#rantanic cloud

This is a very tragic thing, I mean extremely so. Since the only way I get to classes and go about my day is by being woken up with the multiple alarms on my phone.

Lately my iPhone has been horrible and when I plug it into the charger, the charger hits a metal thing that makes the speaker shut off. Argo my alarm doesn't play I don't wake up and I miss class. This especially has happened lately when I take my midday occasional nap and causes me to miss my psych lecture which is horrible.

So I was kinda waiting for this convention to happen since I found out about back in October. I couldn't buy tickets early because being a theatre major I have class things to do on weekends and they don't give me my schedule that much in advance. I was soooooooooo excited and hopeful, my fingers crossed and all that jazz. My friend Erin and I both are in the same department, were on the same Call all quarters and were freaking out about the possibility we couldn't go. Especially Erin since she got tickets for Christmas, I did not. 

We find out we can go like a week before and I'm like this sucks because I don't have money now to buy the tickets. I had money to buy them earlier but now the school-year is ending and all my fees need to be paid so no cash. So Erin got to go and I was stuck in my dorm sewing my plushies and being totally jelly. That's really all there is to my story. Though I have enough for Comic Con and Gabi is coming with but we can only go on the Sunday sadly.

I have nothing against Little People but I don't want to be one since my height doesn't seem like such a disability to me. I don't need special things and all made to help my height. 

My friends are kinda obsessed with it, my height that is. Brandi found out the legal thing and is convinced I should try for special stuff and scholarships but there are more people who more fit the speciality.

Idk I feel like my dislike of it is offensive. But I'm okay with my height, I'm good with it as long as people don't mention it very five seconds. I hate being called a midget which is Alyssa's fave to call me. I don't like the sound of the word Midget; I'm okay with Muchkin.