Ngl I want to fight Joon for interrupting. He didn't know, but he could've just quickly took him and his gf to his room instead of taking the time to great them. Also I feel like my brain tossed out the memory of him being roommates with JK, which makes him being the one to encourage and support Tae in this interesting. Like you'd think he'd go to his roommate to encourage or comfort. That isn't me saying he picked sides or is bad though, just that it's interesting to see.
tbh joon kinda froze JSĂSKSKS. like not only did he (almost) walk in on guk and someone else for the first time ever, but he also walked in on guk and the girl taeâs into as well, so he didnât really know what to do lmao. and yeah, i get your point! the thing is that both joon and hobi were friends with tae first, and then guk entered college and tae introduced him to them, so both joon and hobi were closer to tae in a way, and whereas hobi got more involved in gukâs side since back in gukâs first year he found out about his feelings for y/n (and promised to keep it a secret since not even tae knew guk still had feelings for her back then) and knew he could fall for her again, joon got more involved on taeâs side since he just saw taeâs feelings and didnât really know about gukâs at first since he denied them from the beginning
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So YN is being stupid now... sigh. I get it she wants to be free with Johnny, but her being all cute and having him feed her in front of Jenny feels like an asshole move. She found out the girl likes her and isn't being considerate of her feelings. Jenny is still an asshole and her actions aren't okay at all, but her hurt is still valid and rubbing that in her face with the "feed me" and other overly touchy shit isn't cool.
And Yeji is correct Johnny does need to step up and say something, but I also feel like YN wouldn't go for that. She literally asked for a break to force Johnny to reconnect with his sister when he isn't the problem at all. Jenny needs to do the work.
Also YN needs to talk to her. Yeah, Jenny and Johnny got some deep seated issues to work out with her feeling like she's always losing, but again Jenny confessed to YN. That is a conversation that needs to happen and only they can have. Even if she just does all the talking or sends a long text, she needs to fucking say something to her. She can't possibly think that that might be very important because obviously the girl will still be upset with her even if Johnny and her work through their sibling stuff. My goodness.
...this was longer than anticipated đđŹ
hMmMMMmm this is interesting very interesting am thinking.... this might change the next few chapters a bit
also i will say i donât think y/n was intentionally acting overly couple like in front of jenny to rub it in her face,, i think we just havenât seen johnny and y/n too much under these circumstances so we donât really know how they interact, plus i think it might seem a lil weird if they just didnât touch each other at all esp to their mom because she doesnât know what happened between them at all
ALSO i think ur thots about y/n wanting to take a break with johnny are valid ... jenny DOES need to do the work but as we can SEE she isnât really willing to do any of it so someoneâs gotta step in and do something u feel me
I had this thought after I pressed send: Jordie rubs the wrong way now. Like she crushed on a guy, got to know him, and got with him over the course of a few months. Her bestie crushed on a guy, knew him well, had to deal w/ his shitty gf, had everything go to shit when most of the things weren't even her doing. Hell, the final nail in the coffin was Jordie's fault because she just had to talk about it in public. So let her be sad for 2 months. Let her still care when he pops up again.
Honestly this is a take I agree with a lot and itâs funny because I didnât even mean to write her like this toward the end but it just happened ????? But yeah Jordie isnât my favorite person ever lmao
1/ You're definitely right about that smut brings in more readers. Even if someone has so many good stories people gravitate to the ones with smut or the mention of smut. You're chances increase if you go with the popular members or if you're writing reader insert/YN smut. I have a non-smut Jin one-shot that is my fic with the most attention on it and it's my only reader insert. And I know if it was smut and not fluff and also maybe JK instead of him it would get even more attention.
2/ It's not bad because people like what they like, but sometimes it can be a bit annoying knowing that a switch of the member or some added steadiness could take your story farther with people. Especially when those people comment more on the smut despite how short it sometimes is versus the like 3K+ of story outside of it.
Itâs something I caught onto very quickly, I donât want to say that I âconformedâ to tumblrs standard writing w/smut but I did become less afraid to try writing it. When I first started on tumblr, I was still underaged and frankly, I didnât feel comfortable writing smut, so I stuck to what I was comfortable with assuming that my plots and ideas would carry me, like it did on previous sites such as Qoutev.
I was...very wrong. Very. Wrong. That wasnât to say I was discouraged, I was actually very proud of my 70 notes on my first fic when I started on here lmao. A lot of my stories had plans of smut later in the series, so it was always my intentions to delve into smut. I just didnât do it under I was legal, which didnât change much and my smut in the beginning was still pretty ratchet ngl.
I learned fast afterwards when I posted my first smut fic that wow, okay, my notes are a LOT bigger when I do this compared to when I donât. I also have a Seokjin fic that Iâm still very proud of! I was so excited to post it too, 14k there was smut! I thought it would go amazing,,,,and it flopped. Like. Hard. I was so heartbroken because I knew if I just changed his name to Jungkook Iâd probably have hit a 1k on the fic.
It is annoying to me sometimes. But itâs mostly discouraging because, why spend over 20 hours and three months on a fic for an unpopular member if itâs not going to be appreciated? And Iâm constantly at war with myself for it. I feel absolutely guilty because I want to write for all the members. But when you go through the amount of effort that I do, it just doesnât feel worth it in the end when I know if I made it for Jungkook, or Taehyung it would get triple the notes.
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Sun in Leo often enjoys the spotlight, but in a less than obvious way, particularly given your Scorpio moon. Scorpios prefer to stay a bit in the background, more people watchers than participaters until they get more comfortable, but with your sun in Leo, you probably draw people to you, at least in small groups.
You have a Pisces rising sign too, which would only double the way you prefer to be in the background, but you will also shine in small groups, enjoying having a small amount of attention on you. Both Leo and Scorpios are assertive signs in career and in love, although your Cancer placements in relationship signs might dampen this or make you feel a bit shy or insecure and keep you from going after someone. However, this doubles your ability to read people, so youââll likely know when someone is interested in you, and react accordingly.
Mercury is the communication sign, and yours in Virgo means that youâre likely good at planning, good at public speaking if your other signs donât make you too shy to be comfortable. You like for people to acknowledge your intellect, and might even preen a bit if someone calls you witty or smart (especially given that Leo sun). On the flip side, you might be a bit irritable with people who donât share your organization style, and tend to take on more work than you should. You might often feel like youâre doing otherâs dirty work because youâll think âno one else can do this right.â
Your Venus in Cancer looks for safety and stability in a relationship, although your Scorpio moon will long for a bit of the dramatic, so youâll be a bit conflicted at times. Youâre probably good at reading potential partners, and especially given your Virgo mercury, youâll find yourself sizing up potential partners right away and deciding if thereâs a future with them or not. Cancers donât normally entertain partners they canât see forever with, and so you might end up with a series of long term relationships. Venus Cancers arenât terribly comfortable single, and since you have two Cancer placements in Venus and Mars, this goes double for you! The negative side of this is that you might stay in relationships that have fizzled out, or even become toxic, because you hate being alone. People might often call you âcuteâ or âsweetâ which will infuriate your Leo sun. You likely would like to be viewed more sexy or mysterious, given your Leo sun and Scorpio moon, but your Cancer placements will come off just sweet and adorable, causing you to pout and appear even more adorable!
Given you double Cancer Mars, emotions are a given in relationships, and you probably find it hard to separate emotions from sex, too. Your partners may complain that you are moody, but you just view it as being in tune with your emotions, and if your partner is a more aloof sign, youâre likely to feel unloved and unwanted at times. Mars in Cancer can be a bit passive-aggressive when they feel hurt, so partners may also get frustrated that you wonât say what you think - although youâll be more likely to say whatâs on your mind eventually than most double Cancer Venus/Mars because of your fiery Leo sun. Mars in Cancer is a strong sign, able to endure more than one would assume given their high emotions, and as long as you receive support and some reassurance, youâll do well in your career and relationships. You just wouldnât ever be happy with someone who was indifferent to you, or who wouldnât understand your need to share your feelings and have them share theirs in turn.
Your Jupiter in Capricorn is in retrograde, which means that you wonât have the typical traits of Jupiter in Capricorn. In fact, you might have quite the opposite, going against the grain. You donât consider yourself very lucky, so youâre likely to rely only on yourself, maybe even pushing others away despite the longing for acceptance and reassurance that your double Cancer gives you. You want to focus on yourself and your career, very determined to get ahead in life, and your Jupiter retrograde will fight with your double Cancer Venus and Mars because all Cancer wants is to be taken care of, while your Jupiter Capricorn, Virgo Mercury, and Leo sun wants independence and to never have to rely on others.
Your Saturn is also in retrograde, this time in Aries, and what this means is that where usually, Saturn in Aries is a progressive, innovative thinker, and usually extremely self assured and determined, but with this in retrograde, youâre likely to have a lot more self doubt, feeling very vulnerable and along with your retrograde Jupiter, putting on a brave face and not allowing yourself to ask for the help and support you sorely need. This is an assertive placement, but again you might doubt the urge to be assertive due to the retrograde and also your water sign rising and moon.
Your Uranus again in retrograde, is in Aquarius. Aquarius Uranus feels the need to go against the grain, and be a bit rebellious. You might have a creative hobby even if you have a 9 to 5 job, and with Uranus in retrograde, that rebellion is double, so you likely donât like authority figures too much, and especially donât like being told what to do!
Your Neptune in Capricorn retrograde likely means you struggle with knowing exactly what it is you want to do, especially if what youâre truly passionate about is something creative or something that might not necessarily make a lot of money. You might even resent those that are able to make money at doing what they truly love, or alternately just have the vaguest idea of your career path, and be frustrated that you donât know exactly what you want.
Your Pluto in Sagittarius is likely what gives you a bit of a wanderlust, especially in Sagittarius season (November 23-December 21st, right around the holidays). During these times, you might find yourself feeling restless, even stuck, since your earth signs suggest you probably have a job that is a bit traditional. During these times you long to go on adventures, and might make this a reality by travelling later in life.
Your Lilith in Leo along with Venus and Mars in Cancer make you a bit of a needy lover, wanting lots of attention, cuddles, and reassurance. This isnât a bad thing, it just means that if your partner in the bedroom or in romance is at all indifferent or aloof, it will drive you absolutely nuts! You wonât be able to tolerate type that play emotions too close to the chest. Lilith Leos plus your Leo sun means that your natural state is to be confident and to think a lot of yourself and your abilities, which is wonderful for career and relationships, but given your Pisces, Cancer, and Scorpio as well as your retrograde, this is dampened and especially in your youth, youâll likely feel insecure, maybe even a bit adrift until you realize who you are and that youâre a strong and determined personality. You might have been a late bloomer, or maybe you feel that you still havenât blossomed, but donât worry, your signs suggest that when you do, youâll set the world on fire!
You North Node is what you strive for in life, and yours in Libra means that you crave balance and harmony. The struggle here is in South Node Aries, which is that you find it a bit hard not to be selfish and go full speed ahead, being somewhat impulsive in your decisions. What you want, when you grow as a person, is to balance that impulse with some of your Earth sign level headedness, and balance out your water sign emotions with your air sign intellect.
I love how all it took was Y/N showing her face + speaking for these idiots to realize they don't hate her and MAYBE have some doubts. She leaves them alone for two seconds + Coups just quickly trusts this girl who he knows + just randomly appeared again + then all these idiots just go with that, only to flip flop. Like what kind of clownish little dick behavior is this?
svt while y/n was gone: FUCK HER đ¤Źđ¤Źđ§¨đ§¨
y/n: breathes near them
svt: Iâve Always Been in Love with You. You Are The Reason For My Breathe.