#rasteff

the woman he found

the one I was free to be

because he knew no other

and she need not put on

what she doesn’t wish to wear

She is loving embrace

greeting life and love

with a smile and a kiss

passion as oxygen

deep inhalations of soul

She is warm spice

a burn that spreads

through the spaces within

burning and cooling

black flame and ice

She is the softness of water

that grips and grinds to smooth

mountain’s crest

and canyon’s plummet

becoming again and again

true sensations of life

She is bladed wing

and braided grace

severing only what resists

integration

the alchemist’s play

in creation’s daughter

and she is feeling herself free

When I am bleeding and farting through the whole damn night

When I am snoring through a partially blocked nose

breath ash and herb

When a lopsided bonnet sits upon a half-twisted head

And one tit is out for the baby instead

And you scoot closer because I’m the comfort you need to rest your head

Your arm around my waist and my ass in its nestled place

us melting into each other

Then love is a word that need not be said

but…

I love you

love you

love you

Always

in the penthouse of my mind

worry

anxiety

fear

all these please be kind & rewind(s)

symptoms

of my fallacies

these 5th dimensional realities

got me on my hands

feet tucked under me

working

for a come through

reaching for a reward

for the mental maths

of this cosmic car crash

dividing my late nights

into intentional burn outs

and break downs

somebody’s clapping

but who can hear

god

all i know is