I think all of the batboys have mommy issues, but Tim Drake is like, number 1 mommy issue.
I think it happens randomly, he's fucking you, getting kind of desperate, his face buried in your chest as he's rutting into you, and he mutters it at first.
You ask him to speak up
He looks up at you with almost teary eyes and he's whining as he says it again.
"Mommy m' gunna cum, let me cum-"
It kind of takes you aback, but with one harsh thrust your heads falling back and you play into it.
Next time you play into that aspect a whole lot more.
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" sophie would like to ask you for a gpose based on nier for her bday " the post ! It's eva's and my birthday on the 7th of june and because i absolutely adore drakenier ( comfort franchise my beloved ) i thought it would be fun to give a little prompt for people to gpose if they so wish to !! You can post here on tumblr and/or bluesky ( i have the same handle! ).
I don't know if there's a lot of people that have played or know anything about drakenier but bc of the collab between ffxiv and nier i thought it would be a fun prompt for people to work with so yeah ! this is nothing serious, it's just for people to have fun and participate if they wish to do so !! (and if you do i will give u a virtual kiss and hug)
On SUNDAY 7TH OF JUNE, post them and to make sure I see it you can:
tag me directly ( @tearlunars )
use the hashtag: #sophiesnierday
You can also DM me directly so i can see it eheh !!
hello, my beautiful swans. i'm back with something that might read as judgmental to the majority of codblr, but since we're allowed to voice our opinions and be open about what bothers us in the fandom without fear of getting cancelled for it, why the hell shouldn't i talk about it?
follow along on substack if you'd prefer.
here we are again. once more, i find that being vocally feminist in the call of duty fandom might as well be me signing a contract that obligates me to jump into a vat of acid pussy-first every time i open tumblr.
i want to make it entirely clear that i will never, ever stop having problems with this specific issue. this would not be the case if these fics werenāt so everywhere, and especially not if they were regarded as the pinnacle of literary talent in this fandom.
iāll keep this brief; i think the way this fandom treats readers that donāt fit the bill of a skinny white woman is absolutely diabolical. not in the good way.
i briefly touched on how the readers in this fandom are treated in terms of their mannerisms, personality, and general mindset. according to the fandom, we are the kind of girls who would be revered on alpha male podcasts, conservative news outlets, and the ever-prevalent ed-twt. i wonāt be shy when i say that a lot of the readers that seem to be heralded as the ideal woman for these men are nothing short of vapid, insipid, and completely lacking in any illusion of a personality that goes beyond birthing hips and eyes that are privy to studio ghibli-esque tears every five fucking seconds.
except thatās not us. thatās not the reader. thatās not the person reading your work. thatās your untouched daddy issues and anxious attachment style with gorgeous legs, given the title of reader to make yourself feel better about using these men as your escape.
and thereās absolutely nothing wrong with that. iāll be frank with you when i say that i am privy to projecting onto the girl i call reader very often. while i donāt write smut (nor will i ever), i give her pieces of me because i believe that is what it is to write. to produce a work that is entirely human is to give a bit of your own humanity to it in the process, and this is something iāve always upheld as a core belief in my writing career.
i see this in other writers in the fandom, too. even the ones guilty of oversexualizing these men until theyāre essentially booktok tropes given life. my only problem is that the latter is what is being pushed out by the algorithm and force-fed to everyone who refreshes their once carefully curated for you feed; and who feeds the algorithm but the people?
how, then, can you expect your work to connect with the reader at all? if all youāre doing is getting thirty-something year old military men to plow the embodiment of your insecurities until her spine breaks, who is that going to reach besides equally insecure people who have been hard-wired by a miasma of patriarchy and internalized hatred to consume and produce the same three pornhub tags until itās clogging every cod-related tag on tumblr like an artery?
i am not white, although comments on my appearance would beg to differ. i am not a woman completely. i am not skinny; at least, not in the ways that seem to matter. none of these fics call out to me because it is damn near impossible to transplant myself into the shoes of this girl they call reader, and so i have to scour and dig and pluck at the endless mound of cod content with my perfectly manicured nails and my slightly callused but nevertheless well-kept fingers until i find something that finally, finally speaks to me. and it seems like such a self-centered issue, but i know there are people who feel the same, who are also digging for that something that will speak back.
itās just not fair.
and what baffles me about this is that somehow, inextricably, it all comes back to the hatred of women one way or another. the unquenchable and almost feral thirst for dad bods and weathered older men in this fandom is not lost on meāand neither is the actual thirst; as a lesbian, i promise i get it. most of the time, it does feel like genuine appreciation for the variety of human beauty.
but when the thirst in question is for a readerāusually a female readerāwith love handles and hip dips and blemishes and a flat chest, suddenly the characterās love (read: thirst) for her is an act of bravery, an eleven-part masterlist of blatant fetishization, a groundbreaking moment of this specific kind of reader finally being deserving of love because sheās getting it from a conventionally attractive military man, or all of the above.
and oh, god fucking forbid the reader in question is a fat woman.
i want to make it clear that i donāt really care what people write about. of course, thereās writing thatās incredibly personal and dear to an authorās heart, and i can appreciate that. and then thereās writing for readers to explore different fantasies and ideas with, and i can appreciate that too. harsh kink and taboo fics arenāt always my cup of tea, but iām not condemning anyone for writing them and i donāt think that those kinds of fics should be censored, ever.
what i care about is when fics written by self-proclaimed activists and feminists proudly tout the romanticization of misogyny, racism, fatshaming, and all manner of harmful and frankly conservative stereotypes and ideologies. itās one thing to write a fic about getting choked and spanked, which personally i donāt care for but wonāt bash on because whoās that even hurting? itās another thing to proclaim very adamantly that your writing is meant to āshow love to the chubby girliesā, then proceed to dole out two thousand words of simon riley yelling āhey, fatassā at the reader during her 9-5 shift before deciding to ask her out because sheās rightfully irritated at him.
(real fic, by the way. donāt harass the author if you happen to find it or the divine death ray will be coming for you.)
i honestly donāt even want to think about what kind of reader i might see if she was intended to be southeast asian. hell, if she was intended to be asian at all. race and ethnicity neutrality is a bit difficult in reader-insert fics, on the basis that thereās some nuances of our culture that are exclusive to us, just like there are for every other culture across the globe. itās a head-tilter to hear āiām not that race/ethnicity, so i wouldnāt feel comfortable writing for themā, when the ability to do your research has always been available to us and always will be. itās not a crime against humanity to ask your poc community if something youāre writing reads as respectful to the culture or not.
(i might be stretching with that one a little, but it does bother me that the only two labels for reader that i see are āpocā and āunlistedā. does that not read as a little weird? i feel like iām going crazy.)
my point is that itās not weird to write fics about dark, taboo topics. who even cares? my point is that when youāre using the progress weāve made in destigmatizing fics with that content to promote messages of oppression and prejudice under the guise of āitās only fictionā, you donāt exactly have room to protest when your work is criticized.
ask yourself, very carefully; what about those topics and beliefs in these men are you so attracted to?
thereās no graceful way to end this. iāve been so frustrated at what iāve seen left and right that itās all come full circle and now iām just tired. i feel like this fandom has sapped the energy that usually comes with a new hyperfixation out of me, and all i want to do is scroll through edits in my camera roll and pretend tumblr isnāt even an app. iām just sick of seeing misogyny, perpetuated and internalized, be brushed under the rug with proclamations of āiām just a girlā and āitās all fiction anywaysā.
because the truth is that fiction affects reality, to an extent. why do you think it was so revolutionary that queer and feminist media finally escaped censorship in a number of countries? the message lies in the media. we put out what we consume.
and if what we consume is a slew of messages that only serve to further oppress the minority, then what do you expect weāll be putting out there for hundreds to consume and produce in turn? the answer is simple; more hate. more prejudice. more of the same oppression that weāve fought against for yearsāthe same fight that gave us the freedom to even be publishing our works like this in the first place.
so ask yourself; where and when does the cycle end?
all of my love to the following:
@rubyfrankenstein, for sitting with me on call while you drove home and being frustrated with me. you have such an articulate way with words that completely eludes me, and i wish i could have put this in as clear of words as you did. thank you for matching my freak x
@seraphimsentinel, @constantlyunconstant, and all the anons who expressed similar grievances in my inbox and on their own blogs. i am a little bit in love with you all and i appreciate you so, so much for being vocal about it. we need more of you and your work.
the shitheads (i would not put them through being tagged in a huge list all at once, but they know who they are and somehow i think they'll know that they have a place of honor here), for putting up with my semi - regular appearance in the hating channel whenever i have these kinds of things to talk about. it's an important topic but i know i can get exhausting, so thank you for bearing with me.
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š§ + knows how to knit and crochet... and maybe weave.
//YES. I love this idea. Jon usually gets associated with sewing but I think giving him any and all old man activities is glorious. For my Jonathan specifically those were all things being brought up with traditional gender roles prevented him from doing, but with his freedom as an adult he enjoys them a lot.