It has been FOUR years when this relationship had begun. After four years, you are still my greatest inspiration in writing (after God). I’ve written a lot about you. All those pieces that I have written would always be connected to you.

You are also my bestest (even though this word is grammatically wrong, I’d just use it maybe just to give emphasis on how best you are) best friend. Sure, I’ve had a number of close and very close friends, but no one can beat you.

You are my number 1 fan. I know this because you’ve supported me all the way through my struggle in maintaing my scholarship and aiming for a higher one. You’ve always been cheering me in everything that I do; you would tell me that I can do what I needed or wanted to do, because you fully believed in me. You supported me in everything that I do, especially when it comes to my studies. You never let this relationship interfere with my dreams because I know that you know how much my dream of becoming a journalist or a writer someday is so important to me.

You are also the most understanding and patient person that I have ever met. Of course, there were quite a lot of times when our points have crossed each other, but then you would just simply understand and give me space to think about it. You would also patiently wait for me until I accomplish what I need to do (especially during our production days!). You would wait till I text you, saying that I am done. I never heard you complain about my tight schedule. You accepted wholeheartedly how my life as an aspiring journalist is now.

You are ready to make sacrifices for me. You would always exert your best effort just to make me happy, satisfied and safe. You would always put me first before yourself.

You are the sweetest guy that I’ve ever loved. It’s both so sweet and cute that you treasure all of my hugs and kisses. You would always make me feel loved, wanted and beautiful in your own little ways. You would appreciate my efforts and what I’m doing for you. There is always an acceptance from you, and that’s what I need.

You are all of this. You are wonderful, baby. You’re beautiful, inside and out. You make me happy. You made me discover the world of love.

You mean so much to me. Happy 4th year anniversary to us, Raymond! Words are not enough to describe how much I love you. ❤️

I don’t know where to start but my heart tonight swells with all the love that I feel for you. I don’t know why this night had made me feel like this that I felt the need to write something about and for you. You’re extraordinarily and way too special, and you are something. You are worthy of my love but I feel so unworthy for your love for me.

I can be so clingy sometimes, and I know that there are times that you get annoyed with me because of it. I’m sorry but I can’t just help it. I love you that much that I worry and care a lot for you. I’m sorry if sometimes I ask you questions about loyalty and faithfulness. It’s not that I don’t trust you, but it is just good to hear your answers and how you really feel about me.

I’m sorry, too, if I get angry or irritated if you can’t give me what I want sometimes. I act like a spoiled brat, and I don’t really know why. Maybe it’s because I got used of the fact that most of the time, you give me immediately what I want. I act without thinking at times that I am becoming so selfish and I just think about myself. That I don’t think about you and what you feel and you’ve been through just to do those things for me. That when you get angry at me because I’m like that, I get angrier more to you, rather than just understanding you. I’m so sorry if I am that kind of girlfriend, but I am trying to be better and more mature for the both of us.

I also want to apologize if sometimes, if there’s something wrong in me or with me, I don’t say it to you immediately. You know how hard it is for me to trust people, even you. I’ve been betrayed and hurt deeply by people, that’s why I am like this. But I swear baby, I’m trying. It has been years since we’ve been together, but I am still like this. But I am working it out. I’m trying to open my mouth and tell you everything that I feel. I want to open up my heart to you and let you see what lies deeply within it, and what feelings I have been hiding and trying to just forget, rather than face and fight them. I badly want to, but it’s really hard. Just give me more time, we’ll see.

Thank you. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for the never-ending understanding and love. Thank you for the sacrifices and everything that you did and still doing for me. Thank you for supporting me throughout everything that I am doing. Thank you for making me feel that I am beautiful. You know how my insecurities can eat me and my thoughts, but you are patient enough to compliment me even though I shove them away most of the time. Thank you for being the greatest bestfriend I ever had. You are one of God’s most amazing blessings in my life, and I couldn’t ask for more.

Me: Ganda ko shet hahaha joke

Baby: Shet ang ganda talaga ng bebe ko wahahahaha

Me: Shet kinikilig ako

4OTH MONTHSARY. :">

umalis ng mga 7AM para mag-enroll. Sabay kami ni Raymond papunta. Mehehe.

Sa LRT, hinintay ko si Aya.

Pagdating ng UE, encode agad.

Parang ewan si Jillian ang gulo nya kanina.

Nakailang pabalik balik kami sa cashier kasi may lecheng proseso pa pala muna mga scholars.

Pagod na pagod, pero enrolled na!