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THE CAREER MEANT FOR YOU : pick a card.

↳ Hi! This reading is focused on the career you’re most likely to thrive in, or the path you’re destined for. For this one, I’d suggest sticking to just one pile. There are many options across different types of work, but you have to find out which is right for you. Thank you! ♡ᯓ˖

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HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

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— PILE ONE !

BEST WORK ENVIRONMENT? The Empress. Vision : Sun in Pisces. Conjunction : A Union, Merging and Coming Together. Earth : Persistence, Patience, and Practicality.

Your ideal work environment places you naturally in a position of leadership, not through force or dominance, but through creativity, warmth, and quiet authority. You thrive in spaces where you are helping others, whether emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually, and where your efforts serve more than just yourself. Community and connection are important here.

This feels less like a traditional workplace and more like a calling, with people seeking you out rather than you working strictly alongside coworkers. You need creative freedom and autonomy, yet you willingly pour your energy into others.

This environment can point toward psychology, healing, or service-based roles, where patience, nurturing, and emotional presence are essential. It is a space where you can lead gently, guide effectively, and make a meaningful impact on those around you.

CORE SKILLS OF THE PROFESSION? Three of Swords. The Star. The Crow : Clarity, Destiny, Clairvoyance. The Beaver : Persistence, Planning, Creation.

One of your greatest strengths is persistence, which comes through repeatedly. You are able to sit with heavy emotional energy and work through pain, loss, or difficult emotional terrain, guiding yourself and others toward hope and healing. You act as a bridge or catalyst, helping people move from heartbreak to renewal.

Depending on your inclinations, this could manifest in psychological or therapeutic work, or in more metaphysical or psychic capacities. There is a clear emphasis on insight, perception, and intuition, and for some, even a form of clairvoyant ability.

This kind of work requires a balance between planning and flow. You must be practical enough to build something sustainable, yet intuitive enough to let emotion, sensitivity, and insight guide the process. It is a profession where both grounded strategy and emotional attunement are essential.

ENERGY DRAINERS OR CHALLENGES? Ten of Wands (Reversed). Exaltation : Moon in Taurus. The Ant : Unity, Teamwork, Burden.

A major energy drain for you is work that is purely financial or joyless. You don’t resonate with the idea of working just to survive. You want your work to feel meaningful, and nourishing.

You also struggle in environments where others control your schedule, workload, or direction. While you can collaborate, you prefer to work on your own terms. When someone else is in charge, it can feel like you are carrying too much responsibility without the freedom to release it.

When you are in charge, however, you manage energy far better. You are able to set boundaries, distribute responsibility wisely, and fully leave work at work so you can be fully present with yourself at home.

SOURCES OF FULFILLMENT? Four of Wands. Egotism : Mars in Leo. The Rhinoceros : Force, Stronghold, Barriers.

Fulfillment comes when your work feels like home. You are happiest in environments rooted in genuine connection, warmth, and a true sense of belonging, rather than cold or impersonal professionalism. You feel most aligned when you are surrounded by a community you actively work alongside, where the dynamic feels supportive and familiar, not strictly work related.

The theme of being your own boss comes through strongly and repeatedly. This may point toward building your own business or creating something entirely your own. You thrive when you have autonomy over how your work is shaped and how your energy is used.

In these spaces, you naturally step into leadership and become a central figure. This is not ego driven, but rather a reflection of the way others gravitate toward your presence and guidance. While everyone remains equal within your environment, you still hold the role of primary leader, setting the tone through example and intention.

You are most fulfilled when you can set clear boundaries and actively protect your energy while remaining visible, creative, and expressive in your role. When you are able to enforce what you want and need, the space stays balanced, safe, and sustainable for everyone involved.

RECOMMENDED CAREER PATH? Two of Cups. Queen : Radiates the regal feminine. Uses her benevolent authority to protect others. The Botanist : Parenthood, Legacy. Air : Open Mindedness, Objectivity, and Learning. House Nine : Spiritual Growth.

Your path centers on using your knowledge, experience, and emotional intelligence to guide and support others. For some, this may involve traveling or connecting with people across cultures, belief systems, or spiritual paths, allowing you to share your insights and compassion more broadly. You naturally step into Empress and Queen energy, regardless of gender, embodying wisdom, authority, and nurturing presence in equal measure.

You are in a position to craft and grow something meaningful. This creation is not necessarily a literal child, though it could be, but more often it is a practice, a business, a body of knowledge, or a system of mentorship that reflects your values. What you build is living and evolving; it expands over time as you continue to learn, refine, and apply your insights. Your work carries depth and substance, leaving a lasting impact on those you touch.

Your growth is ongoing. You are constantly learning, exploring, and expanding your understanding, and you feel compelled to share these lessons with others. You want to inspire openness, curiosity, and awareness in those around you, encouraging them to approach life with insight and empathy. This is not a fleeting path. It is about cultivating something enduring, a legacy that reflects both your intelligence and your heart.

Tarot or Oracle Reader, Psychic or Intuitive Consultant, Spiritual Teacher or Mentor. Therapist, Psychologist, Psychiatrist, Healer (Emotional, Energetic, Holistic), Travel Nurse or International Aid Worker, Counselor, Trauma Specialist, Grief Worker, Coach (Life, Spiritual, Emotional). Teacher or Professor, Public Speaker. Owner of a Healing or Service-Based Business, Social Media Influencer.

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— PILE TWO !

BEST WORK ENVIRONMENT? The Moon. Innovation : Jupiter in Aquarius. Aquarius : Originality, Philanthropy, and Progressive Imaginings.

The best work environment for you is one that allows you to be progressive and innovative. You’re drawn to roles where originality and creativity are celebrated, especially when you’re working on something you’re genuinely interested in. You thrive when your ideas, skills, or inventions are used to benefit, educate, or uplift others. Big-picture thinking and forward-moving projects energize you, while routine, repetitive tasks feel limiting.

There’s very strong Aquarius energy at play here, so much so that Aquarius in the 11th house, which it rules, comes out twice, which is crazy. Even if you’re not deeply versed in astrology, it’s worth noting as a descriptive tool: collaboration, humanitarian focus, and progressive ideals are emphasized. Work that lets you challenge the status quo, experiment, and bring new solutions into the world will feel most aligned. You’re naturally drawn to environments that honor freedom, individuality, and moral or intellectual engagement.

CORE SKILLS OF THE PROFESSION? Four of Pentacles (Reversed). Seven of Cups. The Cow : Fertility, Nurture, Abundance. The Ant : Unity, Teamwork, Burden.

Your key skills include generosity, openness, adaptability, and a collaborative spirit. While some financial instability may be present, your work is fluid and flexible rather than fixed or rigid, with hours and pay potentially varying. You excel at navigating multiple paths, balancing choice with responsibility, and fostering a sense of teamwork, abundance, and unity, both with coworkers and clients. There’s a creative, almost dreamy quality to your approach, blending practical planning with imaginative vision.

ENERGY DRAINERS OR CHALLENGES? Nine of Cups (Reversed). Health : Sun in Virgo. The Penguin : Devotion, Sociability, Order. The Leopard : Power, Swiftness, Ambition.

You are drained by arrogant, controlling, or superficial environments. Routine tasks, unnecessary hierarchy, and rigid structures sap your energy, and you resist workplaces where power is misused or egos dominate. Doing meaningful work that aligns with your values and allows for ethical action is essential. Even if you’re performing a good deed, being under a corrupt or toxic system is a definite no-go.

Physical or mental limitations may influence the type of work you can pursue, so finding creative solutions or alternatives is important. Boring, repetitive tasks like cataloging, organizing, or editing may come easily, but they feel draining over the long term. You dislike inefficiency, meaningless chatter, and environments where people are overly idolized.

Work that allows personal engagement tends to be most satisfying, though online or remote work can also work if it is meaningful, educational, and contributes to others in a helpful way. The key is balancing moral purpose with creative involvement while avoiding energy-draining dynamics.

SOURCES OF FULFILLMENT? The World. Achievement : Sun in Capricorn. The Butterfly : Transformation, Beauty, Hope.

Fulfillment comes from creating work that is meaningful, morally aligned, and transformative. Whether through content creation, online projects, or in-person work, you thrive when you are innovating and setting a positive example. Success for you is measured not just in results, but in the sense of harmony and growth you cultivate for yourself and for others.

Making your own work, rather than following a set job path, can be especially rewarding. If in-person work isn’t possible due to health or other limitations, online opportunities can provide a meaningful alternative. There are options that allow you to take control, achieve your goals on your own terms, and create work that fosters integrity, wholeness, and positive impact.

RECOMMENDED CAREER PATH? Five of Swords. Father : Talent for creating and supporting life. Positive guiding light within a tribal unit. The Orator : Communication, Confidence. House Eleven : Friends, Like-Minded Groups, and Humanitarian Beliefs.

This is where Aquarius in the 11th house shows up again, emphasizing work that revolves around innovation, community, and progressive, humanitarian goals. Your path is best when it combines creative problem-solving with social engagement, challenging conventions and promoting positive change. You have a natural talent for communication, leadership, and creating meaningful systems or solutions, often with wit and confidence.

Working with friends, collaborators, or like-minded individuals enhances your impact, and you thrive in environments where you can handle debate or conflict in a morally grounded way. Breaking the status quo and coming out on top while contributing to something larger than yourself is especially fulfilling for you.

Influencer, Content Creator, Digital Educator, Graphic Designer, Video Game Developer, Marketing Strategist, Entrepreneur in Creative or Technological Fields. Inventor, Innovator, Engineer (Software, Aerospace, Environmental, Technology), Scientist, Researcher, Physicist. Educator, Professor, Lecturer. Social Worker, Activist, Humanitarian, Reformer, Community Organizer, Public Speaker. Politician, Policy Advocate.

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— PILE THREE !

BEST WORK ENVIRONMENT? The Devil (Reversed). Escape : Mars in Pisces. Air : Open-Mindedness, Objectivity, and Learning.

Your ideal work environment gives you both freedom and purpose. You thrive in spaces where you can learn, grow, and help others while maintaining control over your own work. There is a sense of release in what you do, as your efforts benefit others even if they aren’t always publicly recognized or glamorous. You succeed best in environments that respect your independence and your ability to reclaim power, allowing you to work hard in a way that creates meaningful impact for yourself and for those around you.

CORE SKILLS OF THE PROFESSION? Six of Wands (Reversed). Strength. The Mouse : Focus, Conservation, Modesty. The Octopus : Skill, Expansion, and Chaos.

This profession requires mental, emotional, and sometimes physical strength. You must be both brave and compassionate, able to navigate chaos while maintaining focus on the bigger picture as well as the smallest details. Modesty, patience, and perseverance are essential, as external recognition for your work may be limited or slow to come.

Success demands intelligence, resourcefulness, and the ability to adapt to complex or unpredictable situations. You are called to work thoughtfully and deliberately, balancing careful planning with flexibility, and to approach challenges with both courage and empathy. Those who thrive here are able to remain grounded, stay aware of the full scope of their responsibilities, and find meaning in the work itself, rather than in outward accolades.

ENERGY DRAINERS OR CHALLENGES? Judgement. Versatility : Sun in Gemini. The Beaver : Persistence, Planning, Creation.

Your energy is challenged by overly chaotic or unstructured environments. Traditional creative arts, like music or painting, may not be fulfilling for you; your creativity expresses itself more through problem-solving, strategy, and logical thinking than through aesthetics. You prefer clear structure and defined tasks over constant multitasking, and you value opportunities to reflect and approach your work thoughtfully rather than being forced into improvisation. A more stable, well-organized environment allows your strengths to shine and your mind to work at its best.

SOURCES OF FULFILLMENT? Six of Cups. Choice : Mars in Libra. The Raccoon : Ingenuity, Disguise, Resourcefulness.

You thrive in work where resourcefulness, ingenuity, and clever problem-solving are rewarded. A bit of autonomy and freedom to make your own choices energizes you, though you prefer to avoid being overburdened with too many tasks. Fulfillment comes from helping others process challenges, find comfort, or heal, and from exercising justice in meaningful ways, supporting those who cannot advocate for themselves. Work that has a moral purpose and allows you to apply practical solutions for the benefit of others is especially satisfying, and you often bring a subtle wit and cleverness to everything you do.

RECOMMENDED CAREER PATH? The Fool (Reversed). Child — Orphan : Independence based on learning to go it alone. Conquering fear of surviving. The Musician : Inspiration, Gratitude. Companion : Loyalty, tenacity, and unselfishness. House Six : Establishing a Foundation, Health, Daily Life, and Practical Details.

You need a career that balances logical, structured work with opportunities to help others in practical, meaningful ways. While spontaneity and adaptability can be strengths, the work should also produce tangible results. You may inspire others not through traditional artistic expression, but through service, guidance, or being a steady, dependable presence. For the musician that came out, you could still have an impact in a similar way, not through a highly artistic career, but by being seen as an inspiration, a guiding light, or someone others feel gratitude toward. The Sixth House strongly influences your career path, emphasizing work, daily routines, service, health, healing, duty, and care for others, including animals. Your ideal work allows you to engage in these areas while making a tangible difference, bringing order, support, and practical solutions to those who need it. Careers connected to service, guidance, care, or justice, such as working with children, orphans, or vulnerable communities, may feel particularly fulfilling. Logic, responsibility, and fact-based problem-solving form the foundation of your path, while your efforts leave a meaningful, lasting impact on those around you.

Doctor, Nurse, Psychiatric Nurse, Pediatric Nurse, Recovery Nurse, Physician, Physical Therapist, Massage Therapist, Occupational Therapist, Spa or Wellness Practitioner, Mental Health Counselor, Therapist, Psychologist, Substance Abuse Counselor, Recovery Coach, Addiction Specialist, Family Therapist, Behavioral Therapist, Rehabilitation Specialist, Hospice Caregiver, Residential Care Supervisor, Crisis Intervention Specialist. Judge, Lawyer, Paralegal, Legal Assistant, Correctional Counselor, Detective, Crime Scene Investigator, Forensic Technician, Animal Control Officer. Social Worker, Child Advocate, CPS Investigator, Foster Care Case Manager, Orphanage Caregiver, Adoption Coordinator, Youth Specialist, School Counselor, Community Outreach Coordinator, Public Health Worker. Veterinarian, Vet Technician, Veterinary Assistant, Animal Nurse, Pet Groomer, Pet Sitter, Dog Walker, Pet Waste Removal Technician, Kennel Attendant, Animal Trainer, Canine Coach, Animal Behaviorist, Animal Shelter Manager, Animal Care Specialist, Zookeeper, Marine Biologist.

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— PILE FOUR !

BEST WORK ENVIRONMENT? Five of Cups. Empathy : Moon in Pisces. Trine : Angelic Support, Harmony, and Perfect Flow.

Your ideal work environment is rooted in empathy, emotional awareness, and spiritual sensitivity. You are deeply attuned to the feelings of others, often prioritizing their emotional needs above your own. This makes you especially suited for work that requires compassion, understanding, and a strong emotional presence.

You may feel drawn to environments where people are processing grief, loss, or major emotional transitions. There is something about this work that feels spiritually aligned, where things flow more naturally and support finds you along the way. You have an intuitive ability to sense the emotional atmosphere of a room or community, allowing you to respond with care, insight, and depth. Work that matters on a soul level, rather than just a practical one, is where you are most fulfilled.

CORE SKILLS OF THE PROFESSION? Four of Pentacles (Reversed). The Vulture : Cycles, Opportunity, Distress. The Zebra : Uniqueness, Expansion, Resistance.

Your skills lie in your ability to nurture while staying practical, grounded, and emotionally steady. The fields best suited to you are often ones others shy away from, whether because they feel uncomfortable, taboo, emotionally intense, or socially stigmatized. This work calls for someone truly unique, generous, and expansive, yet also sensible and realistic.

You have a rare capacity to move through constant cycles of distress without becoming hardened or detached. Again, this came up in another pile with the Four of Pentacles reversed, which I take as this career may involve flexibility around pay and hours rather than being completely set in stone. The Vulture symbolizes comfort with endings, decay, and transformation, and for some, even working closely with death itself. You are able to find meaning and purpose in places others reject or fear, making your work deeply necessary and impactful.

ENERGY DRAINERS OR CHALLENGES? Five of Wands. Two of Swords, Criticism : Mars in Virgo. The Owl : Wisdom, Learning, Transition.

Conflict drains you deeply. Aggression, workplace tension, and unnecessary drama are major energy drainers, and you strongly dislike environments built on competition, criticism, or ego. Being placed in the middle of disputes, forced to take sides, or left without full clarity feels especially exhausting for you.

You prefer calm, predictable structures where information is clear and preparation is possible. Sudden transitions, ongoing chaos, or constant change can feel unsettling, even though you are naturally wise and observant. Routine offers you a sense of safety, and roles that require night work or disrupt your natural rhythm may be particularly challenging. You thrive most in work environments that value steadiness, clarity, and smooth collaboration over conflict or tension.

SOURCES OF FULFILLMENT? Ace of Pentacles. Extremism : Mercury in Scorpio. The Cat : Curiosity, Autonomy, Magic.

Fulfillment for you comes from stability paired with depth. You value having access to resources and feeling materially secure, and abundance or manifestation may come naturally to you. At the same time, you crave intellectual and spiritual intensity, often drawn to subjects others might consider dark, unusual, or extreme. This can include interests in science, the occult, life and death, transformation, or the unseen layers of reality.

You have a deeply curious mind and a unique, original philosophy. Whether your thinking leans more mystical, scientific, or somewhere in between, you approach ideas with depth and penetration. Even if you don’t actively practice esoteric traditions, your creativity and perspective express themselves in ways that feel new, unconventional, and unmistakably yours. There’s a subtle gothic undertone here, an attraction to mystery, shadow, and the deeper truths beneath the surface.

RECOMMENDED CAREER PATH? Ace of Cups. Goddess : The feminine expressed through wisdom, Nature, life force, and sensuality. The Vengeance : Overcoming Slights, A Choice. Uranus : Radical Change.

Your work must involve intuition, emotion, and creative or spiritual expression. You are here to embody wisdom, authenticity, and a deep connection to your inner truth, even when following that truth challenges norms or expectations. This path is about living with openness, compassion, and a quietly powerful presence.

What drives you is not vengeance, but karma, justice, and transformation. You are meant to do the work others cannot or will not do, and to do it with integrity and love. Freedom comes from honoring your intuition and expressing it fully, allowing your creativity and spiritual insight to guide both your work and your impact on the world.

Mortician, Embalmer, Funeral Director, Funeral Cosmetologist, Death Doula, Grief Counselor, Forensic Pathologist, Forensic Scientist, Crime Scene Investigator, Crime Scene Cleaner, Toxicologist, Epidemiologist, Taxidermist. Astrologer, Tarot Reader, Intuitive Consultant, Paranormal Investigator, Parapsychologist, Occult Author, Occult Studies Specialist, Metaphysical Practitioner, Spell Crafter, Ritual Worker, Dream Analyst. Scientist, Chemist, Biochemist, Geneticist, Microbiologist, Environmental Scientist, Researcher in Human Behavior, Data Analyst, Cryptographer, Quantum Physicist. Historian, Archivist, Journalist (Especially Investigative or True Crime), Author/Writer. Risk Analyst, Estate Planner, Forensic Accountant, Investment Analyst, Wealth Manager, Inheritance Lawyer, Behavioral Economist, Asset Manager.

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WHAT’S HAPPENING THIS YEAR? : pick a card.

↳ Hi, here’s an overview of the year you’re asking about. This is a timeless reading, so it isn’t limited to 2026 alone. While I’m still sharing the month-by-month readings, this offers a broader perspective in the meantime and something to reflect on without having to wait for the rest to be released. Thank you for being here, and take care! ♡ᯓ˖

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HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

Please don’t redistribute or edit my content.

MUST READ : MASTERLIST : SOCIALS : DISCORD : KO-FI : ETSY

— PILE ONE !

WHAT ENERGY ARE YOU EMBODYING? Knight of Wands. Five of Cups (Reversed). Warrior : Strength, skill, discipline, and toughness of will. Heroism, stoicism, and self-sacrifice in conquering the ego. The Seahorse : Sacrifice, Caretaking, Rigidity.

This year, you’re stepping into a bold, driven version of yourself. There’s confidence in your movement now, with less hesitation and more action. You’ve already processed past disappointments and reached a place of acceptance, allowing you to move forward with purpose rather than regret. Strength, discipline, and determination define your approach, and you’re far more resilient than you may realize.

That said, there’s a tendency to hold yourself too tightly together. You may take on responsibility not only for your own path but also for the well-being of others around you, or you may be putting a great deal of effort into taking care of yourself. While this comes from loyalty and care, it’s important to watch for rigidity or impulsive decisions that stem from feeling like everything rests on your shoulders. Balance courage with flexibility.

WHAT'S HAPPENING OVERALL? Three of Swords. Page of Cups (Reversed). Discovery : Mercury in Sagittarius. Finger : Warning you of a problem either now or in the new future. Angel : Spiritual guidance. Protection from harm. Miracle.

At the core of this year is emotional healing. There is a sense of heartbreak, loss, or unresolved sadness that can no longer be ignored. Avoidance or emotional numbing won’t work the way it once did, and life is gently but firmly pushing you to grow through it rather than around it.

Expansion and self-discovery become part of the healing process. Through learning, travel, new perspectives, and deeper philosophical or spiritual exploration, you begin to understand yourself differently. Reflection, conversations, ideas, and exposure to new ways of thinking play a powerful role in helping you process what you’ve been through.

You are not unprotected, even during moments when things feel heavy or uncertain. This year carries an important lesson: you cannot shut out pain without also shutting out joy. By allowing yourself to feel fully, you rediscover pleasure, meaning, and emotional clarity, not just for yourself, but in the way you show up for others as well.

SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER. Ring. Book. Dog.

A meaningful commitment to growth and knowledge stands out this year. You are dedicating yourself to learning, whether through healing work and self-study or through a more formal path, such as signing a contract to return to school. Education becomes a tool for grounding and forward movement, helping you deepen both your understanding and your sense of purpose.

Friendship plays an essential role in this process. A loyal, supportive, and educated friend either guides you, opens a door, or walks alongside you as you learn. This person may already be in your life or may appear during the year, but the connection is built on trust, shared understanding, and mutual respect. Through learning and companionship, you strengthen your emotional stability and gain clearer direction.

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— PILE TWO !

WHAT ENERGY ARE YOU EMBODYING? Wheel of Fortune (Reversed). Seven of Swords. Samaritan : Refines your capacity to help those you would prefer to ignore. Zebra : Uniqueness, Expression, Resistance.

This year begins with a heavy sense of resistance. There’s a feeling that circumstances are slipping out of your control, and instead of moving through that discomfort, you may be trying to outmaneuver it by strategizing, overthinking, or quietly resisting what’s unfolding. This does not come from malice, but from fear. Fear of being powerless, fear of being seen, or fear of becoming someone you do not recognize.

You may be placing yourself in cycles where you feel stuck, convincing yourself that if you are clever or careful enough, you can manage every variable. In reality, this only delays progress. Some things simply are not yours to control, especially other people’s actions. There is also a chance you are trying to prove something by becoming someone you are not, sacrificing authenticity to maintain a sense of safety or superiority. Your growth this year asks you to honor your uniqueness without using resistance as armor.

WHAT'S HAPPENING OVERALL? Eight of Swords (Reversed). Six of Cups. Convention : Venus in Capricorn. Lust : Venus in Aries. Boot : Increase your efforts if you want to achieve your goals. Wreath : Sorrow over a loss. Wisdom.

The core lesson of this year is surrender and the freedom that comes with it. The main event is learning to let go of the control you feel you need and to rely more on the present moment and what is tangible. This means releasing unrealistic expectations and rigid time limits placed on yourself or others. Letting go allows you to reclaim your personal power. This is not about giving up, but about choosing where your effort truly belongs.

Relationships play an important role in this process. There may be a romantic connection that brings these lessons to the surface, one that challenges your ideas of control, desire, and permanence. This bond may be intense but temporary, serving more as a catalyst than a lasting presence. It is possible you let go of someone you are currently with, or you come to realize that you cannot fix others or control every situation, no matter how strong the urge. Something is lost, and with that loss may come grief, but it also creates space for clarity, maturity, and growth.

You are encouraged to persevere and to put your energy into what you truly want and what is within your control. Do not lose hope simply because these realizations are difficult. Support and guidance appear through a mature or older figure, either as a person in your life or as wisdom earned through lived experience. Through surrender, you face your fears and find empowerment in the process.

There is a sense of nostalgia here, but it does not trap you. Instead, it becomes a source of comfort and healing. You are able to observe and feel your emotions without losing yourself in them, moving forward without staying stuck in the past. This year ultimately reminds you that healing is not meant to be done alone.

SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER. Child. Sun. Clouds.

Your relationship with joy comes into focus. Confusion around happiness begins to lift, even if pessimism has been lingering and hope has felt distant. Despite these doubts, clarity returns, and success arrives even if you struggle to believe in it at first. Forward movement happens, and it carries you.

Much of this connects back to childhood. Early experiences may have contributed to past issues around control and attachment, and revisiting them with compassion helps you understand yourself more clearly. You are encouraged to reconnect with your inner child by reflecting on the coping mechanisms and behaviors you relied on when you were younger. There is value in how you survived then, and insight can be gained by considering how you would handle those same situations now. Through these memories and patterns, you learn, adapt, and grow.

You may recognize that you once felt stuck in a more childish energy. Now, having grown into a more mature and self-aware version of yourself, you are able to look back without judgment. This year invites you to soften, to be curious, and to allow yourself moments of childlike ease without losing the wisdom you have earned. Joy does not need to be won through struggle. It can be rediscovered through presence, honesty, and gentle self-trust.

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— PILE THREE !

WHAT ENERGY ARE YOU EMBODYING? The Sun (Reversed). Three of Wands. Messiah : Serving humanity with humility. The Hare : Spontaneity, Anxiety, Fear.

There is a mix of forward motion and inner weight surrounding you this year. Anxiety and fear are present, and you may be experiencing a sense of heaviness or low energy. There is a lot of unrealistic expectation or fantasy, and pessimism may creep in when reality does not match your vision. Despite these feelings, there is little time to slow down.

Much of your energy is devoted to others. You may be serving, guiding, or leading people in ways that require humility and self-sacrifice. You are somewhat forced to look ahead and grow, even when you do not feel fully ready. This sense of purpose gives direction, but it can also make it easy to overlook your own emotional needs. Spontaneity wants to surface, yet fear and anxiety often interrupt it.

WHAT'S HAPPENING OVERALL? Three of Cups (Reversed). Ten of Wands. Submission : Venus in Pisces. Dagger : Fear, worries, tense situations. Haystack : Karma—you will reap what you have sown. Grief.

This year carries the feeling of emotional and social strain. Again, you have a burden or responsibility that may already be part of your life. It is burning you out, and you may feel like you can barely keep up with all the obligations. This could relate to your career, social life, or personal life in general. You may be turning only to yourself while neglecting your own needs, and it is difficult to take care of everything alone.

There is a strong tendency to retreat inward while still carrying heavy obligations, creating the illusion that you can manage everything by yourself. Social shyness or purposely leaving yourself out can deepen isolation. Be mindful of your surroundings and the people you confide in, as not every environment is supportive of your well-being.

Grief and emotional heaviness play an important role this year, not necessarily in a dramatic sense, but as something that requires acknowledgment and time. Healing requires allowing yourself to feel sadness without fear. Avoiding connection altogether or failing to take action toward loving others only keeps the cycle repeating. Honoring your pain opens the door to love again, even if it does not arrive immediately. What you invest emotionally this year matters deeply, and what you ignore will ask to be seen again later.

SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER. Woman. Clover. Key.

A key source of light appears through feminine energy. If you are a woman, this is specifically about you. You are a charming, magnetic, and captivating person, and you are given the opportunity to finally experience a stroke of luck and find happiness in your life and within yourself through this. 

If you are not a woman, or simply do not resonate with what was said, take this message as well. It points to a woman in your life who acts as a guide, support system, or catalyst for change. This could be a friend, mother, or lover; the nature of the relationship matters less than the role she plays. She helps you recognize your worth and shows you an easier, more joyful way forward. You might even view her as your own little lucky charm in an affectionate way.

This year does not ask you to carry everything forever. It asks you to notice where relief, kindness, and opportunity already exist and to allow yourself to take them.

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— PILE FOUR !

WHAT ENERGY ARE YOU EMBODYING? Page of Swords (Reversed). The Lovers (Reversed). Avenger : Desire to balance the scales of justice. Righteousness on behalf of society or oneself. The Bee : Community, Work, Harmony.

Right now, your energy feels guarded and closed off. This energy is blocked from others, and you may not be allowing yourself to fully receive other people’s presence or emotional input. There can be moments of cynicism or feeling mentally scattered, and at the very least, there is an imbalance between you, others, and the choices you are making. High standards and strong opinions are present, but they may be working against you rather than serving you.

There is a strong sense of justice here. You care deeply about fairness and are willing to defend yourself and others when something feels off. At times, this can come across as being overly selective or setting expectations that are difficult for others to meet. You may be showing up consistently when it comes to work, duty, or responsibility, yet holding back emotionally in your relationships. This lack of emotional openness creates distance and can block connection, whether with someone already in your life or a potential interest trying to come in.

Despite this, you are needed within your work and community. Your presence, skills, and voice matter, but they cannot fully land if you remain closed off. You may be doing the work on the surface while withholding the emotional exchange that allows relationships and collaboration to grow. Love and partnership feel stalled not because they are unavailable, but because your current situation and guardedness are keeping them at a distance.

WHAT'S HAPPENING OVERALL? Three of Cups. Six of Cups (Reversed). Enthusiasm : Sun in Sagittarius. Flirtation : Venus in Sagittarius. Seahorse : Family matters. Carriage : A journey, either physical or mental. Dark man : Dealings or relationship with a man with dark complexion or hair. Discovery.

This year brings a shift toward reconnection, socially, emotionally, and geographically. Community, friendship, and shared experiences become important again, paired with a strong need to release the past. Independence grows as you stop defining yourself by old roles, old environments, or outdated emotional patterns.

There is something here about leaving the place you are currently in. For many people, this points to a literal move, not just to a nearby city, but to a completely different area, state, country, or province. This change of environment helps you come back into yourself and reconnect with others. As you focus more fully on your own independence and well-being, you realize that your challenges were never truly about other people, but about internal or mental disruption. With that clarity, you find peace within yourself and become more open again.

For others, this move or shift is tied to a romantic situation. You may be moving toward someone or relocating with them, carrying the feeling of escaping a restrictive or toxic family dynamic in order to build something happier and more authentic. This romantic figure may present as a man with darker features, or he may simply represent an important male presence in your life, such as a partner, friend, or family member who plays a significant role during this transition. You will likely know which version of this story applies to you.

Whether physical or emotional, a journey stands out strongly. It is a period of discovery on both a mental and physical level. You are questioning whether your current situation truly makes you happy and whether it supports you long-term. This process will not be easy, but it is necessary for your growth.

If you do not see yourself changing where you live, you are still creating distance from people or environments that doubt or drain you. Family does not have to be defined solely by blood. This year encourages you to choose connection, belonging, and support on your own terms, and to build a life that reflects who you are becoming rather than who you once had to be.

Another thing I wanted to mention: a very similar energy and storyline came up in the last reading on my account. There’s no pressure to check it out, but it might help clarify a few things if you’d like. CLICK HERE, PILE FOUR!

SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER. Ship. House. Man.

Movement around home and belonging is unavoidable. Again, this points to moving away from tradition and leaving home. Long-distance travel is strongly indicated, suggesting a significant shift rather than a small or temporary change. A man plays an important role in this transition, whether as a partner, family member, or key support figure who helps initiate or solidify this move.

For most, this feels less like being pushed away and more like moving toward something meaningful. There is a strong sense of going to be with someone, rather than simply leaving something behind. This man appears as a central figure in the story, often representing the destination itself or the reason the journey becomes possible. His presence brings direction and purpose to the change.

This story is about choosing a new direction even when it disrupts expectations. You are not running away; you are moving toward something that aligns with who you are now. The outcome is not chaos, but clarity, freedom, and a life that feels more honestly your own.

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JANUARY THROUGH MARCH : pick a card.

↳ Hello, everyone! This reading covers the first three months of the year and is timeless, so there’s no need to worry about when you’re reading it. We’ll be looking at January, February, and March, along with the overall energy and some advice.

You’re welcome to choose different piles for each month and piece the messages together in your own way. However, I feel this reading is meant for a smaller, specific audience, and the messages flow best when taken together. Trust your intuition.

Happy New Year to you all, and I’m wishing you the very best.

HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

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— PILE ONE !

JANUARY. Wheel of Fortune. Principle : Jupiter in Sagittarius.

January opens with a major shift in direction, marked by fate, timing, and a change in personal philosophy. This feels less like sudden chaos and more like a turning point that rearranges your understanding of where you’re headed. A belief, guiding principle, or long-held outlook is challenged, prompting you to reconsider what truly aligns with your growth. There may be a sense of being called toward something broader, new ideas, new perspectives, or a deeper truth that changes how you view your path. This month sets events into motion that cannot be reversed, only responded to.

FEBRUARY. Eight of Cups. Birth : Venus in Cancer.

February brings the emotional response to January’s realization. This is a conscious decision to walk away from something still meaningful, whether relationships, roles, or environments rooted in comfort or emotional history. The energy here is tender rather than abrupt, emphasizing the difficulty of leaving what once felt like home. There is a strong theme of emotional truth, choosing what nourishes your future over what once sustained you. This can reflect letting go of people or attachments with love, not resentment, in order to find deeper fulfillment and authenticity.

MARCH. Five of Swords (Reversed). Achievement : Sun in Capricorn.

By March, the focus shifts to resolution and integrity. Conflicts begin to dissolve, not because they were “won,” but because continuing them no longer feels necessary. This month highlights moral clarity, compromise, and the decision to stop engaging in power struggles or ego-driven dynamics. There may also be a sense of responsibility, such as acting as an example, choosing peace, or upholding your values quietly rather than loudly. Closure comes through restraint, maturity, and knowing when to lay down the sword.

OVERALL ENERGY? Seven of Pentacles (Reversed). Knight of Cups. Five of Wands. Inspiration : Mercury in Pisces. Enlightenment.

The overall message speaks to recognizing where effort is no longer yielding growth. Despite time, care, or emotional investment, some situations simply cannot evolve further. The Knight of Cups reminds you to continue leading with creativity, intuition, and emotional truth, but to do so selectively. The Five of Wands reflects ongoing tension or competition around you, reinforcing the need to trust your inner vision rather than external noise. The insight you’re seeking is already known; you are simply being asked to face it honestly.

ADVICE? Create Art. The Fool. The Spider and Passionflower : Creative Ingenuity. Self Worth.

The advice is to begin again without fear. Create art, express yourself, and allow curiosity to guide you forward. You are encouraged to solve challenges in unconventional ways, trusting your patience and ingenuity rather than force. Most importantly, this pile emphasizes self-worth, releasing the need to prove your value to others and relying instead on inner knowing. Leaving others behind may be necessary, not as rejection, but as an act of alignment with your highest good.

How can I overcome an obstacle using my talents?

When have I solved a problem using my ingenuity in the past?

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JANUARY. Two of Cups. Exaltation : Moon in Taurus.

January centers on connection, partnership, and mutual agreement, particularly around shared values and security. This can reflect a relationship, romantic, business, or familial, built on trust and reciprocity, or the coming together of two aligned interests. There is emphasis on material stability and emotional safety, suggesting that bonds formed or highlighted this month may involve finances, shared resources, home, or creative ventures that can become profitable. However, the energy also carries a caution against becoming overly attached to comfort, possessions, or the idea of security itself, which could quietly undermine balance if not handled consciously.

FEBRUARY. The Lovers (Reversed). Adaptability : Moon in Gemini.

February introduces tension and misalignment within these connections. What initially felt mutual may reveal cracks through miscommunication, conflicting values, or avoidance of responsibility. Important conversations, especially with close relatives or siblings, come to the forefront, and mental restlessness may make it difficult to feel grounded. This month asks for honest self-reflection, examining where choices were made out of habit rather than truth, and where values may no longer match actions. The Lovers reversed signals a moment of reckoning, urging clarity, accountability, and wiser decisions rather than emotional avoidance.

MARCH. Eight of Swords. Criticism : Mars in Virgo. Defense : Mars in Taurus.

By March, the strain culminates in a feeling of being trapped or powerless. This sense of restriction is largely mental, shaped by self-criticism, external expectations, or fear of making the wrong move. There may be pressure tied to responsibility, work, or service to others, alongside defensiveness around what you value most. This month highlights how overanalyzing, perfectionism, or constant self-judgment can deepen paralysis. The cards suggest that while circumstances feel binding, agency still exists, and reclaiming it begins by questioning the inner narrative rather than the external situation alone.

OVERALL ENERGY? Ten of Swords. The Hierophant (Reversed). Six of Pentacles (Reversed). Assertion : Sun in Aries. Quest.

The overall energy points to a painful ending linked to betrayal, imbalance, or deep exhaustion, especially in situations where power dynamics or unequal exchanges were left unaddressed. Something has reached its limit and can no longer be sustained. This highlights the rejection of outdated structures, roles, or expectations that required conformity at the expense of authenticity. It also reinforces themes of conditional support, unfair giving, or being placed in positions of dependence or obligation. Together, these signals point to a decisive separation from circumstances where generosity, loyalty, or effort were taken advantage of rather than respected.

Despite the weight of this ending, the energy carries strong inner resolve. There is courage in facing the truth directly, even when it is uncomfortable. Moving forward requires self-determination, clear boundaries, and the willingness to act decisively when clarity is reached. This is about reclaiming authority over your path and no longer allowing others’ expectations to dictate your choices. The journey is internal, rooted in the bravery to see clearly and respond with integrity.

ADVICE? Ground Yourself. The World. The Snail and Huckleberry : Trust in the Invisible, Discover.

Ground yourself. Completion is possible, but only if you remain present and rooted. A cycle is ready to close fully, bringing a sense of wholeness instead of lingering unrest.

Trust in unseen support and subtle guidance. Progress may feel slow, but perseverance and faith in your intuition will pay off.

The final message emphasizes commitment: face the facts without avoidance, look beyond appearances, and carry this journey through to completion. True fulfillment comes from seeing the process all the way to the end, no matter how challenging it may seem at first.

When have I benefited from trusting in subtle clues?

How can I look beyond appearances toward deeper meaning?

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JANUARY. Ten of Cups (Reversed). Detachment : Venus in Aquarius.

January highlights emotional distance within the home or close relationships. What once symbolized fulfillment or belonging now feels fractured, detached, or misaligned. There may be a sense of living parallel lives rather than truly sharing one, or of loving someone while no longer feeling emotionally present with them. There is a tone of principled detachment, choosing emotional space not out of cruelty, but out of the recognition that connection cannot be forced. This month may also reflect unconventional relationship dynamics or agreements that prioritize freedom and individual truth over traditional togetherness.

FEBRUARY. Ace of Swords. Affair : Venus in Leo.

February brings clarity. Building on last month, you are guided to see who is truly worth your time and energy and who is not, and who shows their love in family or friendship. A truth is spoken, realized, or acted upon, cutting through emotional confusion. This may appear as a mental breakthrough, a new idea, or a decisive conversation that reshapes how you view a relationship, a creative path, or your sense of self. The energy encourages renewed inspiration, possibly through a passionate interest, artistic drive, or even a dramatic love or creative project that reawakens confidence. This month emphasizes reclaiming your voice, vision, and personal truth after a period of emotional stagnation.

MARCH. Three of Cups. Endurance : Sun in Scorpio.

By March, the energy shifts toward reconnection, celebration, and shared joy. Friendships, community, and social gatherings become sources of support, helping restore emotional balance. However, the undertone of endurance and self-control suggests that this joy follows effort, not avoidance. You may be navigating intense internal change while outwardly engaging with others. The celebrations here are not frivolous; they mark survival, renewal, and the willingness to move forward despite emotional depth or past strain. After realizing two months ago who was bringing you down, now in March you are in your right community.

OVERALL ENERGY? Six of Swords. Four of Wands. Six of Wands. Companionship : Moon in Libra. Joy.

The overall message reflects a transition toward stability and recognition. It marks a deliberate shift away from emotional turbulence toward a calmer, more supportive environment. This process brings a renewed sense of belonging, whether through chosen community, home, or shared celebration. Success comes not just through external acknowledgment, but through the quiet triumph of choosing peace. Companionship is important, highlighting partnerships or environments designed for security, beauty, and balance rather than emotional chaos. Joy arises through release, not numbness. When you let go of expectations for how things should feel, it flows naturally and draws the right support to you. This energy also encourages creative projects and goals, advancing them by attracting the right people rather than forcing results.

ADVICE? Write a Gratitude List. Page of Cups (Reversed). The Crow and Dogwood : Intelligence (Reversed). Insecurity. Acceptance.

Focus on tending to emotional insecurities and inner-child wounds rather than avoiding them. True growth comes from emotional honesty and maturity.

Pay attention to feelings of self-doubt or imposter syndrome, and remind yourself that your intelligence, strength, and achievements are real and earned.

The overall guidance emphasizes courage, acceptance, and personal growth. Step into a larger version of yourself with confidence, knowing you are supported, protected, and fully capable of moving forward with greater self-esteem and clarity.

What am I knowledgeable about?

What are my creative or professional goals, and how can I accomplish them?

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JANUARY. The Magician (Reversed). Impulsiveness : Mars in Aries.

January opens with a warning around misused power, blurred intentions, or manipulation, whether from others or through self-deception. Talents, skills, or influence may be present but misdirected, suppressed, or used impulsively rather than with clarity. There is a sense of urgency that can lead to reactive decisions, competitive dynamics, or situations that demand courage while risking rash action. This month emphasizes the importance of discerning truth from illusion and recognizing where impulsiveness could undermine long-term integrity or well-being.

FEBRUARY. Five of Cups. Drama : Mercury in Leo.

February brings emotional loss, disappointment, or grief. Something that was hoped for fails to materialize as expected, prompting a period of mourning or emotional reckoning. Feelings may be processed through heightened expression, storytelling, or creative outlets, and there may be connections that briefly distract from the deeper grief without fully resolving it. This month asks for honest acknowledgment of loss rather than minimizing, bypassing, or masking what is being felt.

MARCH. Seven of Swords. Convention : Venus in Capricorn.

March reveals what has been hidden. Deception, secrecy, or strategic behavior comes into focus, particularly in relationships shaped by duty, status, or external expectations. Some connections may be rooted in obligation or influence rather than genuine emotional reciprocity. This month calls for heightened awareness: motives matter, and not everything presented is genuine. It may involve distancing yourself from dishonest dynamics or reclaiming personal agency through careful withdrawal rather than direct confrontation.

OVERALL ENERGY? Queen of Swords (Reversed). Eight of Swords. Nine of Wands. Defense : Mars in Taurus. Grief.

The overall energy reflects mental entrapment shaped by bitterness, mistrust, or harsh internal dialogue. There may be a sense of being both wounded and defensive, guarded but exhausted. Fear and self-doubt can amplify feelings of powerlessness, yet resilience remains despite fatigue. This is the final stretch before release, requiring persistence and self-protection without hardening into cynicism. The energy of defense here is not aggression, but the preservation of what truly matters.

Grief is acknowledged as a refining force rather than a breaking point. Deep care and emotional depth remain intact despite pain or betrayal. Smooth sailing is promised ahead, but only after fully processing the hurt instead of bypassing it.

ADVICE? Nourish Your Temple. Eight of Pentacles. The Deer and Oat : Healing. The Snake and Fern : Starting Over (Reversed). Expansion.

Focus on nourishing yourself. Pay attention to your body, mind, and spirit through mindful effort and committed self-care. This is not about productivity, but about cultivating self-respect and well-being.

Rest, moderation, and gentleness are essential for recovery after sustained emotional strain. Allow yourself time to recover and rebuild energy.

Growth may require letting go of old patterns, relationships, or identities that no longer serve you. Vulnerability is part of this renewal, not a weakness, and facing necessary endings is key to moving forward.

Life is shifting away from outdated relational patterns. Some connections will naturally fall away as new, more aligned people enter your world. Support now comes from those who match your frequency of growth and upliftment. Trust your intuition and seek companions who honor healing, honesty, and expansion rather than dynamics based on survival alone.

What nourishes my soul?

How do I rest and recharge?

Can I grow by returning to my point of origin?

Who or what protects me when I shed my skin and become vulnerable?

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WHO’S COMING NEXT IN LOVE? : Pick a Card.

↳ Hello, and happy Valentine’s Day to everyone! Wishing you a joyful and safe day. This reading explores what’s coming next in love, the energy and dynamic, their personality, how and possibly when you may meet, and the potential of the connection. Have a wonderful day. ♡ᯓ˖

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HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

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— PILE ONE !

ENERGY & DYNAMIC? Nine of Pentacles. Five of Cups. The Moon : Satisfy Emotional Needs, Nurture Self and Others. Indecision : Venus in Libra. Confessions : Unveiling, Coming Clean, Messages.

This connection carries the energy of someone you likely already know, or at least someone who doesn’t feel unfamiliar. There’s a sense of history here: unfinished feelings, unspoken thoughts, or an emotional thread that never fully dissolved.

You’re intrigued by them, but hesitant. You may be keeping your distance because your heart has been bruised recently, or because you can’t quite read their intentions yet.

At first glance, this person appears put-together, independent, and self-sufficient. They value stability and take pride in what they’ve achieved on their own. But beneath that composed exterior sits unprocessed grief or disappointment. This is someone who’s experienced loss, romantic or otherwise, and hasn’t fully healed from it.

There’s a quiet, secret-admirer energy here. They may watch from a distance, resurface unexpectedly, or show up at random moments. Progress feels slow overall, but when it happens, it feels sudden, like something long held back finally spilling out. Confessions, honest messages, or coming clean play a big role in this connection.

THEIR PERSONALITY? The Devil. Strength. Exorcist : Freeing Yourself and Others of Destructive Impulses. House One : Individuality, Self-Image, and Approach to Life. Escape : Mars in Pisces.

This person is intense, passionate, and at times deeply conflicted. They may wrestle with control issues, unhealthy attachments, or old coping mechanisms, but they’re actively trying to break free from them. Strength here points to real inner courage and self-awareness. They’re learning how to confront their shadows instead of letting them run the show.

They want to be better, not just for you, but for themselves. There’s a strong desire to please others, to heal, and even to protect, though they can sometimes sacrifice too much of themselves in the process.

There’s also a more reckless, spontaneous side to them. They may literally enjoy partying, or simply carry that adventurous, impulsive energy that often ends up working against them. It feels learned, picked up from the people around them, rather than something that comes naturally. At times, they may lean into this version of themselves to seem cool or to fit in, and they could be somewhat dependent on that image, even when it does more harm than good.

At their core, they’re redefining who they are and how they show up in the world. They’re learning how to be unique in a way that isn’t destructive, and how to express themselves without losing or hurting themselves in the process.

HOW & WHEN? The Tower. Six of Swords (Reversed). House Two : Physical Security, Possessions, Material Values, and Self-Worth. Achievement : Sun in Capricorn. Frying Pan : Trouble, Accusations.

Timing here is less about a specific date and more about circumstance. This connection is triggered when stability is questioned, especially around self-worth, money, or physical security. When pressure hits and something starts to feel like it’s falling apart, truth follows.

This tends to unfold during periods of upheaval, when things feel chaotic or out of your control. A sudden event, emotional collapse, or external disruption creates movement here. Someone may return when they should have already moved on, or resurface after avoiding difficult conversations. In some cases, this could be an acquaintance, friend, or even a situationship or family member where unresolved tension has been left hanging.

A key theme here is the threat or loss of physical security. Just when it feels like you’ve reached the finish line, like you finally have it all figured out, something knocks the foundation out from under you and forces a restart. It can feel unfair or jarring, but this isn’t punishment. It’s a redirection, pushing you to rebuild on more honest, stable ground.

CONNECTION & POTENTIAL? Four of Pentacles. Seven of Cups (Reversed). Water : Spirituality, Emotion, Intuition, and Compassion.  Companionship : Moon in Libra. Lightning : Control Your Anger or You Will Be Sorry. Hopeless : Sinking, Despair, Falling Apart.

This bond is intense, emotional, and carefully guarded. Both of you may hold on tightly, driven by fear of losing control, and fear of being hurt again.

Confusion does clear over time, but not effortlessly. There is real companionship and emotional intimacy here, but this connection comes with strong lessons. Anger, possessiveness, or emotional overwhelm could cause breaks, pauses, or setbacks if left unaddressed.

This relationship has the potential to endure, but only if both people are willing to confront their shadows, set clear boundaries, and take responsibility for their emotions. Don’t let anyone walk over you or take control of your life.

It’s not an easy love, but it’s far from hopeless.

Above all, this connection teaches you about boundaries, self-worth, and what it truly means to love without losing yourself. Even if it doesn’t last forever, it appears for a reason. — If you enjoyed this reading, please consider leaving a tip or booking a reading. Apologies for the promotion, it can be hard to gain traction. Thank you for your support!

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ENERGY & DYNAMIC? Knight of Wands (Reversed). Six of Cups (Reversed). Cardinal : Instigation, Bravery, and a Pioneering Spirit. Criticism : Mars in Virgo. Chemistry : Attraction, Spark, Passion. 

This connection carries the energy of someone unusual and a little challenging. There’s undeniable chemistry and spark, but it’s not the type of love you’re used to; it might push you slightly out of your comfort zone.

At first, they may seem slow-moving, unpredictable, or even a bit arrogant, but that tension is part of the attraction. This person challenges your expectations and invites growth through novelty, adventure, and new experiences. They may be moving toward independence, leaving home, or figuring out life on their own, which gives off a slightly youthful, exploratory energy.

You might be overly critical at first, noticing chaos or imperfections and judging them harshly. They may not always look put together, and their efforts can come across as clumsy or even charmingly goofy. But as you learn about their background, drive, and intentions, you start to see depth beneath the surface.

This connection is slow to grow, different from what you’re used to, and not perfect, but it carries heart, learning, and the potential for meaningful transformation.

THEIR PERSONALITY? Four of Swords (Reversed). Page of Pentacles. Bully: Highlights Your Tendency to Intimidate Others. Helps You Confront the Inner Fears That Bully You. Trine : Angelic Support, Harmony, and Perfect Flow. Charity : Saturn in Cancer. Enthusiasm : Sun in Sagittarius.

At their core, this person is ambitious and grounded, with a diligent, dependable side that sometimes hides behind a restless, fiery exterior. They may have gone through periods of burnout or isolation, but now they’re emerging with confidence, enthusiasm, and a readiness to take risks, whether in love or in pursuing goals. Think of them as a heroic lover, someone who can, and will, sweep you off your feet. They are curious, goal-oriented, and often have a plan for everything, including their personal and professional life.

They might be in school, pursuing a career, or simply exploring life with intention. While they can come across as intimidating at first, perhaps due to a stern tone, resting serious expression, or black-and-white thinking about justice and fairness, it’s not negative. Underneath, they have a genuine desire to help others and are a bright, uplifting presence when they feel comfortable.

They crave adventure, new experiences, and opportunities to learn alongside you. This person may come from a different culture, country, or background, bringing a broad, philosophical, and adventurous worldview that encourages both of you to grow. They can flirt, tease, and ignite passion, but they are also capable of deep loyalty and commitment as the connection develops.

HOW & WHEN? The Empress. Death. Fire : Confidence, Optimism, Passion, and Bravery. Flirtation : Venus in Sagittarius. Ring : A Marriage Will Take Place, Either Romantic or Business. Tankard : Celebration, Fun, Enjoyment.

This bond balances excitement with stability. While the initial attraction is fiery and passionate, the long-term potential is grounded in dependability, loyalty, and structure. They can offer support, protection, and a steady hand, provided both of you navigate challenges with patience and understanding.

Expect this person to appear during moments of change, transformation, or adventure, not in routine spaces. Think travel, parties, social events, or even online connections that eventually meet in person. Their arrival may feel sudden or serendipitous, like a spark in the midst of personal evolution. Timing is tied to transitions: endings of old cycles, new beginnings, and personal growth.

For some of you, you meet online. You talk, grow close, and eventually meet in person. This may be your first physical meeting, but you may have already built a connection before that. In some cases, you might already be dating online at that point and taking bigger steps, like moving in together. It can feel a little impulsive, but it’s your choice.

One thing in common is they are definitely immediately flirtatious and charming, even if it’s not on purpose. They could be a fire sign or just very passionate.

CONNECTION & POTENTIAL? Knight of Pentacles. The Emperor. Fixed : Stability, Persistence, Loyalty, and Dependability.  Fulfillment : Saturn in Sagittarius. Mountain Road : You Are on the Road to Success. Return : Second Chance, Opportunity, Making Amends. Longing : Craving, Aching, Wanting.

This bond blends excitement and stability. While the initial attraction is fiery and passionate, the long-term potential is grounded in dependability, loyalty, and structure. They can offer protection, support, and a steady hand, especially if both of you are willing to navigate challenges together. It may feel like a second chance at something meaningful, an opportunity to grow both emotionally and spiritually.

This connection is adventurous, passionate, and deeply fulfilling, but it asks for patience, adaptability, and a willingness to step outside familiar territory. Over time, this person grows into a strong, protective, and reliable presence, someone you can truly lean on. The energy shifts from playful, flirtatious interactions to a more grounded, authoritative presence. While I hesitate to use the term, it carries a certain “daddy” energy, not necessarily tied to gender, but expressed through masculine action, stability, and responsibility.

You might have periods of physical separation, especially if you met online, but this only strengthens the bond. The longing between you deepens, and the connection encourages reconciliation with greater commitment. They are hardworking, loyal, and fully invested in you, making this a relationship designed to last and grow over time.

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— PILE THREE !

ENERGY & DYNAMIC? Two of Cups (Reversed). Seven of Wands. Yin : Intuition, Trust, Patience, Spirituality, and Receptivity. Authority : Mars in Capricorn. Intuition : Heart Song, Telepathy, Inner knowing. 

This connection begins with tension rather than instant harmony. There’s a feeling of separation, imbalance, or emotional distance at first. Either one of you is coming out of a breakup, or both of you have been dating, exploring options, and realizing that nothing quite fits.

Boundaries matter immediately here. This isn’t a love that rushes in; it forms through contrast, restraint, and discernment. One or both of you may feel like the “odd one out,” standing your ground, protecting your emotional territory, or refusing to settle for something that doesn’t feel right.

Strong intuitive energy surrounds this connection. There may be an unspoken knowing between you: telepathic, instinctive, and hard to explain. Logic doesn’t lead the way here; your body and intuition do. You’ll feel what’s right long before you’re able to define it.

This person often holds authority or responsibility. There’s a protector undertone, someone who steps in when needed, but intuition is required so the connection doesn’t slip into obligation or a rescuer dynamic. This love finds you when support is necessary, not when everything is easy.

THEIR PERSONALITY? Three of Cups. The World. Warrior : Strength, Skill, Discipline, and Toughness of Will. Heroism, Stoicism, and Self-Sacrifice in Conquering the Ego. Taurus : Trust, Patience, and Sensuality. Status : Jupiter in Taurus.

At their core, this person is highly accomplished, social, and grounded. They move comfortably in group settings and are well-respected in their circles, always orienting themselves toward long-term success and stability. They’ve worked hard to reach a sense of completion or status, valuing quality of life and often possessing refined or even extravagant tastes.

Again, provider energy is strong here. They take immense pride in building a secure life and offering a solid foundation. This person doesn't just want to provide emotional support; they want to offer you a home within themselves and a physical house to match. They are very earthy, a natural "money maker" who prioritizes your comfort and security above all else.

There is a deep sense of stoicism here. They have learned how to endure quietly, managing their emotions with control rather than impulsivity. While they are successful and might even seem "lucky" in their career, perhaps coming from a wealthy background or building it steadily themselves, they rely deeply on a sense of belonging, routine, and patience.

Professionally, they often deal with accountability and structure. You might find them working as a lawyer or attorney, or perhaps in finance or a field dealing with contracts and money. Ultimately, they are steady, intentional, and deeply committed to both the material and emotional well-being of those they love.

HOW & WHEN? The Hermit (Reversed). Justice. Fixed : Stability, Persistence, Loyalty, and Dependability. Harmony : Sun in Libra. Fair Man : Dealings or Relationship with a Man with Blonde, Gray, or White Hair. Dagger : Fear, Worries, Tense Situations. Mule : Someone Is Extremely Stubborn and Unwilling to Change.

This person enters your life just as you’re stepping back into the world, perhaps after a period of isolation, burnout, or emotional withdrawal. At first, the connection feels practical rather than romantic. It arises through work, contracts, professional circles, or shared obligations.

You might meet them as a coworker, encounter them during their work, or at a professional event. For some, you may even be their client. There’s a sense of an unspoken pact between you, as if they are guiding you through a tense or challenging situation.

Justice plays a central role in this connection. Truth, fairness, and accountability shape how things unfold. If you are facing a difficult or stressful circumstance, this person may step in to advocate for you or protect your interests. They are persistent and determined when it comes to seeing things through and ensuring fairness.

For those attracted to men, they may have lighter features, such as fair skin or hair that is blonde, gray, or white. They carry an older, wiser energy, giving them an air of experience and reliability.

CONNECTION & POTENTIAL? Page of Cups (Reversed). King of Pentacles (Reversed). The Moon : Satisfy Emotional Needs, Nurture Self, and Other. Empathy : Moon in Pisces. Tortoise : Slowly but Surely Getting Ahead. Angel : Spiritual Guidance. Protection from Harm. Trapped : Stuck, Tied Down, Captive.

This bond is very much a work in progress. Emotionally, both sides may feel constrained by circumstances, responsibilities, or inner fears. One person may struggle with vulnerability, while the other leans too heavily into control or material security. This other person may be divorced. 

There is protection around this connection. Progress is slow but steady, guided by a sense that you are not meant to rush. The connection may begin intensely, then slow as real life intervenes. Timing and conditions need to align before it can fully unfold.

Patience, emotional honesty, and clear boundaries determine where this goes. The feeling of being tied down does not come from the connection itself but from the situations you both are navigating. For those who meet as clients, it may take time, and deeper developments are only appropriate later.

This pace allows for growth and learning together, ensuring that when the connection becomes serious, it is built on trust, understanding, and a solid foundation rather than haste.

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— PILE FOUR !

ENERGY & DYNAMIC? Ten of Cups (Reversed). Three of Pentacles. Libra : Consideration, Fairness, and Harmony. Caution : Mercury in Virgo. Conflicted : Decisions, Hot and Cold, Multiple Choices.

This connection brings complicated, unconventional, or situational energy. At first, it may feel conflicted or tangled, as if timing, family, or outside circumstances are getting in the way. There is potential for emotional fulfillment, but it does not arrive without thought, patience, and careful navigation. Someone could appear through a setup, social circle, or shared community rather than traditional paths.

It calls to mind Romeo and Juliet, families clashing, and a willingness to run away together. You may have options already lined up for you, such as parents who chose a partner for you or encouraged you to seek a certain type of person. If this does not apply to you, it may apply to them, but often it affects both sides.

Even if this is not an arranged situation, the connection may feel heavy and restrictive. You are drawn toward this new, compelling option—your person—but feel held back by tradition, family expectations, or past arrangements. Friends may be supportive, yet the weight of previous setups or obligations can make the path feel blocked.

THEIR PERSONALITY? The Hierophant. Page of Cups (Reversed). Servant : Delight in Serving Others with a Free and Loving Heart. House Four : Cultural and Family Roots, Home, Peace and Comfort. Risk : Saturn in Aries. Submission : Venus in Pisces.

This person blends tradition and care with a hint of vulnerability or insecurity. They may value conventional roles, social norms, or spiritual frameworks, yet they are also capable of deep compassion, devotion, and service to others. There may be stubbornness or resistance to change on either side, and expectations of loyalty, sacrifice, or emotional dedication run strong. However, I do not feel this is their true self; deep down, it seems more like a mask covering the untraditional things they feel and resonate with.

They may identify outside traditional molds, exploring queer or unique expressions of love that go against what was taught for both of you. There is a warmth and nurturing quality to them, but it is paired with carefulness and deliberation. They think before they act, especially when emotions, family, or commitments are involved.

I sense they were once, or perhaps still are, in the energy of a caged bird, but the door is open. Nothing truly stops them from expressing themselves and moving beyond feeling trapped, yet they are so accustomed to submission or playing the victim that they do not always recognize it. There is a sense of martyrdom, and they may have grown up very religiously, which contributed to this restriction. Even now, they may retain spiritual or religious beliefs, but they are relearning and reshaping them in ways that make sense to who they are becoming.

HOW & WHEN? Queen of Cups. The Emperor. House Seven : Profound Relationships, Intimacy, and Romantic Partnerships. Idealism : Sun in Aquarius. Heart : Love, Deep Affection, and Caring. Fair Woman : Dealings or Relationship with a Woman with Blonde, Gray, or White Hair.

Expect this connection in moments that require discernment and careful timing. They may enter your life through social networks, mutual friends, or even online spaces. The relationship may involve cycles of waiting, observation, or gradual trust-building, especially if family dynamics or outside opinions play a role. This will come when you start taking action from your own good, taking risks, dreaming big, not letting expectations hold you down.

Love here comes with structure and guidance, but it is also flexible enough to allow for innovation and eccentricity. This person can teach you about balance, patience, and unconventional pathways to intimacy. Once you both move beyond restrictions, they reveal themselves as a disciplined and protective partner. The connection is deeply romantic and intimate, but it can involve a learning curve. They embrace eccentricity freely and challenge traditional gender roles. Their love is profound and unwavering.

If you are attracted to women, this could be a woman with lighter hair or skin, such as blonde, gray, or white. I feel that many people drawn to this pile may identify as bisexual or lesbian.

CONNECTION & POTENTIAL? Page of Swords. Ten of Cups. Square : A Challenging Situation, and a Mountain to Climb. Quarrel : Mars in Cancer. Scales : Keep Your Life in Balance. Grapes : Time to Go Out and Have Fun. Moon : Changes in Your Life. Time : Waiting, Cycles, Moments.

This bond holds deep potential for fulfillment and emotional stability, even if it begins rocky. Harmony can be achieved through attentiveness, clear communication, and a willingness to navigate challenges together. Outsider interference or family tension may need to be managed, but the connection can stabilize into a warm, supportive, and deeply affectionate partnership. Timing matters, patience is essential, and openness to nontraditional expressions of love will allow this person and this relationship to fully emerge.

I do not know who you are, but this energy comes through in all of my readings. There is a recurring theme of leaving family behind and running away with a lover, and it has appeared multiple times.

This bond reflects a balance between excitement and calm. You can enjoy life together, have fun, and explore the world, yet also find peace and stability when alone. There is a duality in the connection that is in harmony. In earlier readings, the Ten of Cups appeared reversed, and now it shows upright. This is a sign of fulfillment, indicating that you have the chance to create a new family with this person and experience happiness in many dimensions.

It will not be easy or quick, but it is well worth the effort. Water can be thicker than blood, and with patience and faith in true love, you can experience a deeply rewarding and lasting connection. You deserve this love.

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RELATIONSHIP INSIGHT : pick a card. (18+ only)

↳ This reading explores aspects of a romantic relationship you’re asking about, whether you’re considering its potential or already involved. Intended for 18 and older.

Trigger warning for all the piles, honestly.

This reading isn’t as sweet as I’d hoped, but it’s very realistic. If you’re looking for an easier, lighter message, you might want to skip this one. Sending love!

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HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

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PILE ONE

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. Nine of Wands (Reversed)

You’re dealing with someone who is exhausted, defensive, and stuck in their own rigidity. Instead of trying to work through challenges, they may retreat, shut down, or become stubborn to the point of self-sabotage. Their guard is up even when it doesn’t need to be. There’s also a sense of them seeking reassurance without offering stability in return, testing, prodding, or fishing for validation rather than engaging honestly.

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? Queen of Wands (Reversed)

The attraction might exist, but it’s tangled up in unhealthy patterns. This card can point to jealousy, moodiness, or manipulative behavior rooted in low self-esteem. The energy feels unpredictable, demanding, or attention-seeking, the kind that pulls you in and pushes you away at the same time. It’s important to recognize that this isn’t something you can fix for them. Their confidence issues and temperamental tendencies are theirs to address, not yours to absorb.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? Death

Emotionally, this connection sits at a point of transformation. Something has to end or change dramatically. The old dynamic isn’t sustainable; it needs to be released so something better, with them or without them, can emerge. If you’re already involved, you’ll need to embrace change fully for the relationship to evolve. If not, this card may be nudging you to step away from a pattern that no longer serves you. Closing this chapter creates space for something healthier.

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Ten of Pentacles

 On the outside, there may be stability, money, or family pressure that looks promising but doesn’t actually resolve the emotional issues underneath. This person may come from a structured or comfortable background, or have strong ties to tradition. But inherited beliefs, family patterns, or material comforts don’t compensate for the instability in the relationship itself. The foundation may look solid from a distance, yet the internal issues still run deep.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? Four of Cups

If this continues as is, the connection risks becoming stagnant and emotionally dull. One or both of you may feel disconnected, unfulfilled, or simply uninterested over time. The relationship could settle into apathy rather than affection, a situation where nothing truly grows because neither person feels inspired or nourished.

OUTCOME. The Devil (Reversed)

The good news is that you ultimately break free. Whether it’s stepping out of an unhealthy attraction, reclaiming your independence, or letting go of emotional entanglements, this card points to liberation. You take your power back. The attachment loosens, the cycle ends, and you regain control over your energy and direction.

This describes a connection weighed down by defensiveness, instability, and patterns you can’t, and shouldn’t, try to fix. The emotional turning point (Death) signals a necessary ending or transformation, and the outcome makes it clear that release leads to renewed strength.

You’re being guided toward clarity, freedom, and a healthier path ahead, not toward holding onto someone who can’t meet you where you are.

YOU CANT FIX THEM.

PILE TWO

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. Ace of Swords

This is a time of mental clarity and honest communication. You’re being encouraged to face relationship issues directly, without avoiding the truth. Conversations may feel more stimulating now, and you might be especially drawn to partners who challenge you intellectually. Things may not be perfect, but they can improve if both sides are willing to talk things through openly and logically.

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? Five of Wands

There’s strong energy here, but also tension. Chemistry might come with sparks — sometimes exciting, sometimes frustrating. If you’re single, you may find yourself competing for attention or dealing with people who bring out your competitive side. If you’re already involved, small disagreements could flare up easily, especially when stress runs high. Try to keep things light and playful rather than letting ego take over. Don’t expect perfection; kindness and humor will go much further than winning an argument.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? Three of Wands

Emotionally, there’s room for growth. This connection has forward momentum, suggesting that patience and confidence could lead to something more stable over time. You’re looking ahead and laying the groundwork for a deeper bond, but it’s still in development. Shared vision and trust will strengthen what you’re building together.

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Strength

Outer circumstances call for calm courage and compassion. Confidence and emotional maturity are your greatest allies right now. Someone, you or your partner, may need to show patience and gentleness to keep things balanced. This is about mastering emotions rather than reacting impulsively.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? The Moon (Reversed)

Clarity will come after confusion. Fears or misunderstandings that once clouded your judgment can finally begin to lift. Hidden emotions or unspoken worries need to be acknowledged for real progress to happen. Once the illusions fade, you’ll see whether the connection is truly built on understanding or wishful thinking.

OUTCOME. Ten of Cups (Reversed)

There’s real potential for emotional fulfillment here, but it may feel distant right now. Miscommunication, differing values, or emotional distance could create tension or a sense of disconnect if nothing changes. This doesn’t automatically point to an ending; it’s a reminder that happiness depends on steady effort, honesty, and shared understanding. Without that, contentment can fade.

PILE THREE

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. Judgement (Reversed)

This person is wrestling with self-doubt and confusion. They’re not seeing themselves clearly, and that lack of self-awareness makes it hard for them to understand their own emotions. Old wounds or unlearned lessons may be coloring the way they view the situation. This isn’t about a lack of interest so much as an internal fog they haven’t worked through yet. Because of that, they hesitate, second-guessing what they feel instead of acting on it.

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? Page of Cups

There is attraction here, but it’s soft, shy, and tentative. The Page of Cups signals curiosity, daydreaming, and a kind of innocent spark that hasn’t fully matured. This person may fantasize, flirt in subtle ways, or imagine possibilities without having the confidence to follow them through. The chemistry is gentle and creative, more emotional than purely physical, and rooted in a sense of wonder rather than boldness.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? Seven of Pentacles

The emotional bond develops slowly. This card speaks to patience, ongoing effort, and the long game. Feelings may grow in small but steady increments, provided both people invest thoughtfully. It’s not instant gratification, it’s gradual progress that requires time, reflection, and consistency. There is potential, but it matures at a measured pace.

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Four of Wands

Supportive surroundings are at play here: friends, family, community, or shared social spaces that create a sense of ease. Positive environments, celebrations, or gatherings may help bring you two closer. There’s an atmosphere of stability and belonging outside the relationship that encourages connection, even if the person themselves is uncertain internally.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? The World (Reversed)

Long-term development is blocked. This person may have difficulty completing emotional cycles, committing fully, or bringing a relationship to its natural conclusion. A sense of unfinished business, either from their past or between you two, could leave the connection feeling stuck. Progress may stall, leaving you with the sense that something important is missing or never fully resolved.

OUTCOME. The Star (Reversed)

Without meaningful inner healing, the situation may slowly move toward disappointment or emotional distance. Hopelessness, waning faith, or a fading connection can take hold if the deeper issues remain untouched. This may show up when someone stops believing things can get better, whether due to their own doubts or because the relationship has become too exhausting to sustain.

PILE FOUR

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. The Sun

This connection starts with warmth and optimism. There’s an open, inviting energy between you, something that makes you feel seen and energized. The Sun suggests that, at the core, there is potential for joy and authentic connection. You’re encouraged to trust what feels genuinely uplifting rather than overthinking every detail. (I'd honestly take this with a grain of salt, it doesn't feel quite right.)

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? The Empress (Reversed)

Despite the warmth between you, the physical side of this connection may feel uneven or strained. Someone may struggle with insecurity, or come across as overbearing or emotionally needy. Another possibility is neglect, pulling back out of fear rather than lack of desire. The chemistry is there, but it’s wrapped in self-doubt and inconsistency, making it hard for the connection to grow in a healthy way.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? Five of Wands

Emotionally, things are rocky. There’s tension, ego clashes, or petty disagreements that get in the way of closeness. Even if there’s attraction, you may feel like you’re dealing with competition, jealousy, or constant friction. This card shows a dynamic where both people want to be understood, but neither wants to give ground.

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Justice

Outside forces demand honesty and accountability. Whether it’s past choices, unresolved issues, or practical matters like agreements, responsibilities, or fairness, something external requires balance. Justice suggests that truth will surface, and whatever isn’t aligned will be addressed. The situation may also be influenced by karma, lessons that both people need to face.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? King of Cups (Reversed)

 Long term, emotional stability looks shaky. Someone may become withdrawn, inconsistent, or overwhelmed by their own feelings. This can lead to moodiness, emotional distance, or even manipulative behavior when they feel out of control. The card points to internal struggles that make it hard to build a secure, dependable bond.

OUTCOME. Ace of Wands

Despite the emotional turbulence, the final outcome brings a spark of new energy. This could be a fresh start, either with each other after real honesty and correction, or a new beginning for you once you step away from the imbalance. The Ace of Wands brings inspiration, renewed confidence, and the start of something vibrant and promising. It becomes the torch you carry forward after finally seeing things clearly.

There is real positivity at the heart of this connection, but insecurity, tension, and emotional unevenness make the path difficult. Truth and accountability shape what happens next. In the end, the reading moves toward renewed passion and a fresh beginning, one that restores your spark, whether it comes from genuine change within the connection or from choosing a new direction that supports your well-being.

PILE FIVE

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. Ace of Swords

You’re entering a phase of sharp clarity. This slices through confusion, allowing you to see this situation as it truly is. It brings the possibility of honest dialogue, new insight, and a perspective that clears the fog. If anything has felt uncertain or tangled, the truth is starting to rise to the surface, and you’re in a strong place to face it with steadiness and confidence.

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? King of Wands

The attraction here is bold, charismatic, and driven. This energy is warm, commanding, and decisive, the kind of chemistry that pulls you in because it feels alive and powerful. This person may take the lead or naturally fall into a position of influence. The spark is strong, and it thrives on confidence, vision, and initiative.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? The Emperor

Emotionally, the connection leans toward stability, structure, and control. Feelings may not be expressed openly or softly, but there’s a desire for order and reliability. This person may show care through protection, responsibility, or creating a sense of foundation. The emotional tone is steady rather than spontaneous, dependable but sometimes rigid. (No matter their gender, they give father energy, in whatever way you wish to take that.)

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Judgement

Outside forces are pushing for reflection and accountability. Something about this connection is undergoing a reckoning, a call to be honest with yourself about what you want, what’s working, and what isn’t. Past decisions, past patterns, or past relationships may be influencing the dynamic, urging you or them toward clarity and inner renewal.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? Death (Reversed)

Long-term progress is challenging unless real change occurs. There’s hesitation here, a tendency to fall back into old habits or avoid necessary transformation. Without confronting what’s outdated or unhealthy, the connection risks stagnating. This asks for courage, either evolve together or face the fact that resistance will block growth.

OUTCOME. Seven of Wands

The final outcome shows you standing firm. You may be defending your boundaries, protecting your needs, or speaking your truth. This isn’t a passive ending; it’s one where you reclaim your power. Challenges may come, but you won’t back down, and the clarity you gained earlier helps you remain steady in what feels right.

This connection carries strong attraction, structured emotions, and a moment of personal awakening that encourages honesty for both of you. Long-term success, however, depends on confronting difficult truths and breaking old patterns.

PILE SIX

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW. Death

You’re at the threshold of a major shift. Something in this connection, an old pattern, a lingering fear, or an emotional attachment that has outlived its purpose, is ready to be released. This card marks the end of a chapter so a new one can begin. Whether the relationship transforms or concludes, the energy calls for letting go of what no longer serves you.

PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY? Strength

There’s a steady, genuine attraction here, but it’s fueled more by emotional steadiness than raw passion. This chemistry grows from patience, confidence, and a sense of mutual respect. It’s the kind of pull that forms when two people feel safe enough to be themselves. Kindness and inner calm strengthen the connection more than anything dramatic.

EMOTIONAL CONNECTION? Three of Swords (Reversed)

Healing is at the center of your emotional dynamic. Someone is recovering from past pain, slowly releasing old hurt and learning to trust again. This can bring opportunities for forgiveness and deeper understanding, but there may also be buried emotions that still need to be acknowledged. There’s potential for reconciliation or emotional renewal, as long as neither person suppresses what truly needs to be voiced.

EXTERNAL INFLUENCES? Four of Pentacles (Reversed)

Outside factors push for openness and release. Someone may be letting go of old attachments, fears, or even material burdens. This influence encourages generosity and emotional risk-taking, but it also warns against instability, financial or otherwise. There’s a push to loosen the grip on control, yet this loosening can create uncertainty or impulsive behavior that affects the connection.

LONG-TERM POTENTIAL? Nine of Pentacles [Reversed]

Long-term energy is shaky and inconsistent. There may be issues with self-worth, financial instability, or feeling overly guarded. One or both people might rely too heavily on external validation or material comfort instead of emotional substance. Without grounding, the relationship risks becoming superficial or imbalanced, with someone pouring in more than the other can sustain.

OUTCOME. Page of Cups

The final energy brings a fresh, gentle opening of the heart. It suggests new emotional possibilities, intuitive nudges, and a return to innocence. This could manifest as a youthful, hopeful restart or as a new path entirely, one sparked by curiosity and emotional honesty. This offers potential, but not guarantees; it’s an invitation to explore rather than a promise of permanence.

APRIL THROUGH JUNE : pick a card.

↳ We’ll be looking at April, May, and June, along with the overall energy and some advice. This is timeless, so there’s no need to worry about when you’re reading it.

You’re welcome to choose different piles for each month and piece the messages together in your own way. However, I feel this reading is meant for a smaller, specific audience, and the messages flow best when taken together. Trust your intuition.

HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

Please don’t redistribute or edit my content.

MUST READ : MASTERLIST : SOCIALS : DISCORD : KO-FI : ETSY

— PILE ONE !

APRIL. Four of Pentacles. Innovation : Jupiter in Aquarius. Dogs : Getting together with friends.

April centers strongly on material security, boundaries, and self-protection. This is a period of holding tightly to resources, emotions, or control out of a need for safety. There is an underlying insecurity here, but also wisdom. You are learning what truly needs protecting and where your limits are. This is less about greed and more about being guarded.

A contrast emerges through the call for innovation. Expansion meets forward thinking, principles, and community. While you may feel closed off or cautious, the way forward comes from trying something new, especially through collaboration, shared values, or trusted allies. Support is available, but only if you loosen the grip on doing everything alone or retreating inward.

Themes of loyalty and friendship reinforce this message. April is not asking you to abandon your boundaries. It asks you to soften them just enough to let the right people in. Stability does not have to mean isolation.

MAY. Page of Pentacles (Reversed). Caution : Mercury in Virgo. Butterfly : A change for the better.

May introduces friction and a need for reassessment. Progress may feel stalled, with delays or missed chances creating the sense that something you were building is not moving forward as expected. This can be frustrating and, at times, uncomfortable, especially if effort does not seem to match results in practical or work-related areas.

A note of caution reframes this slowdown as necessary. Rather than pushing ahead, you are being asked to pause, review the details, and refine your approach. This is a moment to examine where expectations may have been unrealistic or where structure and planning need improvement. Taking time to restore order now prevents larger problems later and helps ensure that future steps are solid.

The underlying theme is positive change, even if it arrives through disruption. Financial or material instability may surface briefly, not as a punishment, but as a redirection toward something more sustainable. What wobbles now is making room for healthier growth. May is corrective, guiding you back into alignment rather than pushing you backward.

JUNE. The Devil. Inheritance : Saturn in Scorpio. Bow : You are highly thought of.

June moves into much deeper territory. Long-standing attachments, patterns, or obligations come to the surface, especially around money, shared responsibilities, power dynamics, or emotional debts. This may include literal matters passed down to you, but more often it points to burdens you have carried for a long time and how they have shaped your relationship with control, resentment, or obligation.

This period calls for maturity and accountability. You may find yourself managing something for others or committing to slow, demanding work that gradually changes you from the inside out. At the same time, there is a quiet caution here: unresolved resentment or a sense of being wronged can become a binding force if it is ignored rather than processed.

Despite the weight of this phase, recognition surrounds you. Even if June feels draining or restrictive, your resilience and reliability are noticed. Others hold you in high regard, perhaps more than you realize, and that respect is earned through your ability to endure and carry responsibility with integrity.

OVERALL ENERGY? Knight of Cups. Three of Pentacles (Reversed). Nine of Wands. Flattery : Venus in Gemini. Criticism : Mars in Virgo. Ear : Good news. Bat : Take care—enemies are working against you. Victim.

There is a strong message about help trying to reach you. You keep encountering it because it matters. Someone with a gentle, emotionally open presence, whether a friend, partner, or someone becoming closer, wants to support you, smooth tensions, or help carry part of what you have been holding. This is not about being rescued. It is about quiet, sincere emotional availability.

At the same time, there is resistance. Discomfort with teamwork, reluctance to rely on others, or pride may be keeping you isolated. You are exhausted, yet still pushing forward alone, even as you approach a point where things could finally come together. This kind of determination is admirable, but it comes at a high personal cost.

Diplomacy and open conversation would serve you better than defensiveness or sheer endurance. Gentle dialogue and shared understanding create more progress than forcing your way through. There is also an important layer of self-criticism here. You may be holding yourself to impossible standards or interpreting normal delays as personal failure. That perfectionism is becoming a blockage rather than a motivator.

There are signs of conflict around you and a sense that not everyone has your best interests at heart, or this may be why you struggle to lean on others based on past experience. Don’t let this alarm you; simply being aware offers protection. The bigger challenge seems to be internal: falling into a victim mindset, trying to move forward without a solid foundation, or blaming circumstances instead of adjusting your approach. The message repeats because it matters. There’s real potential here, but it will unfold through patience, realism, and being open to support rather than resisting it.

ADVICE? Alone Time. Queen of Cups. Grapes : Time to go out and have fun. Bittersweet. The Squirrel and Chestnut : Preparation (Reversed).

Time alone and emotional steadiness are especially important right now. Tending to your inner world, listening to your intuition, and creating a sense of safety within yourself need to come first, before looking to others for comfort or validation. There is a clear lesson here about learning to trust without forcing it, allowing connections to form naturally rather than using them as emotional shortcuts.

At the same time, joy still matters. You are encouraged to go out, enjoy yourself, and experience real pleasure, whether that means spending time with others or going out on your own. The distinction is intention. Other people are not meant to be used as entertainment to fill a void, and distraction for its own sake is not nourishing. The growth here lies in being able to have genuine fun with others, or genuine fun alone, without avoiding yourself in the process.

There is a strong theme of emotional maturity and balance. You are rising above immediate circumstances, choosing a wider perspective, and learning how to honor both your needs and the needs of others. This reflects an increased capacity to hold responsibility while staying emotionally grounded rather than reactive.

All of this ties back to a single rhythm: being able to move outward into connection or experience, and then return home to yourself focused and steady. This balance between solitude and engagement is what builds real stability. You are not blocked. You are mid-transition, and the message continues to repeat because this shift is still settling into place.

Am I prepared for the future?

Have I been working hard to achieve my goals?

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— PILE TWO !

Before anything else, this pile carries strong action-oriented, masculine energy, drive, momentum, and initiative. There’s a natural instinct here to go, do, build, and claim. However, an immediate counterpoint comes through as well: a need to stop anchoring worth and safety solely in financial or material security. That fixation can distort decision-making.

There’s also a very specific undertone of youth or inexperience, or someone confronting adulthood abruptly. For some, this is literal youth. For others, it’s the panic of realizing responsibility has arrived before you feel ready. In certain cases, this energy manifests as an actual child or pregnancy; in others, it’s the birth of a new role, identity, or obligation that suddenly demands maturity.

APRIL. The Emperor. Riches : Saturn in Capricorn. Crown : Honor and respect will come to you.

April centers on building authority and structure. This period emphasizes discipline, protection, focus, and leadership. You are being pressed into a role that demands clear decisions, whether or not you actively sought it out. Control becomes a recurring theme, and while not every form of control is positive, some of it is necessary right now.

The message here favors endurance over quick rewards. Effort that is steady and sustained matters more than anything rushed. Ambition and achievement are present, but they are earned through responsibility rather than shortcuts. This goes beyond finances alone. Reputation, competence, and reliability are also valuable forms of success.

Recognition follows when you step up instead of pulling back. April asks you to take yourself seriously, even if you feel like you are still growing into the role.

MAY. Seven of Cups (Reversed). Principle : Jupiter in Sagittarius. Barrel : You feel something is lacking in your life, perhaps love, money, or goals.

May marks a sharp transition from authority into clarity. Illusions and distractions fall away, and fantasy gives way to reality. Confusion lifts not because everything becomes easy, but because you are required to choose rather than continue drifting.

This develops into a deeper philosophical turning point. What do you actually stand for? Which beliefs guide your decisions when your options narrow? For some, this may show up through travel, study, or exposure to a new worldview, but at its core the message is about alignment. Your actions need to reflect truth, not avoidance.

A sense of lack comes into focus, whether in love, finances, or direction. That emptiness may not stem from external circumstances, but from spreading yourself too thin and chasing multiple illusions instead of committing to one meaningful path. May is grounding and sobering, but ultimately necessary.

JUNE. King of Pentacles. Protection : Moon in Aries. Crib : Birth or conception of a child or enterprise.

June brings stability to what April demanded and May clarified. The energy here is more settled and mature, less rigid and more secure. It reflects someone who provides, protects, and focuses on long-term safety. Abundance is present, but it is quiet, steady, and earned rather than flashy.

Instinct plays an important role now. You may feel compelled to defend your position, your family, or your work. This can involve matters tied to home, property, or a home-based venture, or stepping in during periods of family tension. There is a strong parental or guardian quality to this period, whether literal or symbolic.

The theme of birth becomes clear. For some, this points to a child or pregnancy. For others, it represents a business, responsibility, or evolving identity that now requires consistent care and attention. June marks the point where something vulnerable relies on your stability to grow.

For the smaller number of you this does point to a child, it feels sudden and possibly unexpected. That does not mean it is unwanted, but it may feel like you are pressuring yourself to become more mature all at once to meet the role. The truth is, you do not have to. No one instantly becomes a parent. That growth comes through learning, step by step.

OVERALL ENERGY? King of Wands (Reversed). Knight of Wands. Wheel of Fortune (Reversed). Exaltation : Moon in Taurus. Publicity : Jupiter in Leo. Rat : Someone working against you behind your back. Horseshoe : Good Luck, Dissipating.

There is a strong sense of someone in an in-between phase, like a boy trying to become a man. Obviously this isn't gendered, you don’t have to be a man. Innocence has been left behind, but wisdom has not fully settled yet, and traces of immaturity remain. Energy and desire are abundant, paired with confidence, urgency, and even recklessness, alongside genuine courage. The issue is not action itself, but the impulse to force outcomes rather than allowing them to unfold.

Only a fool tries to make things happen by sheer pressure. There is an important distinction here between taking action and attempting to control the result. When something is truly meant for you, you move with it. You act, but you do not push. Growth happens when effort aligns with timing, not when it tries to dominate it.

Practical instincts, especially around money or matters of home, can bring real rewards, but there is a warning against over-attachment. Comfort can be stabilizing, yet it can just as easily become a trap if it is held onto out of fear.

Recognition and visibility are possible, whether through leadership, creativity. Success is available, but intention matters more than display.

Not everyone offering applause is trustworthy, even though luck is still present. This creates a mixed environment where opportunity exists alongside quiet opposition.

It all resolves in a clear reminder: imagination is not the enemy, but mistaking dreams for plans is. Creativity needs freedom, but it also needs structure. Let ideas breathe first, then build them carefully. A wiser person understands that not everything is meant for them, and sometimes the right choice is to step back and allow what is meant to arrive in its own time.

ADVICE? Nourish Your Temple. Ten of Pentacles (Reversed). Pineapple : Reconciliation, Completion. The Coyote and Datura : Deceit.

Focus on caring for yourself, your body, energy, and inner balance. This is both literal and symbolic. Neglect or burnout will make every challenge feel heavier and harder to manage.

Pay attention to your foundations, especially around family and finances. Old habits or patterns tied to money, inheritance, or tradition may need to be addressed, but do so thoughtfully, not recklessly.

Healing and reconciliation are possible. Not every conflict needs a sharp ending; some separations happen gently, mutually, and fully, allowing space for repair and understanding.

Closure matters more than drama. Some things are simply reaching their natural conclusion, not failing, and resisting that process only creates unnecessary struggle.

This period is not about becoming hardened, it is about growing wise. Let strength settle into steadiness, let ambition learn patience, and remember that progress is built with intention, not speed.

For anyone, especially single parents, if someone reappears—possibly the other biological parent—approach with caution, but not outright distrust. I can’t tell you how to live your life, but avoid welcoming back people who show up suddenly without prior effort or care. If they didn’t demonstrate commitment before, they are unlikely to now.

Whom can I trust?

How do I show others I am worthy of their trust?

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— PILE THREE !

(Read Pile Two as well, if you feel drawn to it.)

APRIL. The Chariot. Decision : Mars in Gemini. Dog : Protection from a powerful friend.

April carries strong determination and a push toward action. Ambition and willpower are high, along with a desire to regain control of a situation. You are motivated to move forward, make decisions, and assert yourself, but control needs to be balanced with awareness.

The pressure this month is largely mental. A decision needs to be made quickly, though not impulsively. Conversations, messages, paperwork, or negotiations become especially important. There is potential for sharp words, disagreements, or emotionally charged exchanges, and some things, once said or sent, cannot be taken back if clarity is lost.

Reassurance comes through steady support. A loyal or protective presence stands with you, even if it is not always visible. No matter how urgent or tense things feel, you are not facing them alone.

MAY. Six of Pentacles. Patience : Jupiter in Virgo. Whale : Great worry over nothing.

May moves away from urgency and into balance. The focus turns to generosity, reciprocity, and community. This is a month of shared resources, whether emotional, material, or practical, and a reminder that support is meant to move in both directions.

Patience becomes essential. Progress comes through service, organization, and humility. Do not hesitate to ask for help or to accept support with a project or responsibility. Small acts, such as reorganizing systems, helping someone learn, or contributing to a group, carry lasting value even if they feel minor right now.

A sense of calm follows. Much of what has been weighing on your mind is not as serious as it feels. Anxiety has been amplifying the situation, and once that fades, the true scope of the issue becomes far easier to manage.

JUNE. The Tower (Reversed). Impulsiveness : Mars in Aries. Tulip : Great Passion.

June brings a direct confrontation with change. There is a sense of resisting upheaval or narrowly avoiding a larger disruption. Something is trying to fall away, but fear or attachment may be causing delays. While this offers temporary protection, it also keeps tension lingering longer than necessary.

The message becomes physical and unmistakable: movement is required for your well-being. Courage, initiative, and action help release what has been building under the surface. This may involve stepping into unfamiliar territory, proving yourself, or taking the lead even when certainty is lacking.

Passion plays a central role in this period. Desire, creativity, and emotional intensity become the fuel for change. What unfolds now is not cold or forced. It is driven by feeling, urgency, and a renewed sense of aliveness.

OVERALL ENERGY? King of Cups. Four of Wands. Death. Secrets : Venus in Scorpio. Restlessness : Mercury in Aries. Chair—Empty : Someone is leaving your life. Kite : Vacation, Quest.

This period highlights calm leadership and emotional balance. You are learning how to hold space for your feelings without letting them control your actions. Alongside this comes a sense of stability and belonging, moments of connection that feel safe and grounding. At the same time, it is clear that something must come to an end for a new phase to begin. This is not about loss, but about release and necessary transition.

Hidden truths surface within close relationships. Private emotions, unspoken desires, jealousy, shared finances, or withheld information may come into the open. Whether the truth belongs to you or someone else, it carries the power to change the dynamic in a meaningful way.

There is also a strong urge to express what has been held in. Writing, speaking, researching, or having a direct conversation becomes essential. Thoughts need an outlet, and staying silent would only build pressure. Clear communication, whether creative or practical, helps ease internal tension.

Separation is confirmed, but not necessarily in a literal sense. This may be you stepping away from an old role, pattern, or version of yourself rather than a physical departure from another person.

Taking space helps restore clarity. Distance, rest, or time away offers perspective and allows you to see the situation more honestly.

Overall, this experience unfolds as a personal journey toward truth. There is bravery here, even when hesitation appears. You may not confront everything all at once, but commitment to your path brings understanding. Courage and communication guide you forward through uncertainty.

ADVICE? Spend Time with Friends. Knight of Pentacles. Turkey : Someone is behaving stupidly. Perception. The Frog and Lotus : Metamorphosis.

Spending time with friends helps reconnect you to joy, grounding, and a clearer sense of perspective. Shared laughter and companionship offer a reminder of what truly matters.

Progress now favors consistency over speed. Even if things feel slow, patience and reliability will take you farther than impulsive risks. Steady effort builds something lasting.

There is also a call for realism, paired with a touch of humor. Someone may be overlooking what is plainly obvious, and that person could be you. Once awareness sets in, course correction comes easily.

A shift in perspective changes everything. Opening your heart alters how you engage with the world and draws in richer experiences, both emotionally and materially. The transformation is not only external. It is rooted in how you choose to see your circumstances.

Ultimately, change is unavoidable. Growth happens in stages, and not everything can or should be controlled. When you allow life to unfold on its own terms, transformation comes naturally, and unexpected beauty follows.

What can I change in myself or my life for the better?

How can I be more accepting of change I cannot control? 

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— PILE FOUR !

APRIL. Ten of Wands. Inspiration :  Mercury in Pisces. Broom : New home, New attitude.

April begins under pressure. Responsibilities feel heavy, stress is high, and there’s a sense of carrying too much on your own. This weight isn’t new; it has built up over time, and burnout is near, something your body already senses.

The answer this month comes through intuition rather than logic. You already know what is right, but acknowledging it may require letting go of a familiar struggle. Trusting your inner guidance can lead to clarity, creative insight, and inspired thinking. Ignoring it, however, risks slipping into avoidance, fantasy, or excuses.

A turning point is here. This may involve moving into a new home, apartment, or simply a fresh space. At the very least, it marks a new start. The change may have been stressful and brings new responsibilities, but it also offers new inspiration. This space is yours, giving you a sense of ownership and the opportunity to begin again.

MAY. The Devil (Reversed). Resourcefulness : Sun in Cancer. Ring : A marriage will take place, either romantic or business.

May brings both release and commitment at the same time. You are breaking free, reclaiming power, independence, and autonomy after a period of control or entanglement. You are no longer willing to live under fear, guilt, or expectation.

This freedom is closely tied to family and emotional roots. Family history, traditions, and inherited patterns strongly influence this period. Reunions, conversations about legacy, or long-standing emotional dynamics may resurface, particularly involving parental figures.

Commitment becomes crucial and I definitely think this leans more toward a person. This could be someone you have already moved in with. They might be proposing, or the two of you may have moved in together because a wedding is on the horizon. Love and partnership during this time are serious, deliberate, and chosen consciously.

JUNE. Seven of Cups (Reversed). Riches : Saturn in Capricorn. Vulture : Depression, Anxiety, Worry that someone is against you.

June focuses on clarity grounded in realism. Confusion, fantasy, and distraction fade, allowing you to see situations as they truly are, not as you hoped or feared.

Practical matters take priority. Financial arrangements, long-term planning, or formal decisions come into focus. Stability emerges, whether through a contract, shared responsibility, or official recognition.

Emotional strain may also appear. Anxiety, suspicion, or the feeling of being watched or judged can surface, often coming from family or friends outside the relationship rather than from your partner. I definitely feel a breaking of tradition here, which can lead to judgment. The main challenge is emotional pressure, not actual danger.

OVERALL ENERGY? Page of Swords (Reversed). Six of Wands. Knight of Pentacles. Defense : Mars in Taurus. Rebellion : Mars in Aquarius. Harp : Great happiness. Broken Wishbone : Wish will not be granted. Perfection.

Conflict and clarity coexist during this period. Miscommunication, gossip, or misunderstanding may arise, often from people who don’t fully see your situation. At the same time, your efforts are being recognized. Success, pride, and visibility show that you are not failing, you are being seen.

Progress is steady, deliberate, and earned. You are building something lasting and meaningful, not something flashy or superficial.

You are also called to protect what matters most: love, stability, and security. This may mean standing your ground, both materially and emotionally.

Courage is essential as you follow your own path. I’m hearing that family may not be fully accepting. This could involve a queer or interracial marriage. The choice is clear: pursue long-term happiness, or remain in quiet suffering for approval.

Happiness is possible, though not always in the way you expected. You may have thought putting yourself here would be an escape, but it is not. What feels like an escape is actually a commitment to growth and authenticity.

Above all, remember not to harden. Protection does not require harshness. Wanting love, transformation, and belonging is natural, and approaching life with openness allows others the chance to understand and grow with you.

ADVICE? Drink Tea. Page of Wands. Table : Hard work ahead. Expansion. The Elk and Ash : Strength.

Take a moment to sip your tea and center yourself. Slow down, ease your nervous system, and extend kindness to yourself.

A sense of renewal is on the horizon. Curiosity, courage, and excitement are returning after a heavy season. You’re moving from hesitation into inspired action and optimism.

Effort matters, but it is meaningful work, laying foundations that endure and hold value.

Support and guidance are appearing. New connections bring alignment and encouragement, while some old relationships may naturally fade. Focus on those who share your values and nurture your growth, and seek advice from those oriented toward your future rather than your past.

Stand firm. Avoid shortcuts and resist distractions.

Strength comes from within. Cultivate steady confidence and endurance not through force but through quiet, consistent effort. Some challenges require patience and resilience more than speed or aggression.

This time is not about rebellion for its own sake. It is about choosing love thoughtfully and standing unwaveringly by it.

Am I prepared to face upcoming challenges?

How does inner strength differ from outer strength, and what situations call for each?

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MANIFESTATION : pick a card.

HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

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— PILE ONE !

WHAT DO YOU SEEK? The Empress & Ace of Cups

These cards speak to a longing rooted in warmth, creativity, and emotional renewal. There’s a desire for deep affection, something tender, genuine, and life-giving. It feels less like you’re calling in a particular person and more like you’re inviting the right kind of love into your life, a connection you haven’t met yet but can already sense on the horizon. For some, this may even reflect a blossoming within yourself, but for most, it points toward a future partner and the wish for a love that feels abundant and true.

WHAT STANDS IN THE WAY? Knight of Cups (Reversed)

This energy suggests that expectations may be running ahead of reality. If you’ve been focused on a specific person, you might be seeing them through an overly romantic lens, and they may not be the match you imagine. If you’re manifesting love more broadly, your vision of it may still lean toward perfection, an ideal no one can fully embody. There may also be moments of envy or discouragement, a sense of “why not me?” that quietly dims your momentum. These feelings don’t make you unworthy of love, but they do slow your steps toward it.

HOW TO ALIGN. Four of Wands (Reversed) & Ace of Wands

To move into harmony with what you want, shift your focus toward what brings you alive. Instead of waiting for love to appear, pour your energy into something that sparks excitement, a creative pursuit, a new interest, anything that lights you up. At the same time, release connections that leave you unsupported or unseen. Whether friends, family, or a romantic fixation, anyone who drains your spirit needs clearer boundaries. Protect your space, nurture your passions, and make room for a relationship built on mutual respect. Let love begin with how you treat yourself.

— PILE TWO !

WHAT DO YOU SEEK? Six of Swords (Reversed), The Emperor (Reversed)

These cards reveal a strong longing for steadiness and forward movement, yet they also point to a pattern of circling back to what’s familiar, even when it doesn’t serve you. It’s as though you’re suspended between the pull of old wounds and the pull of where you hope to go, with unfinished matters tugging at your momentum. You yearn for a smoother path, but part of you hesitates at the changes that would make it possible. There’s a desire for structure, confidence, and self-command, but it’s often challenged by stubborn responses or choices made on impulse. You’re reaching for order while wrestling with habits that erode it. At the heart of it is a wish to break the repeat cycle and move into a steadier, more self-directed phase, even as some inner part still lingers on the edge.

WHAT STANDS IN THE WAY? The Devil

The challenge here lies in how tightly you’re holding onto what you want. There’s a sense of being tangled in the idea of this outcome, sometimes even in desires or indulgences tied to it. You may be acting as though it’s already yours, shaping choices around a future that hasn’t arrived yet. While stepping into a desired reality can be powerful, it still has to be balanced with practical care for your life as it is. Overspending, overindulging, or leaning too heavily on a hope for “later” risks undermining your stability now. This card asks you to loosen that grip and stop letting anticipation steer you into self-sabotage. Strengthen yourself first; the rest follows.

HOW TO ALIGN. King of Swords

This energy calls for steadiness, discernment, and clear inner authority. It invites you to build a framework rooted in discipline and thoughtful action rather than emotional swings. Create routines that support your focus and keep you grounded in what’s real. Expect more from yourself—not with severity, but with respect for what you’re capable of becoming. The King of Swords blends self-awareness with reason, encouraging choices that honor both your principles and your long-term vision. When you lead yourself with that level of clarity, you naturally step into alignment with the future you’re trying to create.

— PILE THREE !

WHAT DO YOU SEEK? Eight of Wands (Reversed)

You’re longing for momentum—clear direction, fast progress, a sense that things are finally moving—but everything feels paused or tangled. Delays, mixed signals, and scattered focus may be slowing your stride, leaving you unsure of where to aim next. This reversal suggests you’re eager for acceleration, yet there’s a quiet sense that the pace you’re asking for might overwhelm you if it arrived right now. Before life speeds up, your inner landscape needs to settle. Priorities need sorting, loose ends need clearing, and the resistance to necessary adjustments needs to ease. Whatever the area—love, money, work, or something more personal—you’re wanting energy and opportunity to flow more freely.

WHAT STANDS IN THE WAY? Nine of Cups

This card can feel contradictory, and that in itself reflects the confusion you may be sitting with. Your wish is genuine, but the desire for the “perfect” version of it may be slowing things down. As a blockage, this card hints at idealization, waiting for the stars to align, expecting clarity before taking any action, or assuming things should arrive effortlessly if they’re meant for you. That mindset can create comfort that turns into stagnation. The message isn’t to let go of your hopes, but to loosen your grip on how neatly they should unfold. Take steps even if they’re imperfect. Let your vision shift and grow. There’s no flawless moment waiting to appear, the moment to begin is the one you’re already in.

HOW TO ALIGN. Seven of Wands (Reversed)

It’s time to stop pushing yourself into exhaustion. You may be fighting so hard to make things happen that you’re draining the very energy you need to move forward. This card asks for release, not abandonment of your goals, but softening the struggle around them. Let go of the pressure to always be on the defensive, to justify your path, or to brace for obstacles that may not even exist. Step back from the tension and give yourself room to breathe.

Alignment begins when you acknowledge that you’re tired instead of forcing yourself to power through. Allow your energy to reset. Leave survival mode behind. You don’t need constant effort to prove your commitment; what you need is space for clarity and steadiness to return. When you ease your hold on the outcome and trust the process a little more, inspiration will flow more naturally, and your confidence will rebuild in a calmer, genuine way.

RECONCILIATION : pick a card.

↳ Hi there! This reading focuses mainly on whether the connection you have in mind is worth holding onto or whether it could realistically move toward reconciliation. It can apply to romantic situations, but it may just as easily speak to former friends or family; it’s flexible in that sense, though the overall message doesn’t feel wide open. The energy here seems a bit specific, so if you’re simply looking for a clear yes or no, feel free to skip to the bottom of the pile. The general reading seems meant for only a handful of people.

HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.

Please don’t redistribute or edit my content.

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— PILE ONE !

PAST ISSUE? The Hanged Man (Reversed)

This connection stalled because one person wasn’t fully present, whether from old habits, uncertainty, or a general lack of momentum. It felt as though keeping things alive required more sacrifice than it should, and eventually someone pulled back rather than continue pouring energy into something that wasn’t moving.

CURRENT FEELINGS. Ace of Wands

Both of you are stepping into a fresher, more motivated phase. The earlier attempt may have served as a lesson, clearing space for personal growth. Now the spark between you has more room to take shape—so long as both sides are ready to meet that energy with equal enthusiasm.

IS RECONCILIATION POSSIBLE? Wheel of Fortune & Judgement

Reconciliation is very much within reach. The dynamic is shifting, and renewal is on the table, but it comes after honest reflection. If you’re the one who pulled away or seemed disengaged, taking responsibility and opening a clear line of communication could make all the difference. In many ways, the next step rests with you.

— PILE TWO !

PAST ISSUE? Queen of Wands

This connection carried an uneven rhythm. One person moved through the dynamic with greater confidence and independence, and the other struggled to match that pace. There’s no clear harm here—just a gap created by insecurity or jealousy, which slowly tilted the balance.

CURRENT FEELINGS. The Hanged Man

Right now, both of you are sitting in a kind of limbo. If the disconnect is recent, you may be hoping they’ll make the first move, but waiting won’t shift anything. If this goes back further, it may help to reframe the whole experience and consider what it truly gave you, and what it didn’t. The atmosphere around this pile carries a lingering, almost youthful immaturity.

IS RECONCILIATION POSSIBLE?  Ace of Swords (Reversed) & Two of Swords

Reconciliation isn’t impossible, but it isn’t likely to offer much value. The path looks clouded, more tied to pride or unresolved emotions than to genuine progress. There may be confusion or sharp feelings on the other side as well, but pursuing this again wouldn’t bring the clarity or fulfillment you’re hoping for.

— PILE THREE !

PAST ISSUE? Three of Cups

This connection grew out of a lively, social atmosphere, friend groups, celebrations, shared events, or a general sense of community. It was built on lighthearted moments and genuine enjoyment, but the energy may have leaned more toward fun than depth. For a few of you, another person’s presence or outside influences could have shaped how things unfolded.

CURRENT FEELINGS. King of Pentacles (Reversed)

At the moment, stability feels off. Someone may be acting from a place of insecurity or stubbornness, clinging to control, status, or material concerns. This can show up as possessiveness, poor judgment, or simply a rigid mindset that blocks emotional openness. Whatever the form, the energy isn’t grounded, and it’s creating distance rather than connection.

IS RECONCILIATION POSSIBLE? King of Cups

Despite that instability, reconciliation is possible—though it requires emotional maturity and calm, thoughtful communication. The path forward asks for balance between logic and feeling, with a willingness to listen and respond with compassion. If both sides can approach this with steadiness and sincerity, there’s room for a more supportive and devoted bond than before.