#randomscribblingsofmyheart

If I could describe your smile, I'd say it's the kiss of sunlight. It floods the coldest, darkest night with a bright light. If i could describe your voice, I'd liken it to the ocean, Wave after wave rolling in, soothing me like a magic potion. If I could describe your smell, I'd say it's the smell of serenity, To my soul, it is sweet, aromatic therapy. If I could describe your touch I'd tell you it is a glowing ember, warm and inviting, your arms are strong and yet tender. If I could describe the way I feel about you, I'd say I love you. With every fiber in my being, I love you. Trying to describe you is impossible 6.5.16

I love the way sunsets fade into the evening sky, I love cities and how they never sleep, I love how the rain sounds like a gentle lullaby. I love full moons and how they light up the dark night sky And gazing up at the bright shining stars. I love watching clouds in the sky slowly pass me by. But most of all, I love you. Out of all these things I love you the most. I love you most 5.4.16

It's 12 a.m. and I'm wearing your shorts and laying in bed Thinking about how I could get used to this. Can't get this smile off my lips as visions of us dance in my head, I think I'm falling in love with you. I'm free falling through the air and I forgot a parachute It's going to hurt when I collide with the ground, There's nothing to soften the blow, and these feelings have taken root. I know I'm falling in love with you. My heart is singing but my head is sounding off alarm bells. I swore I wouldn't let myself fall again. But here I am, completely mesmerised, I'm caught under your spell. I know I've fallen in love with you. Falling in love 2.16.16

Hello, is anybody out there? Feels like I'm all alone. This weight is becoming more than I can bear I'm stuck in a war zone. My mind is my own worst enemy It never lets me be. I try to fight off these thoughts and break free I struggle endlessly. Hello, can anybody hear me? The darkness closes in. I can't hold on much longer, can't you see, This pain's about to win. I'm crying out, I can't do this on my own. I need someone To help me carry on, we're not meant to be alone. Hello....is anybody out there? Can anybody hear me? Feels like I'm all alone. Hello. 12.17.15 Swallowed by darkness. . . .

You chew people up just to spit them out You act so innocent but I know what you're about. You're spewing out venom but I'll cut you down. If you're not careful, I'll burn you to the ground! You're so toxic! I'll rip your throat out with my teeth and leave you to bleed out on the pavement beneath. You're so toxic! I am not a pawn and I won't play your little game. Your time is running out and you have no one else to blame! You seem to think the world's your own puppet show Lining your puppets all up in a row. Did you think I'd just lie down on the ground Put a chain on my neck, let you pull me around? I'll rise out of this bloody mess And I'll use your back as a stepping stone to success You made your bed out of lies, Now I'll light them on fire, watch you go down in flames! You're so toxic! 7.26.15 Toxic. . . . I was a little angry when I wrote this....

It's been two years Since I faced my biggest fear And watched you disappear. And even though You left me so long ago These memories won't go. I've tried to flee From all your ghosts' company But they won't let me be. A phantom limb, I guess I'll just live with them At least they don't condemn. 6.12.15 Your ghosts. . .