of view and once you listen to it its kind of self explanatory. and that doesnt really have anything to do with cheating or whatever. but i figured i throw it in as a bonus.
um i think thats all. ill let you know if something else pops into my head!
also FRIEND I HAVE MISSED YOU TOO. OMG and i think i probably just wear my supergirl costume again this year. its nothing special, actually its more of a genderbent clark kent. ill post a pic . and i also wanna see a costume if your dressing up!
Danielle this is friggin' perfect like jfc I love you. The song that really hit me though was "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" those lyrics are stunningly perfect for what was bouncing around in my skull, the cheating, the bitterness, the jealousy, this web-like  love triangle I was trying to weave.Â
"When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck, than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me. Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me."
For whatever the hell it's worth a couple of dollars, maybe a cup of coffee or a pack of gum and a candy bar like I'm dedicating the next chapter to you, like have the whole damn thing the songs and videos you send me give me all the ideas you might as well have written the thing yourself.Â
