#rat talk

I really am thinking of making more space to store my art in rn

i love it when i like/rb a mutuals post n they send me an ask or rb a bunch of my posts. yes!!! we are blogging at the same time

Reminder that kpop might be a nice escape from your real world and whatever demons you’re fighting but sooner or later you’re gonna have to face all the stuff you keep running from. Do sales and number of photocards and music show wins really make you feel like you are also succeeding in life or are you just convincing yourself that your favs wins are your own because you need to live vicariously through something else? Are your impulsive kpop related purchases used to temporarily fill that void in your heart or do you really just collect these items for fun? Do you enjoy the music your favs put out or is that just confirmation bias at play? Do you use the conceptual men and women you idolize to fill spots in your life that you can’t fill with the people around you? I don’t know. But it’s getting increasingly sickening watching everyone make fun of “crazed” kpop fans that scream about how [insert artist name here] reign superior to all other kpop groups because the truth is the rest of the community is not too far from exhibiting very similar behavior. The only difference is that it’s become more common/acceptable for some people to think and act that way because of their peers. But in reality it’s very obviously a symptom of mental illness and group think that’s fueling this increasingly toxic culture that makes the rest of the world look from the outside in and call this community crazy. Please enjoy what you want to enjoy but not without being self aware. And more importantly, just take care of yourself. Take responsibility for your own health and learn to recognize your own patterns of self destructive behavior so you can live a life you deserve. You deserve to feel fulfilled through your own avenues.  

Emeralds are better than diamonds change my mind