#randomnothingness

Warning: Random nothing lazy post It's the 28th year of EDSA revolution. As a rule, students get to enjoy a day off from schooling because of this special holiday while regular workers go about their daily grind.

Since I am not a student anymore and still not employed yet, I get to enjoy a lazy day Tuesday, way lazier than my normal day.

Every since I resigned from my work I make sure that I do something worthwhile on a daily basis, may it be cleaning our room, reading a book, jogging, or simply staring at green field in my former university to imbibe good vibes. But today, the university is closed, and I feel really lazy to jog, clean the room, or read. I decided to call today (refer to the title of this post.)

I ate 5 sticks of isaw for lunch, read a few articles online, slept for a while, watched a movie, ate dinner in bed while watching another movie, took a late night shower (I didn't shower all day haha) and was about to prepare for tomorrow's job singing, err signing contract, which will happen in a few hours when I decided to wrap my old book with new plastic cover, write a blog post, and while writing this, would like to invite someone to make tambay and stare at the green field. I think I should text him now because maybe in the morning I'll change my mind. I don't know but I want someone to talk to. After two months of half bumming around/ half searching for a job, I finally landed my dream company...

Screw it. I'll text him and get back to this post afterwards.

And message sent! Well, I don't know if he would love to or not make tambay with me but I hope he will. And I hope that if he will, I hope that nothing would stop us. I don't know, fate or whatever seems to pull us apart whenever we're about to meet or get intimate? It happened numerous times already. They don't matter, but sometimes I still care.

Yeah, I like the guy. He is aware of it. At some point he liked me too but like what I said, circumstances pulled us apart.

Wait, this post is not about him. It;s about my lazy day. Ah, me and my wandering mind. I still am not feeling sleepy and I don't know if I'll watch a movie to past time or read a book. But I don't feel like reading. Perhaps I'll watch? No, I need to lie down and even if I didn't get enough sleep, at most my body would be at ease. Perhaps, I'll continue with where I left off.

I'm jittery yes. I feel like a student all over again. Two months of doing nothing and trying to search for a job while doing something worthwhile is perhaps the best two months of my life as a temporarily unemployed being. My cheeks became plump, so yes, I became a bit fat. That doesn't concern me though. What concerns me is that I might not fit anymore into my favorite jeans because of my expanded waistline and drooping belly hahaha. Ah, girl problems. I was able to breathe fresh air that for a year and four months of stay in my previous company I failed to inhale at because of negative energy seeping my happy self. My aunt once said that some people are absorbers. They absorb energy. Maybe I am one of them.

I just ...wait I think he replied! False alarm, it was my friend. Back to my story.