Rad Report: A mind-blowing evening with Laura Jane Grace
âThe best place to start would be at the beginning,â said Laura Jane Grace of Against Me! as she walked out on stage right here at The University of Washington this past Saturday night (the 22nd).
Where and when is the beginning of any of our personal journeys? Is it when we start understanding our own identities? Is it the moment that we first realize we are doing what we love? For Laura Jane Grace, the beginning was when she dropped out of high school and began writing songs. Sure, she may have been writing since she was a lot younger; but at age eighteen, Against Me! was started by Grace. Stemming off of many long years full of anger and angst, her music was based on DIY, anarcho-punk, and protest music movements.
I may not be a long time fan of her music, but listening to Laura play guitar and sing her moving lyrics on Saturday has turned me into a fan of hers for eternity. Starting out the show with one of the first songs she ever wrote, âWalking Is Still Honest,â I got a really deep sense of the type of music that Grace writes.
This song has beautiful lyrics, and lets listeners in on how it feels to realize truths in this world. At this point in her life, Laura was experiencing an extreme sense of gender dyspohoriaâwhich motivated her to continue writing songs that were tremendously telling of her emotions, which would later inspire others who felt the same as her.
One of these songs, with completely awesome lyrics, is âTonight Weâre Gonna Give it 35%.â She even paused in the middle of this song to fill the audience in, saying âand this is the dysphoria part.â Along with getting laughs from the audience with her naturally hilarious demeanor, she seemed instantly relatable.
Another song she sang for us, âPretty Girls,â really allowed listeners to develop insight into Lauraâs thoughts and feelings at the time she wrote this. One line stands out, âSometimes at night, I pray to wake a different person in a different place.â Whether or not weâve experienced gender dysphoria, weâve all experienced feeling uncomfortable in our skinâagain making Laura a relatable role model to all of us.
As the night continued, I felt myself become absorbed in each song and story that Laura shared. The next songs on her set list were âDead Friend,â written for Lauraâs heartbreak over a friend passing away; âTwo Coffins,â originally written for her daughter; âFuckMyLife666,â which is about coming out publicly in Rolling Stone and dealing with a breakup with her second wife; âParalytic States,â where she shares that at this point in her life she was ânever quite the woman that she wanted to be;â and then lastly she sang a cover of a song that she felt very connected to, âAndrogynous,â originally by Paul Westerberg.
The latest songs that sheâs written deal with the frustration of feeling pressure to change oneself to fit the mold of what society wantsâwhether that be a gender role or a major record labelâs idea of whatâs perfect to them. But the greatest part about this fantastic evening with Laura Jane Grace is that she made it clear that there isnât simply one mold to fit into.
She left the audience with words of wisdom: she says with a laugh that sheâs âa high school dropout, transgender, ex junky with a felony recordâ in the most reassuring way possible. I say âreassuringâ because after years of battling all the challenges sheâs had to, sheâs coming into herself and on top of this, is inspiring and giving hope to people all around the world dealing with similar struggles to the oneâs sheâs endured.
At the end of the show, there was a question and answer session where fans were able to ask her just about anything. I decided to take the backseat and listen to insight she had to share. She had so many beautiful answers to these questions, but one really stuck out to me. When asked about Lauraâs daughterâs knowledge of her being transgender, she said that her daughter is pretty good about understanding; however, what I loved about this was that Laura said sheâs been trying to teach her daughter to âbe true to yourself and to [not be] ashamedâ of who you are. I just loved thisâbecause whatâs a better way to teach something than to practice what you preach?
That is exactly what Laura Jane Grace is doing with her lifeâas a parent, as a musician, as a transgender woman, and as an inspiration and a muse to all of us.
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