#rainpersonal

Idk how blocking tags works on this site but i assume yall do and if you don't care to see depressed angry ramblings then block #RainPersonal bc I need somewhere to vent sometimes and I'm picking here

Random but what pisses me off about the medical field is if you're afab especially, everything is a weight problem. Too big or too small doesn't matter if there's something wrong with you its how much or how little you eat, and also you're delusional and how much or little you eat is a moral failing on your part. No we aren't going to try and figure out why most food makes you ill or why you're too tired to cook or eat, you're just lazy, eat more go for a run and get out of my office. And give me 300 dollars. Like fuck you my guy do your fucking job.

I got a parking ticket at the doctors office because police are snakes and they're forcing me to pay it. Gonna pay it with a note that says "I hope your fields fall barren and your children grow to despise you."

If doctor want me to take placebo iron pills why make placebo iron pills taste like shit

I tried to go buy new shoes (since mine are 3 or 4 years old and falling apart & i have so much pain standing/walking for more than 5 mins), bc I figured maybe sometimes going to one of the hiking trails and looking at plants might help me feel better (ignoring the current 100+ heat), but nowhere carries shoes in my size or with arch support. so I went home and went back to bed.

I walked around in the rain and then took my husband to eat crepes and perhaps I still feel Bad but I got to feel raindrops and see them on plants and have a tasty treat