#raph-peruggia

MEREDITH COTES: What does family mean to you?

“Family means everything.”

ALIS TAN: What is your worst memory?

“I don’t want to talk about that.” The last time he saw his parents. They didn’t even look back as they left him on that woman’s porch. Not a wave. Not a glance. Nothing.

🏃 for an Exy headcanon.

Emmett is a very, very, aggressive player. He spends a lot of time in the goal and a lot of time out of the goal too. He uses intimidation as a tactic a lot. No one expects a goalie to run at them. At least, not the first time. But Emmett hates standing still and will do all he can to help his team out, even if it means stepping out of the goal for a moment to do so.

💪 for a strength.

Emmett’s ability to find the silver lining in everything. His optimism. His ability to be sunshine. He can’t always do it but those are the days he doesn’t spend time with people so they never know about it. You only live once. There’s no sense in wallowing in the things you cannot change and making yourself miserable because you can’t find the good in a bad situation.

❓ for a random headcanon.

CLAUDIA JEWELL: Do you know who you are?

“Do any of us know who we are? I don’t know -- Maybe if you’d asked me when I was younger I would have told you yes. So no, I don’t.” Cade hopes more than anything that he’s not the person he is today or has been the past few years. He wants to be the person he used to be before everything went south.

CASEY HENDRIX: What have you had to sacrifice to get to where you are today?

Cade wouldn’t meet your eyes; would laugh and simply say, “nah.”

📖 + Cade

Cade does not like himself. He’s weak, pathetic, and gullible. At least -- that’s what he believes himself to be when he thinks about himself. Once upon a time he would have thought himself to be sure of himself, strong, and confident. When Cade thinks back to the things he’s done, the things he’s said, he feels sick to his stomach and regrets every part of it. Some nights he wishes desperately that it never happened, that he never lived that life.

😔 for a sad memory

He didn’t leave his room for days afterward. Only late into the middle of the night when he was sure everyone else was asleep. Cade would lay there in bed, sleeping and sleeping and any time he woke up and remembered everything, he’d only find himself starting to cry. By the end of the week, most of everyone had stopped trying. Except on that Saturday morning, Cade’s phone rang for the first time in a long time. It was pure curiosity that made him pick it up, wondering who cared enough. AVA. It took him very little time to rush to the bathroom to throw up.

❓ for a random headcanon

MEREDITH COTES: What does family mean to you?

Doubt. Insecurity. Hope. Uncertainty. Resentment. Adoration. Admiration. Inadequacy. Silence. Pain. Pain and reluctance and fear - sharp and aching and bittersweet. 

Temporary.

“I... I don’t know. It’s complicated, I guess.”

CASEY HENDRIX: What have you had to sacrifice to get to where you are today?

♌ (other personal indicator)

ESFP: The Entertainer

“If anyone is to be found spontaneously breaking into song and dance, it is the ESFP personality type. ESFPs get caught up in the excitement of the moment, and want everyone else to feel that way, too. No other personality type is as generous with their time and energy as ESFPs when it comes to encouraging others, and no other personality type does it with such irresistible style.” 

🕑 for something your character regrets 

Answered! Outside of that incident, Octavia doesn’t regret her actions. There are a lot of people who have told her (or yelled at her) that she should be ashamed for betraying her high school team, but what’s done is done. 

❓for a random headcanon

Exy Bingo is one of Octavia’s favorite joys. She creates homemade bingo cards featuring a variety of spaces about her teammates and friends. Some favorites include a Fox throwing up at Eden’s and Wymack showing a smile during a game (it’ll never happen but a girl can dream). The free space is usually Octavia not showing up to practice on time. 

ARLO BOOTH: Do you get jealous easily? What do other people have that you wish you had?

“Yup, yup definitely.” Octavia shakes her head, eager to admit something that most wouldn’t. “I’m jealous that E, Camcorder and Syd get to room with Audi this year even though I really wanted to room with her. I’m jealous that the TA in my class has a significant other and I am extremely jealous that Akira is freaking 6′5″ I mean c’mon how unfair is that!” She settles down a bit after her little ramble, unashamed of the things that fuel her envy.

“Even though I get jealous easily it doesn’t stop me from enjoying what I’ve got. I think people should be more honest about being jelly. It could do some good in this world.” 

STERLING WALSH: If you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what three things would you want to do in the time you had left? 

👪 for a family headcanon

ALIS TAN: What is your worst memory?

📖+ Raphael Peruggia

😠 for a pet peeve

A pet peeve for Lucas is when someone refuses to have an actual conversation with him and remains distracted. In a casual setting, it’s whatever. It’s understandable. In a formal setting, that’s when he has an issue with it. He feels like what he has to say doesn’t matter. But Lucas hates when anyone looks down on him or assume he’s unimportant.

🕑 for something your character regrets

Lucas regrets reaching out to his dad recently... but he’d end up doing it again if given the choice. He holds on to hope as if it is the only thing he has left in life. Sitting there waiting and waiting only made him feel awful and unwanted. But Lucas can’t find it in himself to settle for believing that his dad wants nothing to do with  him.

❓ for a random headcanon

Lucas hates gingerbread houses. He’s never understood why you’d go through so much trouble to build a beautiful house only to tear it down two seconds later so you can eat it. No one eats everything anyway so it becomes a waste of food.

STERLING WALSH: If you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what three things would you want to do in the time you had left?

“Okay, okay. So. Starting right in the early morning hours, I would donate all my remaining money to someone in need. I would then eat an entire box of donuts. And... then I’d try to hot shot travel to the grand canyon and die there.”

GLORY HOSKINS: Have you ever been in love? Do you want to be?

“Uh, no? I’ve never been in love that I know of and I don’t really know what it’s supposed to be like--romantic love. I know I want to be in love one day but I also feel like I could love so many people. The world isn’t very kind to that.”

ARLO BOOTH: Do you get jealous easily? What do other people have that you wish you had?