The RC subreddit is somewhat smoke & mirrors. It appears to be a light, nice & fun place where you can share a common interest with others but that's not entirely the case. Some people on the RC subreddit are fake & shady & it kind of ruined things for me. It sucks because I kind of miss posting on there but I feel a bit paranoid now. Remembering the phoniness & shadiness reminds me that I don't need to be there. It just sucks because I feel so alone now, Idk. I'm a shy introvert irl & I don't really look for friends like that. I'm okay being on my own for the most part but I'm also human & I do get lonely sometimes. I also just like to have a light & pleasant time with people sometimes & have a good time sharing common interests but somebody always has to spoil things. Now I have to have a guard up.
