Sucka Free CJ // Head Talk

So I could see you're everything I do, I'm only hoping you can see me, too. You used to say that only God can judge, Guess I'm holding on to this God sent grudge, Feeling cross checks, It's a healing process. Time is ever slipping on this really long quest, Bark it out and learn all the issues I'm addressing, Start to count the words that'll tell me it's a blessing. Damn. I never thought I'm better off, But she's speaking through the beat so I should probably let her talk. I know you're disappointed by my past actions, But I'm more pissed that I talk 'bout you in past tense. Yeah I hurt 'cause I realized your worth, To a world in need of people who love first. But time to let you go, Heaven wouldn't doubt you. I promise this the last song I write about you.

Hanging on the sun for the sake of losing, 'Cause I don't wanna sleep and I'm awake and missing you like hey I don't ever wanna feel this way.