#read please.

      So, somehow, I found this entrance to this dining room. Zayn and Louis were sitting at the dinner table, just having a chat. I walk in and im not screaming, im just having a casual conversation. *about 3 hrs later* It got darker, and the streetlights had came on. I had realized I hadn't seen/met harry yet and I wnted to meet him the most; I waited a little longer. Harry and this dude come back with groceries and I was literally star struck. So I said, "Hey Harry! How are you? ^_^..." I swear on everything, all he did was glance, and ignore the fuck out of me.

      By that point, my heart had been crushed. I waited like 5 FUCKING HOURS IN TOTAL TO MEET THIS DUDE, AND THATS WHAT I GET??? *Sigh* that's not even the worst part. (here comes the worst part.) Harry comes back downstairs alone, and all of a sudden Jennifer Aniston appeared next to me. Me and her had a nice little conversation and we just talked about how sexy harry is. hehe.

    Then, harry starts to approach us and my heart starts racing. Me and Jennifer both stood up. Harry made his way over and just stared at Jenny. All I could do was wait for my turn to get starred at, but that moment never came. Need I remind everyone who reads this, Jennifer were standing DIRECTLY next to each other. I start speaking, "Hiii! I'm Alyssa! and I love you a lot!" and I wait. I wait and wait and wait for his beautiful eyes to just look at me; just to understand that I exist....

    I look all around. I touch my arms and face to make sure that im really alive and existing, while Jennifer and Harry have eye sex. That's when I start almost yelling, "HEY! I EXIST TOO... harry? Harry? *sigh* "

  Tears formed in my eyes. I was broken into molecules.  I went home, crying, sobbing, etc. I arrived home soaking wet because it had rained on the way there. I remember turning on the t.v. and seeing jenny on there bragging about how lucky she is that harry chose to be in a relationship with her, and how they might get married soon.

    I just sat there, not even crying but changing colors; to green. I was so angry and jealous, because the white blonde won again.

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